Today

Hi guys so it's the second day of my holidays and I spent it at home (sort of).
The Hobbits premier is today well right now at night in Wellington. I wish I was there watching it and see the stars from The Lord of The Rings series :( Well too bad for me... I'm not important enough to be there. So anyways today I woke up and I looked at the clock which I thought it says "12.38". So I jumped out of bed because I don't want to wake up so late in case my dad gets pissed. So did my usual wake up routines and had Kellogg cereals :) Looked over to the clock and it was only 10.30, so I thought "HAH, that must of stopped working" so I rushed to the other clocks we have and ..... wow. I am so blind... it was only 10.30!!!
I think I was pretty blinded when I woke up though... For some reasons my eyesight was blurry... :(

So spent my time on the computer for ages, finding songs and downloading them and reading and stalking abit. There's this person that I stalk sometimes and "him/her" blogs life is so nice! Like wow, its just nice. Unlike mine, lol. Mine is so shit. Spent part of my afternoon annoying my sister for awhile (I was bored okay). Sorry sis, for disturbing you while you were studying TEHE. Later followed my dad to do a bit of grocery shopping for dinner and went to pak library! I borrowed like DK's how human body works, How animal bodies or something work and this fiction book. Idk I like to know facts about life. Still need to finish reading abi's book she lend me! Sorry!

Yup that was all. Oh! For dinner wow.... we were lazy and just ordered pizza. Ew ugh how fattening :( Still had some anyways hehe.

I checked the internet usage ... and wow... I used heaps just watching a movie. Good thing there's only three of us now! Wonder how my older sister and brother is doing at Melbourne working! They don't really reply me... ugh :(

Kbye. I'm tired.

+ I can be an otaku at times. That is why I get tacky ideas about relationships, and hoping that something similar will happen to me. Never did, lemme keep dreaming. HAAH. Forever alone yey!

Cute. AHA D-Trix!

ITS FINALLY OVER.

Omg the day I've been waiting for soooooooooooooooo long is finally here!!!!
I.
Am.
Free.
FROM EXAMS YAAAY! Time to partaaaaaaaaaay:) jokes.
Anyways I think I did average for my economics test, some questions was just like "wtf" but yeah hopefully it's good enough for E :D Well to celebrate my day Farah decides to come to school and meet us... I was waiting outside with like the group of guys (oh man suaima) waiting for Suaima to come out. It wasn't too bad and I sort of embarrassed myself in front of my family friend.. awkward. So I suddenly met Farah and I was like "wtheck o.o" and she dragged us to Dennys. UGH so fattening!!!!!!
Yeah then went to get wifi from McDonalds to plan. We were so crazy omg, idk what... but omg just what the heck were we doing.... especially in Countdown... with the lipton ice tea in the freezer with chickens.

Ohkay so I spent my evening watching Breaking Dawn part 1 lol I don't know why, but I just want to keep up with the twilight saga. I used to be a fan until the movie came out... D: But the last scene of part 1 was just "OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG" Yes, it was very intense. So tomorrow I shall watch part 2.

I am tired. I shall sleep. Goodnight. Sorry for this lame blog post but I might get told off soon for not switching off the computer. SO SHHH gotta go bye :)

Summer Holidays

It haven't even started for me yet and yet I'm acting like it is by not studying for my economics exam tomorrow. Okay actually I've been studying for awhile this morning till now and I really can't be bothered anymore. I really hate economics, it's so boring!

Anyways lately my internet is all screwed up, hopefully it's sort of fixed now cause my dad called them to help us fix it up hehe. I'm tempted to watch all these shows and dramas right now when I know I shouldn't be cause I'll get hooked and glued to it, and I won't be able to study! So no Sherin, no.
Hopefully I get my E endorsement, I really want it so badly :(

Well the guy I ranted about on the other blog posts, he caught me on facebook and chatted me and saying Hi and all. Then he was like "I'm drunk again". Okay this made me go "wtf, do I need to know about it, like I don't care stop showing off how adulty you are because you aren't and please just leave me alone and f*ck off." Instead of that, I just ignored him. I can't bring myself to tell him to f*ck off cause that is pretty rude... don't want him to come after me with his learner license and rape me! Last time he said "can you feel the earth moving" This made me laughed soooo much and I didn't know what to reply AHAHAHAHAH. So I asked him if he was drunk lol. Omg I don't get how his mind works.

Hmm so erm so my old as classmate is asking me to watch a movie with him during the holidays and I sort of don't want to go cause it might be awkward. And people might see us and mistook us as a .... 'one package'! But I don't want to be sad either... ughhhhhhhhhhh I REALLY HATE AWKWARDNESS THOUGH! It makes me feel so uncomfortable! So maybe I should make an excuse...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=GdDxyxan3Y4 <--- OMGGGGGGG I WANT TO WATCH IT!

