itu, ini

HAHA nathan with aging booth!!! dont worry  you still damn fine ;D

why are you so hot? lewls nathann you marry my daughterrr

hot as gurls right there. call them maaybe ;)

Well today was rather errr, forgettable. HAHA i keep forgetting what happened, maybe cause i take my fish pills irregularly. Okay this morning i was SO late, getting my equipment for hockey then me and padama rushed to school and man we were so tired as we were power walking to school. We were just so tired and didnt have enough sleep :S so i felt light headed and felt like fainting lol and i was telling her how imagine if i did faint she would had to carry me :DD awh i like it when guys carry youu, but sadly i would prob squash the guy -.- so i should just keep on dreaming...:D okay then i got told off in front of this guy that me and my friends find hot and ugh so embarrasing!!! then eco was boring, never take that!! then stupid fire alarm went on and we rushed out and wooww nek minnut it stopped and we were told to go back to class. then it was english and we had to watch this remade version of cinderella by roald dahl and it was so weird... and we had to write descriptive stuff. man brings back memories, he used to be one of my fav authors <3 i like the book about the father and son living in a caravan. forgot what its called, but that was my favourite. i also like fantastic mr fox, BFG, something and the giant peach, the twits etc. then i had tutor which was boring as ever. then morning tea, i was being a starving child. then i had science did some work, gotta study!!! then i had accounting and guess what? i got a result of M, E, E, E!! so i got Merit. not good enough! i got the chart of accounts partly wrong. why? because my teacher is so smart that she said we didnt have to do the folio column since we didnt learn about it. and wow i got marked down cause we ALL had to do it. great teacher ever. then lunch time olivia drew reallly sexy photos of da hornyz. then i had maths, boring as sine nada wasnt there :( but sam and like kelvin kept me company so it was alright. then hockey practice was tiring, i was so sleepy.

I was watching lethal weapon 3 and omg this song came on:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XRGd0gD0QNE !! What a good old memory song it is :")

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PEbJ4qLiMu0 <-- mean as dupstep. farah you would defo like this.

mufti

im spamming you with kpop today hehehe, i feel like it .

MY HOT HUSBAND OMG<3 MY NO#1

heess one of my other, cuteee boy

him with blond hair eheh from "You're Beautiful" 

today was mufti day and wow some people actually wore skirts and shorts... crazyy people! it was freezingggggg. well cant reemember what happeend at school today. i was really sleepy ahaha and feeling insecure of what i was wearing. surprisingly no one wore the same cardigan as me! good good good. came home and wow. went to play on my brother's phone. it was the first time he ever lets me play. well not really actually, im just exaggerating haha. well i was playing air penguin like maddd, for like an hour or more. man thats my favourtie game ever. dont steal okay. its my game, i really love that game. then i tried temple run and omgggg I SUCKK!!!! i get only like 20,000 points. in 500m. not much at all. how do people get to one million?? crazzy as. well anyways Goodbye Hello by TaeTiSeo had been stuck on my head for past few days now and mannn its so cute that song. i really like it. hehe :') the weather forecast said that its going to be really cold tomorrow.. aw man:( i really hate the cold weather and hot. i like warmth, SPRING :D it would be cool to have my birthday during winter and its like snowing. that is amazing. bbut noo its not america so too bad, i get some summer. i like the look for winterrry stuff, its like frosty and icy. and naked trees. its nice. what i want to drink in the morning is hot mocha... thats is amazing.

well i really should be sleeping, ive been sleeping rather late these days and its not doing me any good! :(
또봐요 !

achooo!

im like surrounded by sick people... i think i might be getting soon someday. i always get sick... low immune system here :S lol..being a loser and listening to shut up and kiss me by reece mastin right now this moment. HAHA shhhh. its pretty cool....... heh. well having back pain right now well like shoulders. ugh WHYYY! i think i need to go apply "yoko yoko" hehe its like a japanese medicine thing for muscle pains. its good. okay well my bruise have this small yellow patch. think its a sign of healing but the rest is ugly.

this morning i was like hmm rather good weather today, not so cold. nek minnut in the afternoon it turns to antartica. what is your problem weather?!!?!?!? ugh it was freezing!! i was like dying and im glad i sit next to heaters in some of my classes hehehe. my science class is always warm. okay well science this morning and it was pretty alright. then accounting was BORING AS. no one listened to the teacher and we were learning about balance day adjustments... i dont get it. help? i mean tulung? hehe. then tutor was meh. and then morning tea i ate my corn thins!! omg they are nice as.. then maths was meh. but nice warming heater<3 then business was pretty fun, i was so energetic i felt like running.. so i was like stepping on the guys shoes cause they gathered it to me , dont know why. but yeah then it was lunch and it was preti funny, we were standing and stuff. farah you still owe me 50 cents and suaima 2.50. and this dude owes me 2.20. okay well then i had english and omgg I GOT TWO EXCELLENCES FOR MY INTERNALS. first time man. im so proud.. im ususally looked down upon on espicially english... lewls my grammar. but yeah i worked hard for those. i rreckon my static image got loads of meanings.. but im sure my writing up was screwed... it was bad. but oh well thank the lorddddddd<3 the praying did work hehehehehe. then after school we went to luna tea had kwey teow and i got papaya milk tea cause it was on 'special' and we walked home and omg i started having major puking feelings and the wind was blowing against my eyes so i was crying (tears) while trying to puke the stuff out. lewls. yeah. farah was trying to help by singing some strawberries and cream song.. -.- killed it. yeah went back to farah's house to get leggings and i was being a sloth and grabbing her feet and begging her about the leathered converse. yeah took quite awhile. she was trying on clothes and wow her jeans are tight as! nice. went back and had to cook dinner cause it was ma turn. then yeah nothing much

my texts are expiring tmr :( sad life. no more texting 24/7 now! back to nerd loser time hehe.
ciao amigos! :D

grandmatic moment

TIM TAM WHITE. i love white chocolate. its really sweet but yum. tehe me love me whites.

well i brought nuts to school but i forgot to eat them so i was literally starving myself to death.. well that can be the part of the famine thing since i forgot LEWLS. shhhh its between you and me babeh. ew jokes what. okay and right now im having some shoulder muscle pains. its really soreee. omg i was telling two indians how it would be romantic if you boyfriend gave you a massage. and they were like ewww omg!! -__- how is taht ew?? it sounds very old couples but i really need a massager!! for my shoulder pains here. omg i had the weirdest dream ever ... what was with me!! i had a dream about TAEMIN from shinee :') omg hes hot as go look him out. he may look like a girl but if you look at other photos hes cuute as! okay well had a dream about him and omg not being horny but wth i ... we.... er. muacks. LOLOL GET IT. HAHAHAHAHAH sherin what is with you? i dont know aeee, wasnt ma fault. well my lips are already contaminated stupid boy. i regret it far out you retarrddddddd. well anywayssss today was a dull ugly day. it was black and grey. no yellow. plenty of seagulls. something which i really hate and fear of cause they might shit on you. they shit everywhere i tell you, every five seconds they drop white crap. there's this part of our school pavement its like covered in white poos and obviously seagulls were having diarrhea.

