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best day everr

look how happy everyone was

i really loooove this photo, even though i look shit

im the girl on ma mother's lapp hehe im so chubby

family photo, guess where i am :D with grey top eheh

mummy you poserr

i see no resemblences between my mother and me ahaha

guess whoooo, lool i look nothing like herr

lol yes im the chubby kid in some sailor dress with mother and oldest sis

shes so pretty sadly i look nothing like her

sorry you'll have to turn your heads. hehe its me and my mother

idk why im at depressed state ughh ive been dreaming about my mother lately and ugh it makes me cry ffffffff-
just looking through photos and yah. it seem so weird and unbelievable how shes not here? lols im so chubby, please excuse me fattness and asian eyessss. its weird how i dnt look like my mother though, i wish i looked more like her dammmmmmmmmit i hate my shoulders and face and legs omggggggggggggggg. ya what a great memory it was. i wish i could tell her my everyday life and whats happening at school and all. shes prob will be the only person i would cry aboutt, if i did cry about anyone else that is abnormall o.o lols i'll punchh that person then.
okokokok ima try loose weight and be skinnyyyy DETERMINATION. now i feel like playing with laternss, omg good times! we used to go down the street in malaysia with our laterns. and our house was HUGE and we were the ones that always held the parties so there was 5 long big tables with food :DD ehehehehehehe good times, i miss malaysia now!!!!!! i wish i know my friends LOL i forgot them. wonder how they look like now.

happy holidays!

YUSS no school, time for relaxation. Well yesterday (lol cause its like midnight already) woke up late ughhhhhh i was frecking tired! So i rushed like mad and got ready and didnt get to eat or drink anything so i was a starving child and i got dropped off to school yey.

okay i had maths first and it was like meh, got to do anything we want sort of, we still had to do text bookwork. me and nada were discussing about whos hot and all and she was showing me some random people on facebook ahaha, stalking on facebook is so easy! then i had an assembly for mr crosby! it was his farewell assembly just for him :D it was soo cute, there was photos of him when he waas 5 years old and 7 and 15 and like when he first joined pak college and omg! his mustache and old fashioned glasses. cutttee pie! yeah mrs olde srijier (dunno how to spell) shes leaving cause she be having a baby! so both dean and assistant dean gone and getting replaced...our new dean is Mr Brent the cool pe teacher :DD yeay! I thought it was Mr bennit that was going to be our asst dean but idk olivia said it wasnt. and Mr Ardern said it might be Miss Davies(shes so frecking pretty!).
then it be mrnz tea then i had economics and omg yay we got pizza there was like 15 boxes? there was alot of pepperoni. a few Hawaiian pizzas and one vegetarian lols, cause the people that were eating it can eat meattt and the vegetarians didnt pay for it so yeh. wasnt worth it we all had to chipped in three dollars and i had three slices... one dollar a slice wow. -.- and you can get a whole pizza for 4.90. my teacher is just trying to ripp us off by making profit for himself, selfish ass.-.-
Then i had english and meh did no work, need to do ma speech omg!
then lunchzz meh. chucking rubbish in the air.

then i had science and it was alright, we watched "Gattaca" about cloning which was related to our topic on designer babies. it was pretty good at the start, since we only got 1/4 way through. i need that movie!!! ughhhh someone got a copy? yeah then we went back to tutor for junior reports then got picked up to go badminton. and yeah we won. the girl i versed for singles is an angus bird.. when she loses she gets angry... and she er.. chucked the shuttle away from me.. and lol she didnt passed the shuttle to me so i had to walk under the nets and walk on her court to get the shuttle and go back to my side. what kind of shit? yeh then i got picked up to go back home and i showered and got ready for potluck with family friends :) it was not badd actually, and omfg the food was gooood. my dad cooked noodles, asian noodles ftw! and er beef redang! yeh yum. and the cooked curry rendang and chapati with curry and fried rice and yeh. it was good. desserts was AMAZING OMG. Auntie melissa makes the besttt bakery omfg. she sells it out in her spare time, she had breast cancer..they are like half kiwi and half malaysian family ahaha. she made pineapple cheesecake and its amazing we had it with the choices of ice cream flavours we wanted. :) i had chocolate ripple. amazing stuff.
and omg they have three international students in their house studying and preparing for uni. they built this separate small house thing next to the back door sort of beside the deck and its SO NICE omg. it took them like half a year or so to finish it. looks amazing the layout and all even though it may be abit small. its like three bedroom and one bathroom. two chinese from china and one japanese. they were nice people. except one chinese she look angry bird no expression at all lols.
yeah had a night ride on the way back! so tired omg, im dying right now. its really really cold. im going to motat tomorrow with my family yeay. idk what it is but lolsssss.

byeeee people, :D  yeay 800+ views already

things to do:
1)accounting internal
2)english speech on discrimination
3)science research homework
4)study for maths (parabola and gradient and all about stats and algebra) need to get good grades for externals or else im screwed
5)OMG MY COURSE SELECTIONS FOR NEXT YEAARR. cant forget it.