This year I'm definitely won't be going overseas sadly... it would be fun if I went back to Malaysia again during the same time as Farah and her family! Hehehe that was so fun yet scary due to groups of people and individuals (perverts and pedophiles). I think I might be going back next year instead.

I AM SO BOREDDDDD. I had strawberries again, delicious<3 Okay goodbye :)

+ I can be a lazy person. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeh like snorlax.

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?v=10151345300446807
^AMAZING STUFFFFF OMG THE HOBBITS

Sad moments when a good movie ends

Oh no... I couldn't help it.. I ... I should of studied these past few days but instead I kept procrastinating and leaving it to the last minute... Having to regret it the next day. WHYYY!!
I've been glued to the computer watching The Lord of The Rings series. Today I've finished off "The Two Towers" and I've finished "The Return of The Kings" not long ago. And this time the third movie was 4 hours long! So I've spent about 8 hours in total watching The Lord of The Rings when I'm suppose to study hard for my economics exam on Tuesday. It's just too good, I couldn't help it D: I almost. ALMOST, so close to crying when people are leaving and all towards the very end. Ah its so sad :( Frodo eyes are amazing omygoodness. Orlando Bloom is so damn hot who played as Legolas and Viggo Mortensen who played as Aragon. He's really old now... damn.
I shall study tonight (hopefully) and the rest of tomorrow!

Anyways that pretty much occupied my whole day/afternoon. Besides that I went to church in the morning and did some grocery shopping. Encountered parsnip during grocery shopping at Countdown. LEWLS. Yeah, went home and had to do a bit of chores around the house. Had to vacuum the whole house and oh boy is it a tiring job to do! My back hurts a lot from doing that... not used to it. Its usually my older bro and sis that vacuums D:

So I have three hours during examination to complete three exam papers; Demand, Supply and Market Equilibrium. So far I've only studied a tiny bit on Supply which is by far the easiest out of all three. lol. I don't know why I do this to myself. :(

It's been really quiet since my older sister and brother left for Aussie... They are probably having some HUGE family reunion since my uncles and aunties from Malaysia are staying there for a holiday in Aussie with my other relatives, along with my brother and sister. Haha funny that, I experienced that last year when I was with Aussie with my other relatives... I bet you that my siblings is only just starting to do their shopping since they just got payed from work! Ooooo presents for me :3 (Hopefully- my birthday can be used as an excuse).

Song of The Day:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0T21RsyFHkA <-- Stuck on my head (well the tunes). Credits to da era bananas in her banana curly world :D

+ I'm sort of tomboy ish and girly in a way.
Tomboy: Action movies and fantasy and like idk just really guys movies lol. Gamings. I forgot what else...
Girly: Hygienic girl, dresses, clothes, flowers, jewelleries.

I found this when I was in Countdown:

HOW I WANT TO GIVE IT TO YOU MY DEAR FINN HUSBAND/HOT HANDSOME BOY <3 Babe come to me.

I'll run into your arm

Habits

Hoii guys:) Today's weather was preetty good, it was rather windy though.
So yesterday night I slept late (yet again). I really need to break free from this habit and sleep earlier. I used to sleep early as! Anyways I began writing notes for my economics exam... then I decided to take a break and started watching "The Lord of The Rings: The Two Towers" :DD Only watched 30minutes of it... I just can't wait for The Hobbits <3 Gah, I want to go to Matamata where "The Shire" is! Omg Farah you are so lucky you went there!!!!! D; Too bad you hate The Lord of The Rings.

So anyways I woke up early and went to Sylvia Park with my dad and sister. The Christmas decorations are up and I got to say they are pretty darn cute and nice! Haven't been there in awhile now and there's new shops! There was also quite a lot of people there, maybe because there's quite a few/lot sales. Umm so I brought this denim vest thing from Glassons .... :3

Its not a dress, okay ahah it just looks long here :S

Um we went around other shops too (with my sister). She wanted dresses and stuff from Valleygirl. Massive sales guys, its half price for all stock! Wanted to get shorts but omg the sizes are too small for me :'( Well any who I went to factorie and I want this now:

Maaan, Australia's factorie is x1000000 better -_-, NZ is like nothing compared to Aussie's. I miss shopping there :'( Boohoo I'm going to miss out their boxing day!

I had McDonalds...................... omg shoot me. Regretting it so much! Spent the rest of my afternoon at home and continuing watching "The Two Towers" :3 Man its almost 3 hours long including the credits stuff! Went to Night Market with le dad and sister hehe. We smell like food omg....... D; I had yo tiao, this fried asian thing... REGRETTING IT ALOT. So oily omfg why! All that work out would be for nothing if I keep this up.

After dinner omg, I ate 3/4 of a punnet of strawberries............ I LOVE MY FRUITS <3 Name a fruit, and guarantee I'll like them all (80%s sure lol). Tonight I shall study a bit ... I want to finish watching The Lord of The Rings! :D hehe.