Okay i hate mondays. i seriously do. its the most laziest day everr! the morning im literally having dying looking eyes. had accounting and we did a practice exam sheet and did income statement and statement of finacial postition and crap. yeah. saw two indians waiting in line to get late passes to class. then maths was not that bad actually! i was talking quite alot and having some anger issue wanting to punch this guy in the face lewls. but im over it so i think its okay now. then tutor, gay as ever. then morning tea someone brought three chocolates!! omg most sale ever seriously. then economics was so boring omg. its the most boring-est subject ever in history. i rather take history seriously. economics is confusing, i had a reliver and she teaches nothing. she thinks shes soo good and we ask her how to do number 1 and she just tells us to skip it. WOW. GREAT JOB. then english gives me major headache cause we're doing creative writing and i suck at it obviously. and wow we have to write a sentence that the teacher provides us with images and WOWOWWOW kony just have to pick ME. just cause im asian aeee. ugh. so gay. so embarrassing :( then lunch yeahh person came back and wanted to buy more.. so four in total omg... crazy. so i sold two boxes now! four more to go! i have some money missing. idk why. oh suaima, and this girl owe me one dollar then im missing 80 cents.. WTH. Then i have science and boy it was depressing i tell you. i was thinking about things and omg it kills my day ... it just painful... so painfull. ugh i want to go in a corner and listen to depressing music and fall asleep. k watever im such a loser -__- then i had guests overr and omg i couldnt come out!!! i was stuck in the bedroom.. aha. oh there was some leftover tim tams.. and duh obviously i ate some ehheeh i love tim tams so much, its really addictive.. its going to make me fat -.- but did i tell you? my waist is gone smaller. sorry my english... okay well like my stomach is flat and its hardd now and if i try force it you can sort of see some lining of top part HEHEHHEHHEEH. yay. and yeah im sort of 49 or sometimes 50kg now so... me lost abit of weight. ABIT. ugh.

Selamat malam people, i shall sleep earlier tonight. i have to! need sleep. oh we have mufti on wednesday.... i'll just wear the knitted cardigan i wore on sunday lewls. hope it be a good day hehe.

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=04ETJUu6R8U  <-- been stuck on my head for ages.... asians for life.

photoos from today

Omg hot azzzz. lol at suaima, looking chubby there with glossy lips

cute peoplez

me on the left with my new jumper cardigan from supre! :D sexy indians.

SONG OF THE DAY:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-m7e7tCn7Bk <---- LISTEN TO IT OMG. AMAZING JAMMING SONG <3 dupstep i love you. thanks le brother for showing mee:) farah hasan i recommend you bratha.

CIAO! :D

Iced mocha :D

yum. 

Weell today was rather nice i guess :) Wait i didnt talk about yesterday did i? well cant remember but like i went with le sister to sylvia park well le dad goes to do some grocery shopping. so me and sister went around shops fast cause we had short amount of time :( i hate the rush feeling of shopping!! never rush a girl when they shop!!! D:< so much better to shop with motherrrr. i love me mummy <3 okay. so then me and sista went to equip and share the cost of this $5 necklace cause it was on sale. its SO nice. its like long necklance with like feathered with chains. i'll show you bois later. then went to other shops and man why are things on sale this weekend? not being racist but wow there was heaps of islanders and maoris and so many people shopping. yeah then sista went and brought purple ripped shorts for 10 bucks, it was sooooooo nice. she hesitated for awhile thinking about my dad then she went and brought it. i was going to get one myself but i thought size 6 wasnt my size but suprisingly it fits me!!! i used to be size 8 or 10 -.- now im 6 :D yay shows that my exercise had paid off. Still need to lose more. 45kgs here i come :'D still 50. fff. okay anyways then we went to supre and i brought this cardigan jumper thing and there was no Medium or Small only Large so i took the large -.- oh well. it was 55.... with 50 voucher and 5 bucks. thanks indian girl i love you. it was a hard choice. i wanted to get the stripy blue and white thin long sleeve for 42 bucks but it wasnt worth it.. so yeah :) i be wearing that to mufti. kk then went to grocery shopping then went home to go badminton. that is all. slept late as ugh. been sleeping at 12.30pm to 1pm everyday now :( bad sherin bad.

OK. well went church today then went back home and ate foodd. had roti chanai with curry <3 veri nice malaysian food. you ppeople should try. then went to meet le suaima with her hipsta style clothing then walked to farah's with her 'mature' looking style and me the 'slut style' lewls.. that is truue. im so typical..... then got dropped off at botany to meet boang elephant (you know who you are, i know you're stalking right now) and wooow he was late by 2 mins LOL. okay yeah. then went to therobama and i got ICED MOCHA. its my faaavourite omg. it was $5.90. it was so worth it. way better than sierra cafe's iced mocha. it had like ice cream and chocolate pieces!!! but more expensive by 80 cents. so worth it. so amazing. then two smart indians went to buy the chocolate pieces for like $2.30 each or something and apparently didnt even taste good. their standards are way too high. even i find cadbury good enough HAHA. cheapo asians for lyf. then went around shopss then me and boang went to sit down while he got some healthy smoothie. your very funny :) hess a fuunnny and good friend. goood boi :D okay, then two indians joined us and had their big plate of fatty food and me stealing some wedges. and it taste bad... so bad. but i was desperate. then we went around shopss and i went back to jay jays to find the ripped shorts my sister got and there was only size 8 so i tried it and WOW it was lose!!!! so it didnt look good. im so proud i lost weight :') maybe i should just stay in hockey..to lose more tehehehehe. okay so then all of us went to smell perfume and some smelt really gross and some was amazing. then we had to goo and we said bye to boang elephant to go postie plus and meet le indian mother. then she was taking awhile so we went around diva then idk then suaima got dropped off first cause i left my phone at farah's so i went back to her house and omffg i am the most stupidest girl on earth!!!!! IT WAS FRECKING IN MY BAG ALL THIS TIME. why is i like this? omg woops my english ugh. i cbb backspacing right now. then we rant on about our days and wow two sister casually picking their noses affter a long 'exhasting day' and wow they are alike. -__- grimmys. then went home and yeah. still needa shower. that is all. need to study for genetics topic.

i realized my eyelashes are slowly going away!!! :( shouldnt wear mascarra anymore. i used to have more but now ... day by day... :( sad life. what have australia done to me! yes i started wearing it in aussie for few occasional times. apparently guys like natural looking girls? how is that possible?? all the typical girls wear hard out make up and cake themselves and all the guys chase after them? confusing...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cR2XilcGYOo   <-- yes me like dupstep.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpsUsP2lIzU&ob=av2e    <---- usher <3 omg i love him!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5FlQSQuv_mg&ob=av3e  <--- love it so much.

my eyes are so big ugh -.- sorry im quite vain. i need nose surgery

Loserr

Well lol. im sucha loser hahahhaa we lost hockey game quite badly and all i did was like not much to help. okay that was really depressing -.- i dont think the teacher thinks im good or anything .. why did i even join hockey -.- maybe i should of stick to badminton....  bbut i suck at badminton too -.- ugh life. im good at nothing -___- i asked my dad if i could get a maths tutor, he might be sending me to one yay :) cause i suck at maths ahaha. right now cheering myself up with alcohol. JOKES ew. with L&P yey :D its reaally good! Well badminton was pretty goood, we woon and i won all my games so it was a rather bitter sweet day. :/ got a headache.. should of brought panadol D: funny how i got a huge bruise and no one made a big deal about it and other people made a big deal about someone else's small bruise.... show how loved i am. HAHA, loser.

School is meh, i sold like one and a half box of chocolates noww yay. still got 5 boxes! PEOPLE PLEASE BUY THE CHOCOLATE <3 $2.50 top deck. very nice. and also please sponsor me for 40hour famine guys! its for the poor please, those starving kids need food and shelter! only have 4.50 so far...... SO HURRY UP AND PAY UP hehehe. well in english today we were doing creative writing and i just realize how shit i am at it ahaha "the greasy slimy slime". and i really need to learn some good vocabs seriously. i really fail -.-' how am i ever be a doctor with my skills now. -.- miracle is what i needdddd. so first period i had business which i cant remember what happened, it was boring... then tutor was meh. then english then science and omg i almost like fell asleep!! my eyes were like dying and slowly closing when the teacher was talking about alleles. -.- ima study in the weekend. lol im such a noob i find researching science stuff fun..... HAHA. and i like watching documentaries channels. my favourite is that old man who was knighted by queen. his name is like mark attenbourgh? hes cool :) lewls. then lunch then accounting. that is all. oh in the morning we had hockey practice. soooo tiring!!! i like jelly beans. thanks livvy for giving me some :'D gave me energy since i only ate a cupcake for breakfast before training.

okay my bruise now its like fully black!!! :( and it hurtsssss when people hit it...... sigh. and my blister isnt healing at all. and when i wear sandalssss too long i tend to drag my heels then i get heel cracks :) which i had todayyyyy and it hurts like hell :D last week it started BLEEDING. disgusting....

i be restingggg, shall sleep earlier today ugh. and i need to get something from supre with the sexxy indian girl gave me this thing for ma bday. shes cool thanks man <3

*still need a job.
*need cartilage piercings. I WANT TWOOOOO AND EACH EAR OMG. sori, this girl in my tutor had it and it looks beauutiful!!!!!

listen to "Whistle" by flo rida. its like my favorite song atm tehehe

Sayonara! <- i think i spelt it wrong tehehe.

MOCHA

I WANT MOCHA. Yess i loveeee mocha, ima big mocha fan <3 and omg white chocolate is the best. and i oso like coffee. yes those are all my favouriteess. i like latte, cappucino and black coffee (kopi O). i think i got it from my motherr, shes obsessed with coffee hahaha. i shouldnt drink that much because i saw this scientific article my friend showed me (hes like smart asssss, he's studying in London!! and living in an apartment with his brother that studies in imperial uni crap<-- smart ass!) okay yeah so like they took scans and tests of it and it showed a huge increase in heat in the brain and stuff. and just wow...... scary.

Okay well school was bleh , so weird. but it was freeeeeeeeezing this morning and i was stuck in a traffic jam as i was heading to school. it was terrible!! there was a car accident apparently. and omg ugh took us forever and the line to get the slip to get to class was so long!!! like 100metres. i think. or im exaggerating ahaha. well yeah but the staff came out and hand out slips so we all left ehehe. omg the time! must sleeep very sooon. oh, my gosh. i always embarrase myself at school sometimes. ugh i just cant. well in accounting i didnt do much work... so much talking going on. is it weird to like documentaries? cause i like them lewls. maths was SO BORING UGH. so is economics. ugh. stupiddds. then after school did my english work (finish off) then went to farah's house to pick up brownies that i want hehehe. its amazing oi. its the best everrrr ugh. my dad was like "WOW, best brownie ive ever tasted. its not too sweet too!! and its very good" he loved it ... GOT ANYMOREEEE. cause i loved it too. heheheheehehe its nice and soft. too.

okay well i be sleeping, its really cold. and i need more sleeep.
Oyasuminasai!! :D

LOL after schoool to pick up sedap brownies :)

sooo cold!

yeah today was very very very very cold!!! well sort of i guess, since i wore sandals and all. and ohmygosh my bruise is like turning frecking dark purple blacck!!! like ugh what is its problem seriously. lol wth am i on about. i think farah killed my bruise even more.... BAD DOCTOR MUST SUE HER. :) okay well school was meh today i be so lazy. but there was alot of work to be done and all so not much time for texting anymore ahaha. ooh i got my result back for english common assesement and i got "M" Not even a PLUS of MINUS. wait i dont want a minus. at least a PLUS would be great but noooo my opening paragraph was slightly 'awkward' and i would of got excellence if i got it perfectly o.o eh. and i needed to clarify more about the idea. yeah. oh well. i hope i get good marks for the internal!!! the comment was like "mature............." blah de blah cant remember to much describitive words she used lols. and like OMG MATURE. that is the first okay. no one has ever complemented me saying im mature cause i always get the 'im'mature -_- Well yeah suprisingly in both my tests essay writing i didnt get any grammar mistakes omg!!!! i think im improving. i remember back in the yearss like year 7 and 8 and 9 and 10 it always comments about me saying "grammar" crap. lols.
Yeh that is all. :)

*still need a job. :(
Selamat malam to you all<3

hi everybody!

lol sorry didnt know what to put okay! Well today was a pretty soso day i guess not too bad eheh. i was like doing my work at school sort of, and i just like tried no to text since i had so much work to be done and yeah learning new topics. doing economics now! learnt about needs and wants stuff and omg some people in my class states the obvious and idk they are stupid they funny asss :) umm well nothing much happened today, i cant type much cause i gotta finish my maths homework and sleep earlier! oh yeah today i literally like closed my eyes and started sleeping for few seconds. like idk i was REALLY exhausted. till i had suaima's breakfast morning tea. that was frecking nice, love you suaima!
omg now farah be linking that mitosis and meiosis song its stuck in my head now and omg its funny how she twirls around everywhere and does lame as dance move and sing no SPEAK the words to the melody. i swear i can do it betterrrrr hehehe with "CHINGCHONGCHING MEEETOOSIS" lol joking :D Well i be having back ache right now. got home and had fried rice and pear omg i feel like a fatty. i started beeing on a low affter schooll loolsss and ONE part was like "im so fat" lols sorry people, i know you'll be like omg. but idk its just my brain i keep thinking i am. yeah and im surrrounded by skinnier people than me so im like aw man.. yeahhhh ahahaha. oh my bruise is now fully purple thanks to Dr Hasan who was blowing it and touching and patting it with her doctory grimy fingers to try fix it. lewlssss.

*still need a job.

purple green.

yes purple green is the colour of my sexy as bruise i got from hockey on friday. it turned ugly assss! its like purple and green. its that a sign of healing or what? LOL i was telling the two indians the other day how i thought it was broken like the bone. and they both said the same thing saying that you wouldnt be able to walk then, then i was like "oh." lewls. fail . okay well now my ugly as blister is really itcy! like lately its been really itchy. lools. then at one point i was like scratching it and omg i accidently scratched my blister!!! FFF- IT HURTS SO MUCH OI. i started like moaning. and omg when i was brushing my teeth i accidently brushed it too hard and knocked my gum and i started like moaning and crying (like sound crying) and i think my sister in the other room was like dafaq. but yeah ahaha moaning girl in pain here~

Okay well ive been really lazy this weekend. well i went church in the morning then went grocery shopping straight after with dad and sister thennn went home and ate, i ate mee soup :D then my bro needed to go university to drop off his uni books so me and my sister came to tag along hehee and thinking that we were going to go around city but NOOOOO. there was no parking. fml. :( so we went to sylvia park instead. we were like RUSHING ugh sad life. there was so much i wanted to do and try. so went supre and trying to decide which piece of clothing to get. seriously but like tbh, i really like supre. but its blooddy expensive!!!! i want the princess dress lewls. the one in bright blue sorta. it looks really good, i tried it. its 55 bucks. but i want to get something wintery since i got no winter clothes...
okay i want my dad to get me these in malaysia

-Varsity jackets (lewls sima be scolding me)
-Ragleans (lewls sima and feara be scolding me again)
-woolen jumpers
-converse leathered please or different coloured ones
-NIKE FRECKING AIR FORCE. but its too expensive so i doubt it.
-another aviator sunglasses please
-black tights, and patterned ones
-denim shorts (lewls ripped would be nice) shutup if you call me slut gtfo :)
-liquid eyeliner!!!!! but daddy would say no so okay.
-some food pleaseee!!!
-some asian baggy clothes (lol farah)
-DRESSES PLEASE UGHUGHUGH. im so girly. but that is me :)

Okay i cant think of anything much yet. but i doubt that my dad can choose clothes properly so dont think he can get any clothes for me :( i be so sad.
Well i had fried rice for dinner with timun :) i mean cucumber. i be so asian having fried rice :) i was just thinking asians get mocked yet they're famous cause of food and crap. why are you still mocking us? ritarddsssss. so rude seriously. theres a thing called respect here! okay omg i cbb finishing my homework so oh well excuses time :) i hope tmr would be a good day.

Auf wiedersehen! :DDDD

Im on a hunt >:D

I AM CURRENTLY ON A HUNTING MISSION.

weell when i was searching up nice looking ice cream and cakes to annoy my friend i found magnum WHITE!!!!! I WANT IT. Im like a massive white chocolate fan here. always had and always will be. and omg that packaging said made with belgian chocolate!! EVEN BETTER! but i dont think they sell it here do they? omg but its prob expensive as. -__- my mum always used to buy magnum and it was like $4 before it got so popular and now its $7 ritardsssssss stop creating high demands!!!!