Song of The Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kOGBIbqXwYE <-- I don't like this song, but its been stuck in my head this whole day! ):

+ I am not gifted ahaha, no talents whatsoever. Sporting? No. Muscial? No. Academic? No. Appearance? No.

I'm snorlax

Haaai party people!
I've been sleeping a lot lately... I think secretly inside I'm a snorlax from Pokemon <3 So today was another hobo lazy day for Snorlax Sherin (great use of alliteration to show screw english!). So woke up lateeee almost 12 ahahah! Did nothing at home cause I just can't be bothered studying for my economics exam on Tuesday in the morning. I'm going to get told off soon from my dad AHAHA alg.

After having lunch (skipped breakfast yay, hate breakfast) I didn't do much... got bored because the internet was being laggy and slow asssss omg. So gave up on internet and fell asleep on my brother's bed. Oh boy, he'll kill me if he finds out I slept on his bed! Yeah woke up later loool at like 4.30-5pm! Went jogging again with my dad and sister at like 7pm, sooo late! It was pretty windy :s
Right now I still haven't eaten dinner but I'm not hungry cause we jogged so late... mmm ahah skipping dinner ;)? Maybe I shall eat a tiny bit or else my dad will kill me for not eating -_-.

I AM SO BORED OMG. I'm being held at home and forced to study (well not happening yet, will soon). I cannot wait till I'm free from exams. People's statuses all says "omqqq n0 m0r3 3xam", ugh so lucky :(!

Okay sorry today's post is boring, just like my life stories.

Song of The Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YfyCTi7THnU <-- awh :)

+ I am right-handed, ONLY. I cannot write with my left at all...... D:

me. NOT PHYSICALLY/APPEARANCE. 

I spy with my little Asian eyes. . . .

something beginning with "L". Ahahaha no one will ever guess what it is, it's not even a thing haha. I got to stop. Kcool:)

Anyways, today was 'omqqqqq da pr0dUct1v3 day'. Jokes more like the opposite. Woke up and had toast for breakfast with nutella spread! <3 I love nutella so much. Then I started to draw wanting to relax and chill from exams.

So this was what i drew this morning lol.... an antelope.

lol last night i was bored okay, internet was being mean to me. HIGH TOP BOAT SHOES.

I was bored yesterday. Lol wonder who that is. High waisted shorts and denim sleeveless  coat.

yesterday too. I WAS BORED.

Well yeah.... lol they are all so rushed. I like the antelopeee though. Okay anyways after drawing I wanted to watch "Home Alone", which is one of my favorite movies of all time. KEEVIN<3 so cute! I wish I could spent December in some country that is snowy; preferably US or Canada! Realized I can't watch it cause my copy of it is in VCD format.. and my brother's computer can't read that. -.- so instead I watch "The Lord of The Rings; The Fellowship of the Ring" <3 AHHH I LOVE THE LORD OF THE RINGS! I shall continue watching #2 and #3 after. I cannot wait till the Hobbits come out, no one wants to watch it with me..... ;(
Oh towards the end of the afternoon I went jogging with my sister and dad! Feeling fit!

Okay there's this one boy I'm starting to get annoyed with, started ages ago in term 2, kept coming back UGH. The things he do and stuff just annoys me. "Who's the toughest person in your school?", "I'm just watching TV and trying to get drunk", "I can't sleep, I'm thinking about you". -_________- seriously go away! Moves on from girls to girls, please please stop pestering me ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, smoking cigarettes at this age doesn't make you look hot! He confessed to me last night (lol its like the fifth time). What are you supposed to say when guys confess? I just say "thank you" LOL, apparently you ain't suppose to say that.... oh. Guys that says I love you without really knowing you is just................................................ gah :s please don't, tacky as.

Song of The Day:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IJNR2EpS0jw <-- AHAHA THIS MADE ME LAUGH SO MUCH, its so cute and so catchy! Credits to Sang Ki aaaaaaha.

+ I'm a weak person. Physically and mentally. I losses to everyone at arm wrestling, its so hard.:(

Rudolf the red nose reindeer :3

Had a very shiny nose! And if you ever saw him~~~~~~~~~ Omg i like that song, its so cute and bubbly. Makes me feel bubbly too. I CANT WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS! My favorite day of any other days of the year, better than New Years, Labour Day, Queen's birthday (lol) and birthdays.

Been jamming to them christmas songs <3
Oh so I saw this friend of mine re-posting this photo from this shop in Singapore and the fashion is just greattttt, and it's pretty cheap too! Just the postage cost.... :s I'm going to that shop if I go back to my hometown which is right next to Singapore (1 min drive lol. But have to go through the customs!). Apparently you can pick it up so yuss yuss hopefully I can go Malaysia and Singapore sometimes soon (highly unlikely).

http://www.runwaybandits.com/product-info.php?cat=Sale&pdtID=2085 <-- Nice blazer, I want you.
http://www.runwaybandits.com/product-info.php?cat=Bottoms&pdtID=2807 <-- nice shorts.
http://www.runwaybandits.com/product-info.php?cat=Tops&pdtID=2499 <-- Nice denim. Suaima's style is influencing me, well she is my fashionista since intermediate (LOL my card.)
http://www.runwaybandits.com/product-info.php?cat=New&pdtID=2849 <-- noice.