Nothing much happened. i chilled (NO ACTAUULLY I DIDNT D:<). woke up at 11 yey trying to regain my countless sleep. if that make any sense.... ok. well i then wash my clothess and er ate mee goreng lewls. OMG PEOPLE GO AWAY FROM MY MEEGORENG. everyone is like "OMG love meegoreng" nah jokes oh well at least malaysians are getting well known for their food now :') go us hehe.er then went on computer for a long time then wash the bath tub, shower, sink and toilet. yes it was fun. NO IT WAS NOT. ugh. so much scrubbing and icky!!! ugh. when im older and successful im getting myself a maid. but then i will feel sorry for the maid... :'( aw man i shall get a robot hehehe. yeah took me awhile and for dinner i had wan tan hor :'D my dad makes the best asian food i swear. well thats cause he used to owned a seafood resturant. yeah that was cooool as. i should maybe start learning but i cbb. he used to also own a karoke and hotel with my uncles. aha thats cute.

i should really do some studying. still need to do maths homework. oh well i shall do it tmr :) i cbb now too late hehehe. omg i cant imagine my life without txts anymore. i seriously cant. once my txt5000 expire im going to be so sad and lonely. DAMN CALLS. people right now is having fun at ball. i wish i can go twice but nahh just go once. i like to wear dresses lewls im so girly. but that is just me :D i really like those slutty dressees that some people like these : http://www.lippy.co.nz/Product-29776-Doll+House+S7368+Chloe+Dress.html?colour=Black/Teal
anyone keen on getting me that?
http://www.lippy.co.nz/Product-29669-Doll+House+M+2014+Par+Knit++.html?colour=Mocha
^ wow. i really want a wollen jumper

Hehe that is all :D I shall sleep earlier hopefully.
Au Revoir guyys :D

dying sherin D":

Well i got a fresh bruised knee from hockey game after school at 5pm. yeah this annoying girl who keeps hitting the ball in the air, that almost hit my teammate's face!!! yeah she hit my knee with the ball ouchhh mannnnn. its bruised up and lumpy ahaha. at first omggg it felt like i didnt have a leg!!! like 5 seconds of paralyzed foot. yeahs then the pain sort of wore off , SORT OF. but now the pain is coming back abit. i havent told my dad about incase he gets angry for getting heard and he will be like "see hockey is such a dangerous sport, dont play anymore" yeah. so im hiding away my knee. but i needddd him!! idk what cream to use on it... so im getting random cream called "Zam-Buk" its this green stuff i always use for bruises :')

Okay well today was meh, hockey practice at 7 and it rained really harrrdddd for like 5 minutes so i got soaked. yey. hopefully i dont get sick!! okay then home then maths was meh. then tutor meh. then morning tea another meh. then business was boring. but yeah funny how when we started watching the movie i told ankita that the guy was hot aha and she rolled her eyes AHA typical her. yeah then english, was also meh. did static images now have to colour it in. then lunch was alright. then science was mehh too -.- ugh. so i txt aloott throughout school now, not that im trying to LOOK COOL (cough suaima) its cause yeah i have nice funny friends to text to aha. yeah. ok then after school omfg. we kept walking back and fourth!!!!! and it started raining. and i didnt wear a jumper. freezing cold. k then got there and something happened but i dont want to say cause its really embarrassing and my friends are saying it everywhere. thanks guysss :'( then hockey then yeah we lost by one point. our defense team was goooood. which is olivia omg. she is amazing. amazing i tell you!!! and yeah. stuff.

Right now im really tired and having shoulder pains. OHH YEAH. i went to watch "The Avengers" after dinner with my family except oldest sista. yeah it was AMAAZINGG. i love that movie so much. im more of action girl aaha. i LOVE action movies!!!! yeah it was like a mix of heroes in it, so you have to watch those films about the individual hero first before watching "the avengers" or else you wouldn't get it that much. yeah its one of my favourite film of all time now. ima put that on my profile :') my fav character are hulk and thor. they are both funny asssss. i found james bond so useless!!! he only uses arrows. he cant fly or had any super natural powers so hes pretty much useless against the aliens from other world. ahaha. but he got nice big arm muscles! Yeah that was it. goooood movie. im so going to chill . have to catch up on sleep!!! been sleeping so late these days.

Goooodnight fellowwwwww er people :D<3

abit about me.

i like frappes :D i actually say it like "frap - pes" hehe my own cool style :D I'm craving forrr lewls sierra's cafe iced mocha......... lewls. nah i'll go startbucks. but wow price differences!! starbucks $8 and sierra $5 wait thats not that much at all!! i should of just brought it from starbucks... woops stupid me. -_-
i felt really weird today, i was like meh -_- throughout school time. like idk. stuff meh. lol i cbb. arthritis taking placeee in my handss right now and its late i should be sleeping and get good sleep for tmr hockey practice + games. i like having guy friends, they are so funny sometimes and they make lame jokess (well sort of) and yeah  makes me feel better sometimes hahahahaha. what. am . i. on. but yeah some people think and call me a slut, kind of sad but screw themmmmm they can look at their own reflection in the mirror and say that to their own facess.

well today i woke up at 8am, yes late as and i was russhing like a mad gorilla and power walked to suaima's beauty house then we like walk so fast to school with my hurting ankle + blisters. sad life. yeah stuff happened, continued watching movie in business. i just realized its about the founders of facebook people. its pretty cool i reckon lewls. k then english did static images and annoy suaima. then tutor was boring. then morning tea was meh, bit bleh. then sci was meh too. then accounting was better, got to do what we wanted since we just finished all internals so we chatted and went on our phone and stuff. then lunch yeah, then maths was meh aggaan. then hockey practice (i got my socks!!!) then went to botany with farah to get shin guards and LOL omgggg we were stranded there for ages. without suaima we got no knowledge about buses so we were screwed so by cheering ourselves up we had food to eat and being cheap asians went to eat mcdees. ahaha and lol we were looking at some clothes and saying how we love this and slutty clothings LOL. yeah theres this dress i really like from doti , its really nice. i want it... badly. but cheap asian here. cannot :/ have to use my supre sooon. aw man i owe suaima and farah alot they did so much. ima get you a good present, by granting your wish suaima. and farahhhhhhh idk about you theres two alternative choices. bag or lingeres things you wanted AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA lol. i like buying lingere stuff in malaysia better though...we'll see :) thanks so much guys i really appreciate it<3 oh anyways then we waited for my brother to come pick us up and omy goshhh this guy who looks like jonhyun was like near the flower shop with sister and mother and they were speaking chinese!!! lewls asian clan yey x0x and farah was drooling over him too. and wow. just woow. great everything including styles too. looks like jonghyun from shinee!!! UGHHHHH. they were speaking chineese and i could hear aahahah. during the thinking time of buying shin guards, it took forver and all farah ever said was "get the pink kookaburu one" -_____- its like BRIGHT PINKK. ugh and i brought it from rebel sports but its shittt as!! its like used and scratched but i need it . farkk that. and i wanted to buy from sterling sports but NOOOO they didnt have any Small size left. and it was nicer condition. dammn. sad life :"( got my gear now. i hate my shin guards.

ima go sleeep! my eyes are burning on fire and tired as. sleepless girl here! i need sponsors for 40 hour famine!!!!
Selamat malam everyone (Y) :D~

Things and thinggss

idk what to put for blog title so oh well. HAHA. OMGGG don't you just hate blisters?! it hurts so much :'( I was one of the un-lucky people to get themm. my left foot one is so baadd and gross. :'( sad life. mitosis is taking place cause its rebuilding my skin! HEHEHEHE i love you process of mitosis <3 JOKES AHAHA what am i on about <3 Okay right now im being such a cuddly pettt rollinggggg into a ball :') shivering hard out ugh its FREEZING!! i cant take it anymore. someone take me to sahara desert! It would be nice to snuggle with someone right noow and they're like bigger than you with nice big jumper and you just go in there and snuggle. cuuuttttteee! lol what am i imagining . apparently tomorrow it's going to be cold as! still have to wear my shoes that gave me major pain . great.

well morning i had to drive my lambourgini to suaima's but turns out she started walking already . so i had to use rocket launch mode to chase up to her but she was too far and i started getting blisters so gave up so my rocket broke down. HAHA sorry i mixed up with gamess. yeah i used to gamee for a while ish back then. but wasnt hard out. OMG ahahah i used to play runescape. and im sure everyone. and i was like pro as, lvl 77 teehe. with good as er skills :') wow spent my life... on that. but everyone used to go on and stupid people asking other people if they want to be their gf or bf. yes that happened to me alot and its so stupid. but sometimes its not cause they gave me like money and valuable items. HAHA. and made friends with the rich cool guuuys  woop woop (Y) but yeah no one plays runescape anymore. i wish i can play COD!!! ugh. but i tried it before and i failed at shooting and using the map..... ahaha. omg i played warcraft alot too!! but i like to use cheats cause i neever win HAHA. I usually be night elf or humans. never undead cause i hate them. yeah and i used to play sims ALOOOT. i was so addicted then got bored so i stopped then continued. yeah i made my people kiss and stuff and make families....... AHAHA not that i wattch them okay, they 'blur' it out. okay thats part of my gaming stuff for today :D

okay nothing much happned at school today. english was good, did my work. we;re doing static images. then sci was meh. then tutor gay. then morning tea was alright. meh. got hockey meeting and im versing edgewater ahahaha my first game and i dont even have any equipment yet. PRO AS. going to get it tmr at botany maybe. then accounting did my last part of internal with general ledgers + posting summary + trial balance. and guess what? my totals adds up! <3 but its off by few cents ahaha. but i wonder if wages, GST and insurance income? i think i got it wrong for the chart of accounts. then maths was meh boring as usual. then lunch was meh. then business was meh again. watched movie "social network" something like that and awkward moment there was this french kissing scene for like quite awhile aha and my business teacher was like dont look haha and er.. she was taking his pants off and liking his body HAHA. didnt pay attention AT ALL. no idea what is happening aha. k then we three , the pineapple lumps went to luna tea lols and shared (well scabbed off farah) some char kwey teow and we got picked up cause it started raining hard out and farah's breath smelt bad cause its mixed with noodles and bubble tea . HAHAHAA LOVE YOU ! but shes a good girl and good friend so algooods.

okay i got to get going and do three of my maths pages! and do my science homework D:
Adios amigos! <3

annoyancee.

Well yeah obviously im annoyed. D": this person whos been giving me big headache aiyo i don't know what to do anymore, i think i going to collapse in the open road (ahaha my cool as joke right theerree that i always useedd which le indian no2 stole). that person i swear tells everyonee, EVERYONE about me ugh. he finds things out about each day. i dont mind cause like sometimes i stalk but not that much cause i suck at it but seriouslyyy -_- no. I think i need to go to the "ling ling" idk what its called its this asian massage shop in botany me and my friends saw the other day, aha the shop name is hilarious! cool az asians with cool names. okay, as i was saying i would so love to go for a massage. but apparently its bad for young people so maaaybe not. i'll get myy futuure husband to. AHA, im so lame. okay anywaysss today was shit. the weather was shit. It was pouring with rain in the morning so i wore tights cause i knew it would be cold (tbh, i copied ma sista) then got dropped off to try meet le indian girl. but i was like thinking that padama indian is so lucky she got to sleep in!!! jealous of her. then i was like "oh shes gonna come back to school and suffer with us" cause if "one of us fall, we all far" <-- sorry hahahaha i had to. it was the english novel we studied like one of the quotations lewls. So went to school did my stuuuf went science and did my workkk then accounting i had internal and i happened to fiinished early so i was like texting so yeah. and i help this person in the test lewls....... oh well. then had to suffer the speech from my dean who says dry as jokes ...everyone is just like "omg *rolls eyes*" but hes sooo cute aha hes british and oldd ish he was my Japanese teacher in year9. BAD MOMENTS OF MY LIFE. worst japanese teacher everrrrrrrrrrr. we spent one whole term learning hiragana and other class learnt it in two weeks. -__- and many things more. yeah then morning tea was soso. then maths was so boring ugh, someone save me!!! i need to a maths tutor. yeahhh maths did nothing muchh didnt do much work cause teacher was trying to help us put stats stuff in different calculatorss and justt been talking so much to nada and like hamid (lol how special hes on it) and this guy who has a voice of a dying seagull. LOL SORRY JUST KIDDING BUT LOL. hes funny but annoyinggg and always brings up about my past cause i didd something to him but yeah. it was nothing bad. yeah and was texting and annoying farahhh. but she didnt reply, ritard. then business was sweet as, gott to do like nothing cause we just finished our unit thing so we played gumption haha. but i cbb only two people in my indian group was serious -.- and im there with my phone . and some stuff happened but long story! then i had lunch and it was meh. abi spat everywhere on farah's face, and bit of iara's too, and it was disgusting cause i thought she was puking on me... hahaha. then yeah english i was ditched by suaima thanks girl. i really appreciate your kindness <3 (*hint* sarcasm) but yeahh it wasn't too bad, i did my work and also texting -__- omg im addicted. we're doing static images, so fuuuuuun -__- i drew up three ideas but idk which one to use, i have good ideas but i suck at putting it on the page. -_-

i should be studying for accounting but here i am doing this aha. wowww. Life is so weird. so so weird. stuff keeps happening to me. :/ its getting colder now toooooooooooo. My daddy is going malaysia some day next month or next two month aha party time with alcohol and high heels omfg x0x <-- sarcasm. but yeahhhh yay freedom! not that im going to do anything bad, cause im a good girl :) that reminds me of clubbing! my cousin goes clubbing sometimes aha saw her getting prepared in aussie, and i was like wow. wonder what its like though......... JUST CURIOUS. okay fine. maybe i do want to go theree once.... to see... loolssss. she wears like really really pretty coursets with a really nice skirt over it.. its so pretty omg. i want to wear something nicee and maybe slutty for once in my life AHAHAH curiosity man!

Okay im going to go :) Ciao amigos!

Olivia :"D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO OLIVIA OMG. shes my cool as friend thats in the honry 5. yeah shes really cool and i can go really long about her but yeah. shes younger than me yet shes more mature.. and er she can read between the lines and i cant lols. we celebrated her 15th during morning tea and we had cake from awesome indian baker with abi the rice cooker. HEH it was nice. i wrote a card for her and it looks good cause i didnt draw much cause LOL the cover was a CHRISTMAS CARD . didnt have any other choice... no other cards left.

Right now my mind is screwed up. for many reasons. which i dont want to seem like a drama queen so i shall keep quiet. -_- i need to take a craii.

school was average, weather suckssss and poor livvy had to bear with it on her birthday! accounting internal part one was easy.. i finished it 20 minutes! Yeah maths, i need improvement cause my teacher wants to seee improvement in my internals and tests HAHA. he expects so much out of me JUST CAUSE IM ASIAN . sad life. me no natural asian brain. business review test thing was algooods, i hope i get E cause it was easy. but maybe i had abit of grammar mistakes which was a usual mistake done by me hehehe. then i had english test which i had to write an essay within one hour about the text we studied in the class. I did pretty good i guess but i know i wont get E cause i never get E in english. m3 da f0b n33d t0 g0 bAck t0 da es0l. LOLs. but after all the tests done my mind was really screwed up.

okay nothing much have been happening, and i just realized i gave up writing diaries. seriously i just cant take it anymore. i dont get how people do that. the reason i tried was to see if i was going to keep on going but i couldn't take it anymore ahaha, but the diary i can write openly about EVERYTHING. if my family doesn't look through it aha. but there was abit of swear words in it...due to rage. sorrry

i be off and need to regain my countless sleeep, omg idk if that even made any sense... -_- screwed up mind here.

Happy Mother's Day! :D

OMG I WANT THIS SHOE UGH IS SO NICE!

English essay writing. sad life.