Maan, all the models are insanely skinny! D: Tsk tsk failed dietary! Got peppermint mocha frappe today, and GRENDE size. wow. It's nice though (Y). I like my peppermint :3

So lately I've been using my brother's computer while hes overseas working and I somehow .... made his computer speed slower. . . what did i do. His computer is amazing, its like self built pc and all! AND amazing surround system with deep bass stuff omg and the computer I usually share with my sister is like average. -__- Thanks brother.

OH! My siblings are in Aussie now and started work already! So fast! I think I'm annoying them.... they won't reply me on fb :'( I ... feel.... heartbroken. Hohohoho my brother doesn't mind buying me something aw how sweeeettttt<333333 Told him to get me nice clothes and nail polish. How girly........


Song of The Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LNo-qITrwfg <-- hohohohohohohoh!

+ Hm I'm a person without confidence.... no self esteem

stuck at home

I'm dyingggg I should of studied earlier! I have my science exam tomorrow morning and I've been trying to study this whole day but I just seem to be getting distracted by many things at home :( I hope I get E in both my test papers tomorrow, praaaaaaaaaay for me gois.
Okay well yesterday my older sister and brother left to Melbourne but some dramas happened.... a very stupid one..
So they missed the checking in. So they had to buy a new flight ticket costing them about $250 per person one way only... Hopefully they've learnt their lesson. Not good, they slept late and were too slow. Boooy, was my dad not happy about that! But yeah good thing they're going there for a job so they can re-earn that money back!
This weekend the weather has been pretty darn baadd. A bit rainy yesterday and REALLY windy today. Hopefully it's not going to be like that tomorrow! I've also noticed that my pimples are starting to clear up yayayyayay less stress now.

I think I'm all set for chemistry one. Ugh bio... why oh why :s Imagine next year... i wonder how I will survive especially maths. Maths exam this year was just mind blowing!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I swear its one of the hardest test I've ever sat in my whole entire life! I don't want to be in MAI next year! :((

So lately I've been jamming to Christmas carols and rock n roll songs. Don't know why...
UGH I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS <3 I love the atmospheeere of it, wouldn't it be great if it was a winter Christmas instead of summer Christmas spent underneath the photakawa treee (don't know how to spell it), or "Christmas on the beach". -___- But still the lighting and all makes me so happy. I love lights. :3
Gahahaha I'm so glad my birthday is in the month of Christmas! Makes me more happppppy.

Song of The Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-10fWHdpmks <-- One of many songs I was jamming to when I should be studying.

+ I have/had recurring dreams (just found out today what it was called after convo with seema about sleeping paralysis). I dreamt that it was pitch black and if I move any muscle while flying I would die.... I've been having that for quite a few times at the start of the year and last year? Its scary.... so so so scary I wake up all of a sudden finally free from that stupid dream and it was so scary that I start to cry... I thought it was just a nightmare so never really give much thoughts on it. But idk it's not a pleasant dream. :S
Another one was where I had to run away its dark and I had to run down this really steep hill that is impossible to walk on... and I would die... but I had to run away... That was all I remember, had that for a few times this year... its scary as.... :s

Long long funny day.

Hai!
So in the morning I woke up early and got ready. Walked to Hasan's residence and waited for the Indian girl to get ready. Lool had some talk with her parents about my school subjects, how it was good that I took economics instead of GRAPHICS (lol farah). Talked about what sort of chores I do too. Lolol bused there and I brought this shorts from Dotti ... Ugh I'm feeling guilty, not buyingg anything nooww till I get paid from work!

Um then parted. Went to library and planned to study ahahaha with 상기 oppa ;) Someone got hungry and went to Nandos to chill and study ahahahahah ooh funny that! Well I did study for a bit till the arm wrestling and the fighting I had to keep my phone's privacy in Nandos! I never ever win against anyone for arm wrestling gahhhhhhhhh I'm so weak :s! All of a sudden Indians appeared out of nowhere and watched.. that was just freaking scary, they disappeared magically too... Spent there for about 3 hours wowowowowowow. Went around and rested. Saw this couple having some romances loooooooooooooooooool!!!

Okay so got home and went out to PB Tech with my family for "Black Friday" sale. It was crowded as! There was a long line where you had to line up JUST to get into the store... crazy. Waited in the cold winddd! My sister brought portable hard drive and this charger thing. Brother brought portable hard drive and this cable. Dad brought external hard drive for family use hehe. Came home around 8! Thats how long we waited... the cue to pay was insanely long omg..... it was crazy. Had nasi lemak for dinner, with sambal sotong and lamb curry and teemun (cucumbers) <3333

So my older sister and brother is leaving in few hours ish to Melbourne! Awww won't be seeing them till next year February! They won't even be there for my birthday... lol I swear no one is ever here on my birthday-.- Well hopefully they return with some gifts for me hehe.