 Sorrry yesterday i didnt blog i was so busy doing my english essay and txting like hard out after meeting new friends HAHAHA (Y) They are hilarious. but yeah. good to have new friends you know. Yesterday i had badminton and man i played HARD OUT. idk why i was so high! i think it was the chocolate cause i ate a lot... heh. but yeah good practice. sadly im on 'Bye' this coming week for competition. saddd. i wanted to see the people. oh well. :'( dont know if im doing hockey yet.. havent got the fundraiser thing. so dunno. but yeah nothing much happened slept at 1am talking to people on fb and txting hard out and rushing to type up my english essay.

chocolate i was eating

hehe my feet :'D

Haapppyyyyy mother's day too all those lovely mothers out there! That of course includes my mummy :D I love herr <3 Shes the bessssttttt mother i could ever had and no one can replace her AT ALL. Even though she may not be here in this world she will always be in my heart forever :D
<3 <3 <3

Okay anyways today has been a rather busy day as ive been studying for my accounting internal for tomorrow and english common assessment and business review test all in ONE day. great. -_- But yeah hopefully i do well in all of them! Went to church in the morning and wow there was quite a lot of people there! and me and my sister got free gift its like mirror. that was nice hehe. so yeah nuffing much happened. except when i had to go suaima's house to collect some baking soda cause we didn't have any and my sister was in the middle of baking hahahaha. lewlssss. fail. looked like i was carrying drugs in a glad wrap, rebel az. x0x0. then at night omg slumdog millionaire was like a distraction cause it was such a good movie!!! it was on and i was like watching it alot .. :S good as movie. so cute. yeah that is all.

I have to go and get my beauty sleep lewls fail its like 2mins till midnight. -__-
Selamat malam you all!

Sporting babeh x0x

Well school today was meh, i cant remember what happened. lewls. i was texting in class rebel az x0x. okay well anyways ugh tired as woke up at 6am to get ready for hockey practice at 7am. met up with le beauty indian gurl on the way and we (for the first time) powered walk nicely there in time. without RUNNING. YAY progreesss <3 k so yeah it was pretty good exercise and stuff i was nooby still improving. then our team versed the boys team and they were hard out... suaima just saying your stefan husband was mocking our team going "ehhh girls *does the flick fingers thing* omg" as in screaming for the ball thing lols. it was funny az. while they were playing i watched cause it was too dangerous without my shin guards. suaima looks cute and funny az when she ran for the ball. cute girl. (Y) yeah then stuff school happened. in maths it was funn and chillingg, cause we were allowed to do what we wanted or do the exercise he wants us to do cause we were suppose to go through the answers for internal and no one argued so we're like "oh no work yey" so FREE LESSONS YEY. all on txting and talking so much. lewls funny. then stufff. then stufff.
1) Got to do english essay. and practice for common test on monday
2) Accounting internal starting on monday
3) business test review
UGH i have all three test in ONE day. and that one day is the most hated day of my week. yes mondays. UGHHH I HATE YOU MONDAYS. having back ache atm and shoulder pains. i want to sleep in and have deep deep sleep.
Okay after school we went to my badminton game with le two indians girlz x0x. they were annoying my admirerrrr saying i was injured and went hospital and stuff lewls. then i was trying to look for my hot boys from last week but GAY they were on bye. and im on bye next week, so i wont see them. sad life. :S yeah well meet other people from the school i versed. made friends with them cause one of them wanted my phone number and likes me... (first at love sight? IDK OMG) yeah lol it was HILARIOUS. they were following us. sort of and we were shouting the numbers and stuff and yelling at each other. and wow their bus came and they went in and they got dropped off at the hockey place like 1km away or less. WOW long as journey. made me laughed so much. hey they were really funny when we were vsing them hahaha. funny bois. I DID NOT PLAY WELL AT ALL TODAY. didnt let me warm up D; gay. oh the foundation guy was hot as ugh. but the other guy from his school wasnt there. aw man indian girls are missing out what i find hot. they all look good tehe. and we saw these little kids well they look like it. they were playing badminton and this guy from our school showed no mercy at all for those CUTE AS kids !! THEY LOOK LIKE FIVE UGH CUTE BABIES. he beat them 21-0 so sad. -.- Well im on bye next week so i wont be seeing anyone aw man. unless i come to the game ;D but indian girl wont let me cause we got hockey game next week aiyo. still need to call those pplz. LOL and we were being really nice girls and standing near the entrance way and saying welcome and byebye farewell to those people that walked passed uss haha we said it in chinese cause everyone there was asian well some of them hahah <3

Okay today did no work at all. great. must get a move on! texting all day today!!! non stop texting i tell you la.

Byeeeeee catch you laterz ;D

Aching shoulders

Got Jonghyun version! <3

Sherlock album! :D From a friend. lol thanks.

Belgium Hazelnut Chocolate! <3

 me with fat fish plaits. Did this like last week as practice hehe

Okay those phootos was from other days. Yeah as you can see i have sherlock album from a friend haha. i havent even opened it yet..... but i will SOON. but not yet. just idk why. just not yet hehehe. Suaima likes the sherlock cover album. not of jonghyun but the artistic background lewls. suaima you can use it for your future ideas la~  Okay thats the fish plait i did myself which no one believed me hahaha funny. Oh those hazelnut chocolates are amaaaaaaaazing. i love belgium's hazelnut chocolates <3 they are so nice.

Well today was a so so day. business was alright had to do more work before market night and meh. then english was like funny and chill cause we made up static images *practice ones* based on olmypics. Speaking of olympics, anyone going to any of the games? WELL ........... im not lewls. i quite like olympic games. MALAYSIA ALL THE WAY. but the only thing they're good at is badminton and cycling.. -.- then china rules the whole sport omg. Okay then tutor was like meh this annoying girl was annoying me. then science was alright, GUYS GO ON YOUTUBE AND SEARCH DNA SONG. watch it. its so cute~ then accounting was rather alright. then maths omg maths test was harddd ish. the last question and seecond to last i was just like dafaq. seriously. stupid ages differences and apples and mangoes fruit pack crap -.- it was quite hard ugh.  Okay then after that met up with le indians and le filo and le vietnamese girls to bus to botany and yeah my husband was there was the ball date yeah wow great haha. oh well i be saying bye to him. okay so we went on the bus omg it was a GOOD journey!!! so funny abi and her saliva omggg YUCK. im so glad it didnt go on me. and i said something really loud and embarrasing "ABI PEED IN THE BED?!" and omg the bus driver looked at me . great. he thought i was weird cause he kept lookingggg. ugh and the indians at the back of the bus lols.yeah got to botany and started selling out stuff to people. we like sold all of our stuff already so yaaay we made 120 altogether. so each person get 20 dollars each. but we each used 10 dollars so 10 profit. (Y). better than nothing. and BOY OH BOY there was TONS of hot boys flying everywhere and omg faarah was like waving to them saying "come come" and im just like quietly saying heeeeyy not sure if they heard me lewls. man they were flamming. im not going to forget about the one with spicky hair and pe shorts and bag omfg. best asian. hes tanned but man hes sexy. there was loads more lolsss. i kept playing with my hair....... how girly-.- cant help it..... wooops. OMGOMG I GOTT TO MENTION ABI'S THING. we were going around to ask for money for breast cancer and abi was shy and she was like "Heeey..............." to this asian lady and she looked and was like o.o the heck. and omg funny az. ok then when that all ended the three muskerteers made their way through roundabouts and seeing clothes and shoes and furnitures (just farah really) then went through our model spotlight x0x then to paknsave to buy cheap food on offer :D i brought a chip thing for 99cents. suaima brought muffin and farah brought skoffs. yeh we ate it like hungus. and omfg FUN TIMES. too funny too much to mention.