What a long day it's been, I really want to go to a massaging place ahh that would be nice, might be rather painful though!

Song of The Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QK8mJJJvaes <-- I'm liking this. Jamming to it all day (lol not). Credits to my bro!

+ I tend to exaggerate sometimes .... hohohoho!

Farah, Simon, Sherin

Ahaha okok PGC stands for "Pretty Gay Carrine". This was my uncle's car alphabet number plate in Australia because we had to look for him in the airport and we had to be able to find the car by looking at number plate is well.. so he suggested to make it as a sentence, so I did ;) Easy to remember haha.

Okok my friend Nada made this joke: Are you from Iraq? Cause you should Baghdad ass up.
And Suaima made: Are you from China? Cause I see you China checkin me out.
Charlie poop: Are you from Jamaica? Cause jamaican me crazy.
Omggggg ahahah I found that really smart and funny, cannot think of a better one. I'm not a joker.. so... :I

Anyways yesterday I slept at 1.30am yet again... last minute study and printing out Suaima's amazing piece of writing! I was really exhausted.... Words cannot describe how tired I was. I've been sleeping real late lately/past few months! Not good :( So went to my maths exam in the morning and felt so nervous... Didn't bring a graphics calculator, but brought the other black normal one.. wow, made my life harder. Three test papers, now I just need a miracle to pass. Sorry disgraceful asian, I know... I shall study in the holidays just so I can be smarter for next year and in general (I'm a slow... and thick headed person). Sorry. Anyways I missed the solar eclipise!!! Gah, I was too tensed and confused in my maths exam, sucked my soul afterwards :(

Afterwards walked to Abi's new house (well soon to be) with abi and iara. Well iara half way ahahah till she got tired. Started raining.... great. Went to my house and gave abi my soft toy and lend her my umbrella heeeh. Left to go Botany with my dad, sister and bro to buy stuff. Stalked Suaima while she had something going on and chilled with them two pineapplez for awhile. Went home and chilled.
Oooh went out to this Chinese resturant on Botany road, its like new.. it's called Hong Xiang Ge. Lol... wasn't that great at all.... :/ Should of gone to the Paragon Restaurant (Malaysian restaurant)! Wonder what's going to happen on my birthday... -.- Work most likely. Plus my oldest sister and brother would be in Melbourne ... :I They're flying off this Saturday! Yuss time to stream movies etc! But more chores oh no:(

SO ANYWAYS HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY SISTER <3 I like  love you. At times .... you are harsh towards me. Don't like it so don't do it. LOL not like she reads my blog phew. But yeah didn't get a her a birthday present cause I've been busy! A bit later. 

Last time we went botany together

waiting for the bus 

i look older

being retarded

I'm not ready for next year nor am I excited. More seniors gone and have to deal with.... immature kids especially in my school -__- I'm also really scared for my subjects I have chosen for next year (Asian 5, consisting of all sciences).

+ I'm quite dumb. LOL, as in general knowledge.. slow, thick minded sort of person. I TRY OK. But academically, I'm average.

I set fiiiiree to the exam papers, watch it burnnn-

Hai guys! Been busy lately studying for my exams ugh! Just maths, science and economics to go! On Monday I sat my exam for English and RIP to my hand! Jokes, it was just severely injured tehe:) Finished in time for it so yay. The unfamiliar test paper was just plain stuuuuuppid and quite hard. But I just made stuff up on the way. That night I was studying for my accounting exam which was today and at one point I literally gave up..... Cause I didn't understand it.
So I went on the computer and started socializing and stuff. My dad came and saw me chilling, gave me a scolding for not studying and was forced to go back studying, which I did.... :s The whole night I spent my time working my way through and I finally got it! It was like self-taught with a bit of help from calling Farah and my books. Took me forever! I slept at 1.30am... just for that.
So the this morning I woke extremely early at 7.45am and got straight to studying (besides having conversations with my sister who was preparing for her English exam in the morning). The way I studied was reading then constantly testing myself by rewriting what I've just read off by heart. Used up quite a lot of paper these past few days for that.... that is why my hands are x1000 sore. I swear my hands are a lot skinnier now, lost its fat from working out ;)
Yeah and I also practiced by doing problem questions and all. For English I was trying to memorize my visual text essay which I did, well most of it. How? By constantly reading and writing it out.... ahah pretty insane, sorry hand!

Okay anyways so before exams I ate char kwey teow my dad cooked for lunch yummmm <3 In the weekends I had Wan Tan Hor, which uses the same type of noodle as char kwey teow. Ahh all these Malaysian foods! I love hawker foods. <3 So it started raining so hard... and during the exams it started thundering occasionally. At one point, I got scared cause it was REALLY loud... Ahaha opened the sheet and read the first question "Define accounting". Hahahaha, wow of all questions they ask that. Which I didn't revise for... but I got there in the end (hopefully). The other test paper where you had to balance stuff, I MANAGED TO GET MY NET ASSETS AND MY CLOSING INVENTORY AND MY TRIAL BALANCE TO BALANCE IN ONE GO <3 Man, my studying paid off! Aw I God answered my prayerssssssssssss cause I prayed for Suaima and she got a call which she wanted so badly! Happy for her.

I have maths exams tomorrow morning and here I am reporting back on my days/exams when I should really be studying... what is wrong with me. Would of been kicked off if my dad was around right now ahahahahhahaha, I'll ninja it back to my desk when he drives up the driveway! OKOKOK i made a joke guys, when I was thinking about Asians in general.

The awkward moment when an Asian kid asks for a calculator. 
^GET IT AHAHAH!!! Because he IS the calculator!

Song of The Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L9ro1KjkJMg <-- I really like this song, she's so preeeetty!

Enough turn ons and offs, too hard to think of a new one each time. So instead, something about myself!
+ I'm a visual learner. No wayyyyyyyyy verbal, worst listener ever.

5 subjects, 14 test papers.

 Okay so I've took 5 subjects; Eng, maths, accounting, business/eco and science. Altogether I've calculated that I will have to sit 14 test papers. I'm going to faint just thinking about it! ALOT OF STUFF TO REMEMBER, my brain is going to explode.

So Friday I went over to Nada's house (her grandma's) and took me about 20 minutes. Went there and her hair was wrapped in a towel. Had a good laugh at that! Spent about an hour and a bit there, waiting for her to get ready. Ate a blueberry muffin and drank apple juice at hers, yum! Had our dmc LOL, and she forced me to put eyeliner... I was blackmailed...... -___- 

without.

Nada getting ready with her hair

Thanks for lollies!

Cute abby, why you going through my bagg???

break 

Nada and I

me with chiny

notice the eyeliner yet?

Okay so went to hp library and couldn't find a spot at first. Then these people left and we took over the table hehe. Studied for maths and trying not to get distracted. Got way too hungry and went to countdown for some food. Sam brought like 2kgs of lollies omg... insane. Back to studying and we shared our gossips, haha productive as. I left them and caught the bus to Botany at 3ish hoping to do/see something. Met up with pineapplez and met new people from Botany college (lol). Suaima and I took a photo of ourselves and set it as this guy's iphone 5. Omg rich people.. they all had iphone 5. Studied with them for awhile and parted while David, Davidson and this other guy looked after our stuff. Parsnip took off with llamma. Went shopping for black clothes. Ended up by myself and roamed around Botany by myself and caught the bus home with llama after saying goodbye to new people and parsnip. The whole night took a break from studying.

Okay today, woke up and studied for english externals :(( Trying to memorize my essays... very challenging. Memorized all my quotations too, so yay. Really need to study for accounting and maths!

Pray for me please! I'll be really stressed... Next week monday I have eng exam in the morning for three hours, Tuesday I have accounting in the afternoon for three hours and Wednesday I have maths in the morning for three hours. SAVE ME!

Gotta watch Princess Diaries hehe. I love that movieeee!<3 Read all the books hehe.
Goodbye lovely people.

Song of The Day: (video)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N9qYF9DZPdw <-- HAHA been stuck in my head since agessss!

Health

Okay today i woke up early for prize giving and had....10 minutes to spear or is it 15? But man I had heaps of time! Should of slept in damn. So i went to prize giving ... even though i didnt get a prize. Wow why should I go to watch people received their awardddd, i cbb. Lol im just saying that... cause I wanted to get the science prize. So I sat next to Jack ahahahahahhaha my three years of crush in primary! We talked and omg he was like "Sherin, why aren't you there?" As in with all them Asians getting the awards. AHAHAHA it was funny. Fraser was there too! My old friend from primary who became a skateboarder stoner... Yeah and stuff. Nice chat actually.
One cute thing was that when we stood up towards the end of the prize giving I was like "Man, you're tall as!" He was like "ahaha you're short as!" then he like felt my head/patted it. I'm not a dog. He was so tall omg..... he used to be shorter than me in primary! And in year 9 he was my height. He's like 3-4 heads taller...
Lol I like know his whole family ahhhhhhhhhhhhaha. The mother used to be my friend ... i even stayed after school hanging with her.. idk what i was doing-_-. He also brings up the fact that I used to like him, but I don't mind cause it was ages ago and I don't really feel embarrassed about it.