Now i need to be sleeping for early as hockey practice tmr! WISH ME LUCK FOR BADMINTON GAME AFTER SCHOOL. oh more hot boys there too ~~~
WEEEWOO. <3

Felt like a changeee

Ahaha so i changed some stuff abit.... cause yeah just felt like changing somethingggg. altho i like the galaxy thing! Thanks abi. :) okay well sorry i wont upload the photosss today but will tomorroww cause ive been studying for my maths test tomorrow! :( i have to do my english essay tomorrow its due like on friday so im quite screwed. busy life this term. last year there wasnt much to do, we get to chill and relaxxx like in fabrics time me and le indian friends do NOTHING AT ALL. thats why this indian teacher hates us. haha fun as time man and our 'grandma rotations' hehehe we are so cuute :'D

Okay so like i did my hair specially today in a side way fish plait and wow my friends didn't believe me that i did it. indian girl no1 (padama) didnt believe me till 3 mins. actually i swear its longer like 10. yeah everyone didnt believed it either. I CANNN DO IT!!!! learnt it of nada last year tehe in english. I miss being a junior! I like being treated like 'awwww you juniors' sort of thing. i miss that. but i hate the green shirt. it made me look gross. ok so yeah. this korean guy that i sort of used to like mann he gives the best hugs ever :'D *DROOLS* that was like three years ago sadly. now hes in america, such a popular guy he is. Hes got good personality and hes a touchy person hahahahahah he called me cute tehehe :') okay idk what i did .. at school. stuff happened and during tutor time i had assembly and omg our principle other dude guy made lame as jokes but i still laughed cause of how lame it was. but yeah and they had the orchestra played a song at the start. i like saxophone you know? my favourite guy is KENNY G :D Hes like the bestttttt! i have like three cds of his songs. and boy oh boy its an easy song to sleep into cause its calms and relaxs your mind. which i think i need it right now. hehehe. well stuff happened today. i havent been writing in my diaries since last week lols sori was busy . now im getting off track with my studying but oh well glad it doesnt worth any credits. oh found out that i got achieved for my maths internal. aw man. at least i passsed... without any CHEATINGGGGGG. not that i cheat anywayssss. but i have accounting internal next week for the whole week :/ i need to study alot. me and nada is planning to hang out to study on sunday, lols yay it would be first time i hang out with her o.o we're probably going to end up taking a billion photos instead of doing work, cause me and her are like ultimate camwhores... lols.

Wish me luck for my test <3
OHH, sorry if my blog doesn't satisfy you... i just felt like a change and like i really like sunsets. i want to watch sunsets with my future boyfrienddddd (Y) like in a nice beach not in nz please. come out husband <3 NAH WHAT.
I shall see yooou party people later ;D Oh everyone listen to Sean Paul - Temperature <-- lewls suaima reminded me of this song not long agooo. hes so woooooooy :D go check it out x0x0
Ciaoooo~

SHERLOCK YEY

OMG I GOT SHERLOCK DISC. No i ain't talking about sherlock holmes. although that is a good movie i reckon :D Oh i need to watch sherlock holmes 2!!!! Okay anyways i got sherlock SHINEE disc. :') lewls. i didnt buy it. The guy that likes me brought it for me as a friendship thing so.... yeah thanks boy :D Suaima was disappointed cause she was waiting for a basket full of her chocolates, but too bad she be not getting any. HAHA. Okay life is weird today. I started tearing in business..... -__- im such a stupidddd girl. I normally don't cry in school time cause i dont want people to see me cry but i couldn't help it today. it just came out like PSSSSSS. yeah you can't hear the sound of it but still. the party people gang i hang with they be so nice :') MY LOVE GOES TO YOU ALL <3 Yeah abi gave me most of her lunch so i owe her, but i dont usually bring much to eat... -.- hm. gott to find some junk food for hungry gorilla. HAHA. (Y) Okay i really need heel cream thing cause my heels are like crackedd badly ugh i hate it when that happens that it cracks in deep and starts to bleed!!!!! thats what happened to me. like last week. TERRIBLE PAIN I TELL YOU.  I took some photos of the sherlock disc btw, i'll show you on tmr's posts.

Omg in the morning i had to carry big white frecking science board to school with HEAVY wind blowing and oh gosh it was an embarrassment of my life. i had to go to year 13 class to put my board aaway and omg they were really hot and they were talking about me saying "Ooh why is this girl doing here" and "hey look" UGHH D': Yeah and i had science so i was late and when i walked in all the seagulls students faces were like HUUUHH O___O ugh. -_- and my hair was screwed up from the wind... so i looked like hantu (ghost). Okay then accounting was pretty okay i guess, the usual. then maths UGH i need maths tuition!! HOT GUY PLEASE TUTOR ME. leewls. Okay but yeah. i really fail. Like you know how with a person that has a slow mind you will find it very very difficult to interpret stuff into your head like word problems. welll its all me. -__- ugh. too hard. my brain cant handle any confusing words. ok then business was sad lyf. then english with le indian girllll, which we had a teacher called koning teaching us about static images lewls. shes very awkward .... well cause she was a lawyer before so everything she says sounds like shes giving some speech ... -__- but shes very pretty!!! i want to be like her, shes very skinny model like too. ugh pretty. ok after school had some major arguments then decided to go accounting after school class with the other indian poo. yeah learnt abit about bank reconciliation <--i cannot say that word.  it was raining too it was icky. hate rain.

Okay i will upload the photos tmr~ Must be getting ready to sleep naoo heehe i should sleep earlier. These days been gettting into txting... :S addictive. if only i had an SII UGH . oh SIII came out. doesnt look as great as SII. -.- i love the secondary cameras omg!

Byeeeee people <3 its raining for the whole of this week great. bye. :D

Hospitalss

Well i really found what i really want to do : MED SCHOOL. something REALLY hard but yeah i would really love to become a doctor and help see people get better and helping others in need you know? And it would feel so good to have help others. and i really enjoy science to the maxxxxxx (lol max ;D) Yeah. Okay so today i wagged half day. WOOO REBELZ. Jokes. Woke up same time to go ultrasound appointment in startship hospital in auckaldn hospital cause im pregnant. The father is a mystery. no one knows except me.
JOKING! HAHA GOT YOU FOOLED. Of course i wouldnt be pregnant! Im not that stupid. Well I had to go check my thyroid. So the traffic to city was jammed as. So my dad drove like a typical asian cutting through placcessss lols. we went to drop of my sister in uni and mygosh uni students YUMMY. then yeah went to the place and when it came to ultrasound they had to squirt this jelly thing and omg when it touches your skin its so WARMM. dont like that feeling. then yeah i didnt know how to read it. there was like little circles and stuff.... -.- took two consultants to look at my thing. one of the consultant was asian man and if i remembered he was quite hot. lewls. he was nice to me unlike the indian consultant. Yeah the people said that i have little lumps everywhere in my thyroid but its not as serious to the point of getting surgery so yeah. thank the lord :) (Y)Then me and daddy went crusing around looking for food so we went to this malaysian shop called "Blossom Court" and had Kwey Teow and Wan Tan Hor. ITS NICE GUYS!!! And i saw durian ice cream. omg DROOOLS. yeah then went to school during morning tea hehehhee. cbb talking about my school stuff but omg abi and her sticky lollipop saliva .... THAT WAS SICK. okay anyways i had to carry science board UGH FML. stupid peoplee wanting me to bring it back home to draw and color and they didn't even give me coloring pencils!! yeah took it home for nothing and all the embarrassment i had to put up with. omg screw them. and i have to walk to school with that shit. -____-

If you love me, here's what i'll do. I'll take care of you~ DEN DEN DEN DEN DEN DEN I'll be there for you , i'll be there for you, thats for sure.
^LOVE THAT SONG. Yey. Lols farah. OMG Fara indian girl is learning skrillex song on piano <3 SAYA CINTA KAMU BABE <3

Ciaaaaooo amigos~

Photoss

Loool look what i found :P 

Hot girls in uniform

Me and my awesome as friend :') Awh you look so different now!

Heh Year 9 days

take two :D

young life

Abii omgg you look so young and cuteeee look like a 5 year old with lollipop!

screwed up mind -.-

Well i slept at 12 ish last night i think? IDK omg my mind was so screwed. And i woke up at like 12? I think... omg i didn't eveen bother to check the time cause my breakfast/lunch was porridge :'D YUM not the oats porridge its 'congee' lewls typical asian eating typical Asian food equals to true typical Asian. yey :D Okay then i tried to clean my bedroom and fix up my stuff yeahhh. then i did abit of my English work then i stopped cause i just couldn't be bothered anymore. Then i had badminton. OMG i had like no energy!!!!! UGH. my sister was like owning me and i looked noob as in front of the year9 guy in A grade team coaching next to my court. Omg he is so cute, i swear hes going to be hot as in the future. hes so cute , i think hes from Thailand? Looks like thai    to me hahahahaha. abi he is mine so shooo! Okay yeah hes better than me at badminton and hes in higher grade and he coaches next to my court and embarrassed as cause i had no energy to play. Well yeah then at night i had bak ku teh! :DD Omg its this amazing nice soup-y thing work pork ribs and corriander or spring onions and with some veges and fried tofu thing :D Its like malaysian hong kong food i think? But i dont think its hong kong. its malaysian chinese :') So nice to eat it on a cold wintery day heheheehehehe. Speaking of malaysian food im craving for kueh. UGH. Omg that reminded me of sri muka!!! LOLs good times man farah. I want to go back to malaysia!! I hope my results are good and that my dad somehow got enough money so that we can go back to malaysia end of year again yaaayy. Going to try buy nice clothes!! UGH. I swear all there is is asian as clothings... but ima find something like what le padama always link me about forever 21 or Top Shop. hehe. doubt it. but yeahhh. (Y)

Oh i hope i get a job someday. Reasons for a job : - To help daddy out because he's the only one working in my family. secondly is because i want to save up and put in my bank. - thirdly i want to buy nice presents for my families and my friendsss (suaima i will try get you your butitful lindtt) and farah you lingerie. fourthly i want it to look good as i will have more 'experience'. fifthly i want to learn to become more independent because i don't want to always want to rely on someone in the future, or else im screwed. Sixtly i want to hoping using some part of the money to get tuition so i can be smarter HEHE or get piano lessons cause i really want to play a musical instrument but im guessing its too late... :/ I want to go dance lessons secretly HAHA cause i dunno why but i quite like to dance. And get coaching for badminton!!! its so rip off seriously. One hour of coaching you pay 50 dollars. Wow. i bet you the coaches are rich people already. Oh and saving money for future investments too!!

Okay shoot i gotta do my english essay :S Hopefully the fundraisers give me the chocolate boxes and that people would buy it!!!! people still need to sponsor me for fourty hour famine!!! UGHHH only 50cents so far.

ZAI ZIEN <3 再见

Days like thisssss

Well in the morning woke up at 6am but then went to switch my alarm off and went back to sleep for 10 mins. (Lol i swear something isnt right in my sentence) then i had to get ready for hockey practice with le indian suaima and this filo girl who didnt even turn up at all (AIYO) yeah as usual, we were late and ended up running to school. -.- But we weren't the latest at all so yay ran for nothing (Y). But to be honest, it was my fault that me and le indian friend is late cause i was tying my butiful hair that everyone loves (BAHA I JOKE). Yeah it was a pretty productive and meaningful practice which abi missed out, but she didnt had to suffer the freezing weather :S Oh yeah when me and suaima was running i think i was annoying her cause i was talking non stop about bleh de bleh de blah heh and i was cold so i wore a scarf and covered half my face so i look like chinese terorist hhahaha. Yeah hockey was fun ish i guess, people was abit nicer but i can tell its abit fake. But the teacher was very supportive even though i sort of sucked. With suaima's brilliant idea she said i should fund raise to pay my hockey fees. So im thinking about doing that, but idk which chocolates... like those bar ones maybe? Btw i have credit so CALL ME MAYBE xoxoxo wait TXT ME MAYBE XOXO. Oh seems like my other friend livvy came an hour later cause she thought it started at 8am. Ahahaa aiyo so cute. then after practice me and le indian walked home REALLY slowly like grandma strolls. Then went to get ready for school and got dropped off and had to cancel walking with le indian gurl sori <3 Oh got abit sunburnt on my qorgeous face!!!!!! AW NO. UGH.the whole day my face as like pinky ugh.

Okay i had science first which we made origami of DNA :P That was a pretty cruise-y lesson and omg the heater :O SO WARM LOVE THAT CLASS :'D Then morning tea omg aha we just sit on the floor with the other benches sort of in the way of people's pathway but doesnt matter we want the SUN's heat. We'rre cool like that xoxoxox. ok then i had accounting which was pretty average and someone was gonna feel me and omg nada saved the day!!! I was so scared :SSS Okay then maths was like rather funny, was discussing about whether i would go out with this guy (my friend) and i was just like omg no. No. NOO. and some other stuff happened. then lunch time omg when the bell rang for class ABIGAIL FORGOT TO TAKE HER ART FOLDER AND LEFT IT. so i ended up helping her. cause me and indian no2 was having a massive fight whether who holds the folder . so i gave it to abi's friend after school. Hope you got that abi! Okay then after school i had badminton. lol im so fit. OMG HOT BOYS EVERYWHERE! well there was a few :D Tehe. the one i versed wasnt that bad... ahahah he was so nice to me but yeah stuff happened with him and yeah. and spotted three other hot guys too. lewls. i like badminton this year now :P CANT WAIT TILL NEXT FRIDAY. Gonna look preti taht day xox.

Yeah thats sort of my day. gott to do my two essays, two VERY hard quardractic problem solving equations, study for upcoming acccounting internal yeh. I need lip balm... its getting drier. :S also need to remould my mouthguard cause i dont think i sucked it in. i look so funny with it, look like asian steven tyler. -__-

ADIOS AMIGOS~

when you lips touch mine , its the kiss of the night~~

Lewls oh i love that sonnng and that band :') NATHAN IS MOINEEE :DDDD he is so hot. BAHAH whenever i think about that band i think of the bald guy (max i think?) AHA which reminds me of when the indians tried to do a version of it. HAHA and omfg the fail part of all time low hahahahhaha hot as. Okay today was another freezing freezing day which sent shivers down ma spineee (LOL at english today me and suaima was going shiverssss and doing a dance ahahahah that was funny as :D we're so creative in arts ;)I think ima wear thights tomoorrowwww

Okay well today was sad day for meh. sucks. Well this morning i missed out business and went to assembly to have a talk on this group thing called attitude. That guy was really funny, hes really hot is weelll :"D Is he single? AHAHAHA jkkss. but seriously hes goot good as personality, funny goi :) then yeah had english after with indian gurl and we were rushingg to finish our essay, yay worked hard as today except for 10mins lewls. then science~ i rushed my discussion lewls cause omg i rewrote my whole discussion so i had to write really fast. I hope i get Excellence, cause i want to become a doctor, i really like science so much. I dont really want to study accounting and business stuff so i hope i can get into med school :S! Ok so like for english i gott to finish two essays due next week (typed out and printed). then accounting was average, i got the general ledgers, well most of it at least. then i had maths. oh gosh i was like bit of a loner but yeah at least my classmates talk to me aha, and my hair was so static-ky!! Okay then i had hockey practice. It was cold and we did half a block run .. which i dont think it was even half -.- i wanted to run more oh well. but hockey... was sort of saddening. I made a complete fool of myself and people were laughing AT me. wow. thanks. but i dont mind them laughing but i know they're laughing at me cause i suck so much. just cause i cant dribble. and its sad how people in the team bit*h about you for joining the team. And the fees are 60bucks..... ugh -.- how do i ask my dad. So ima think about it. I'll just go training for tmorrow then. then i will decidee then on. stupid retards.... go die :'( Oh when me and indian gurl was walking home i got a free slice of pizza thanks friend :D ohh the socks that we have to buy is 13.50 for one pair of socks. ugh i dont want to even tell my dad about the socks. i'll just pay it with my eftpos card. but omfg my money!!!! ffs please give me a job :'(

OKK now i have to do my two essays, maths homework pages (68 and 69 ;D ) I remembered it cause 69...yup :) bye goissss~ No more sleeping in on fridays cause of hockey. great life -_-

Ciaoooo~