OKK anyways, afterwards I rushed out from prize giving to my dad cause I had doctor's appointment at 11am and it ended at 10.40pm....... -__- Got there in time and I waited an hour for the doctor (endocrinologist)!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRGH. Ye. So my readings/levels of tsh, t3 and t4 is stable. But my graves disease is still active.... :( At one point I got to admit... I almost omg ALMOST started crying because she told me my antibodies level thing was 8!!!!! When normal people only have a reading of 1. I have 8. Insanely crazy and high. This reading was from the ultrasound I had... I did that like in term 2 and they only tell me now? Man... mine was that serious.. If it was more serious I would of had to go immediate surgery treatment..... that time in Malaysia.
So next time I come back to them which is in next three months time they are going to make me choose a more permanent option.... I can tell they are persuading me and wanting me to take the radioactive iodine. But the thing is I will be on this drug call "Thyroxine" (i've taken it before when i had hypothyroidism at one point) all my life. If I stop taking it for a month or so... I'll have hypothyroidism. So I always thought 'what if I got stuck in a jungle and how will take my medicine?" Okay I know that's a silly thought but yeh.... My aunt thinks I should get a surgery... but she said that she couldn't speak for about a week!!!!! Omg I don't want them do damage my vocal cords.

Afterwards went caught the bus by myself to botany to meet up with the rest of pineapplez + parsnip. Seema went to do something earlier haaha. Tried studying, failed. Caught the bus without farah, sorry babe you didn't reply us. Oh suaima and I went to New Worlds and brought this HUGE bread omg.. for four bucks cause I was starving. Addictive yet fattening.

Felt guilty and started exercising after I came home for awhile. My dad, bro and my sister went to city to watch a movie without me cause they didn't book my ticket. Thanks guys-___-

Turn On: willing to massage me. thanks. AHAHAHA jokes but i really need a massage
Turn Off: PITY.

Year11. Goodbye.

AW! So today was my last day of being a year 11 (except exams) and awww i'm going to miss it! Although it will feel the same because I'll still be wearing the white uniform.... :I But i wont see the year13s... boohooo.
Well today was pretty fun in classes because we played games! Okay so in science we got to do what we wanted so Nada and I started to play this game where you get headings e.g Boy name, girl's name, country, biology terms (good revision ;D), food etc. and we are given a alphabet in which we have to see who can finish filling the headings out first. However our teacher got interested and started playing with us and he taught us HIS way of the game. It was better tbh! We used the words "TOWARDS" since we had 7 topics and we had to use these alphabets... with given time. Yeh so i lost badly... cause I skipped the whole line of "D" :((
In accounting, it was fun suprisingly! We had to go into groups and we named ourselves "Sherin's gang" AHAHAH they wanted "Sherin's gay" but then the teacher somehow got the word "gang". So that was really funny... i laughed alot. Jennifer's idea -.- We took some photos too but I look like a ninny pooop, so no.

Then tutor was the usual... we were taking photos hehe.

i dont know..

We were about to take a class photo but then the girl who took it didn't press the correct button... so fail.........-.-

Um maths we were having "FUN" from given problem solving questions of parabolas .... -__- but Nada and I decided to slack off.... we chilled and took some retarded photos.
Then economics was alright, my eco teacher came to class with his scooter + helmet AHAHA it was hilarious. He got the pizza and coke + vanilla ice cream. We had to chip in $4 but I didnt want any... so yeh.
Lunch time omg i havent eaten so i brought mince and cheese pie!!! Haven't had one since last year omgggg. I regret buying and consuming it because I felt like vomiting during English. English with Suaima was omg so "fun". Teacher gave us group activities lololol.

After school we pineapplez went to after school accounting help and just sat there talking about non-accounting/economics stuff. So we left.... -.- so pointless and went to luna tea. Ye went back home and had to cook, sigh.

Tomorrow i have doctor's appointment after prizegiving.... i just cbb with these things anymore.. its so annoying! :S

Song of The Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VLg4lcupA0Q <-- It's really gangster but I like it. Credits to Nada!

Turn On: When guys call you pretty or like compliment you hehe.
Turn Off: Long shaggy seaweed hair... lol. Long as in shoulder length or longer than that.

lonely

lonely lonely lonely lonely looooonely babe im so loneeey. Lol its a song. I FEEL SO ALONE. I'm people's second option. Mostly they come to me when they need help with something..
I can't really remember what happened during school.. all i remember is that throughout the whole day in class we're just revising for our exams coming soon (next week)!! :(
I've been procrastinating.... But tomorrow after school, I'm going to attend the after school accounting help and afterwards (if i have time) maths help! Sucks how they're on the same day because I need help for them both.

So after school... I was studying tiny bit but I got stuck in accounting... ugh why won't they balance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When you're totals doesn't balance you feel like everything is over. So instead i went to take nap. Funny thing is that a nap turned into deep sleep.... I woke up at 8.45pm! I was so exhausted... my family ate dinner without me ahaha. But that's okay cause they know i was sleepy. Wasn't hungry anywaysss. I was planning to skip dinner but got tempted by the honey soy sauce chicken and lettuce with this sauce! So i ate abit. Okay okay okay fine. The only reason I wanted to skip dinner was... lol..... just so i feel skinnier. Clearly I failed to do so... hooohohohoho.

So idk atm i feel bleh. I'm also getting a tiny bit of headache and back pain because i slept at a bad angle! Lol i was sleeping like how cats do... in a ball.....:((

AH! It's also the 5th of november. "Remember remember the fifth of november, the gun powder treasons" and then it goes "it is not an idea that i miss, it is a man, a man that made me remember the fifth of november" LOLOL im prepared for eng essay . jokes. omg :((

Song of The Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5n4V3lGEyG4 <-- the song i was talking about.

So long farewell i hate to say goodbye

WOW. ARMPIT HAIRR !

Okay loool that song that da hornyz always sings is stuck in my head... all day :SSS
So today was year13 last day! I'm going to miss them so muchhhhhhh :( I don't have AS many year13 friends this year compared to last year where I had Leanne and Jason's group! They all treated me nicely (Except they mock me for my innocence and stupidity :P) and like a younger sister! Sooo yeah seniors starting to leave! I'm not going to give a speech about my year just yet cause I haven't finish school heeeh:)

So today le sister and I went school late but alg we wrote a note ourselves. It was SOOO HOT then it suddenly got rather chilly. Ye school was the usual. In accounting we didn't do much so I stalked Jennifer's facebook and ipod. Funny thing is that I know some of them.... through facebook ;) AHAHAH. Ye then something got me quite happy! Her good friend who is a year13 that I've always find really good looking was friends with her.. and I told her that he was hot. Then she said that he knew who I was and that he stalked me............OMFG have to put my photos on private! -There's more to it but i cbb. He's good looking on the outside but... inside.... um not....as good....

Yeah school was school. After school we pineapplez went to BK then mcdee for Farah's sake ahahaha. Nothing much, went home and chilled. Right now I'm really exhausted.. I really should sleep early.

OH! Something else made me quite happy too but I'm not going to say it here :3 It was nice but I didn't think it was true to me.. but yeah. :)

Turn On: WINKS LOOOOOOOOOOOL. ;D
Turn Off: Really dirty and unhygienic.... (I'm a clean freak)

Stories

Today's weather was pretty nice although in the morning it was pretty cloudy and gloomy. Glad it turned sunny and warm! Well today was pretty nice but I just felt incomplete. I tried to be all happy hopefully it worked heh. Came to Farah's house early in the morning (again) to 'neaten up' myself. We went to Mcdee cause her sister want to grab some breakfast before school.

School was alright. We pineapplez signed out one by one and I was last to sign out. We caught the bus at Aviemore. Got there and I went straight to Farmers. Met a girl that goes to Botany Downs College called Moussuri (?) and had to wait for the manager for about half an hour. We talked about things and she was a pretty cool person to talk to. Finished signing the contract and conditions stuff, found out my roaster :s I'll be starting from 2 Dec to 6 Jan next year and my shifts starts at 7am to 3.30pm. If the bus... doesn't start that early.... ohmygoodness, I'll have to walk...............
Hang with me after shift kim pooooo.
I'll be a merchandiser at the accessories department... come greet me if you want:) But please, no annoying people okay. I'll most likely get youth pay till I turn 16 maybe then I'll get min. wage :S I most likely have to work on my birthday... what a great gift. Probably doing nothing at all on my birthday besides working and sleeping since my birthday is not during school days anymore. Sigh I don't like birthdays. It would be nice if someone threw me a surprise party ahahah but its way too obvious. Believe it or not I sometimes forget my birthday.... LOLLLL.

Okay um after contract signing the three indians ditched me and didn't call me back properly... so i hunged out with kim pooop at starbucks then studied at the library. Kim poop showed me this matrix thing on the calculator after some time of working how to do it. It's so coool :O! Ye loads of popular moments for Kim ahahah! Then went to bus and I missed the 6.15pm bus..... -_- it was like right there and but it said 545 or something then all of a sudden it changed to 565 and left me stranded !!!!! So i caught the 6.45pm bus. Sigh I suck at taking public transport... :s

So like today is my mums... death anniversary. It's been exactly two years now, that's was why I zooned out alot today. Lol I don't tell people cause it's not a good subject to talk about, sorry guys don't want you guys to experience my tear-ry ugz face. I still remember exactly what happened that morning... woke up in the morning and was going to get ready for school but saw my mum breathing abnormally... she didn't respond to me so I woke up my aunt. We slept in the same rooms but different bed to look after her.... then... my aunt woke everyone up.. then we just watched.... The last thing she ever said to me was "Why are you wearing this top to sleep?" the night before which surprised me cause she doesn't responds towards the 3-4 days of her death.. yeah there you go that's the story. Briefly summarized. I was 13 (?) only and was turning 14 but she wasn't there to celebrate it. That made everything askjfaskfj gay.

Well anyways sorry for the long essay blog! Goodbyeee, i don't want to go school.