another day without both indians

STUPID PEOPLE DECIDE NOT TO COME TO SCHOOL. the indian who wagged yesterday didnt come again cause she had to do her art thing. the other one ... -.- just wagged. i called her at 8 no one picked up. i called twice. then i decided to call her cellphone and she picks up with some dying dead girl's voice saying no one is awake, im not coming to school, so tired. yeah so i walked to school by myself for once o.o i was soo late!!! i had to power walk so fast. and the weather was so shit today it was bloody cold and the weather has frecking mood swings! Hate those weathers seriously. i went english and we listened to other people speech exemplers on dvd, but it was from students back in 2003 ish from other schools. some were amazing some were shit. ahahah! this girl got Merit but she sucked, it was too personal about her family about how sad life was cause of her sister being annoying and how she have to deal with alot of people etc. and this NA girl did it on egyption mummies and it was hilarious! my teacher thought it was a boy ahahahahah offensive! and she was reading it off an A4 large paper as her cue cards with monotone -.- yeah and others. then i had science, i took shortcut and omg LUCKILY as i got to the shelter i started bursting with heavy showers!! thank the lord. :D then i had science and we watched a movie about Human Cloning, called "The Island" and boy i love that movie! ive seen it alot of times, and i still love it. i really love those kind of movies too. hehe
we havent finish watching it yet but we arent watching it again :"( sad.
then i had tutor and it was gay as. then morning tea with abi, iara, olivia. the cool non-waggers. then i went to accounting and did practice test and far out i suck i dont get it! stupid BDA.
then i had maths and ugh i need to study more. i need to get a Merit or Excellence for my algebra externals and at least an Achieved for graphs external or else i cant get into 12MAT which will eventually lead me to choose between stats and calculas. i need calculas so badly! so i have to get into 12MAT not 12MAI for dumber people. new standards :"(
then i had lunch and hang with those ppl again this time half way through the maori camee. then i had economics. and boring as ever, doing book work while teaching do markings for test. idk my result yet though. yeah after school, i walked home by myself. but then halfway i walked with dinyar! :D not alone as much but the weather was terrible!!!! it was freezing cold with heavy blasts of wind. like dafaq man. yeh.
On friday in economics we're having pizza and we're going to play games in class yay! but we have to chip in $3 each... :/ jsdfk;jasdkfj. im sure the teacher is rich enough! he buys designer clothings gosh. oh hes saving money for wedding probably.
i just had mountain dew pitch black or soemthing and oh my its amazing!!! try it guys. its good.
love mountain dew :'D okay wish me luck for accoutning test tomorrow :(

Sayonara~ Oyasuminasai

a day with out indian

well indian girl padama didnt even come cause she wagged to do some artwork painting on some reindeers or deers -.- Okay well i went and intruded into the hasan property and politely greeted everyone in the house and came up stairs and started beating farah up on the floor and wrestling each other and yeah:D lols, its my daily routine when i go to hers really. then er she gave me some red bean bun for breakfast cause i missed it.. and farah dropped her egg on the floor lols shame. then got dropped off to school and i had science, accounting (er it sort of sucked cause i dont get it), then assembly! Idk what to do now, im strugglingg to find a suitable career for me. meaning one i can actually get INTO and that i enjoyed it. Should i take physics or accounting? Getting into biomed isnt easy at all.. i really dont know :( its sad how im stupid ahahaha.
then i had morning teaz then er maths was mehh, i really need to study!!!! i dont get anything. fail asian. then i had economics... kinda gay, was listening to music and sleeping and complaining and doing accounting work. then i had lunch and went to music room and learn starting part of SKRILLEX SONG ON PIANO YAY! yes, natural talent of mine. jokes farah taught me yay! i wish i can play piano soooo badly ugh. charlie brown omg, ive been listening to that song all day billions of times. then er i had english without suaima ugh. i was a loner but i sat with ryan. i was on the laptop listening to music wrote ONE sentence of my speech thing ugh. :S then after school waited and cheered for farah for her ranking games and er i was just looming around and listening to music ahahaha. yeah then her dad picked us up and went countdown to get nuts and white lindt o.o then mcdee drive thru then home. yeah that was all.

im so sleepy!!! shit i said i was going to study but i didnt. im serious now. tmr. ugh facebook!!! D:<
selamat malam you all~

asian indian

asian with red bean bun and indian with pedoface

what the!

i want more red bean buns noww

indian girl

idk what shes doing, the indian one.

aww

poking eyeball technique

rawr ima tiger. not.

BUN.

my nose omg -.-

eyeball technique!

aboutt to sneeze

;) who says all asians cant wink huh!

yummmy

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errr

pouts

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farah looking chunky there

vainer

egg disaster 

spiderman + eyeball technique

eyeball technique + asian tourist

pika pika

ladies and gentlemens this is something they call a ground breakerrrrrrrr, sorry okay i stop with the song labyrinth by that dude now. okokok omg guys please oi please just go and watch this 9gag video thing suaima linked me and i died of laughter!
http://9gag.com/gag/4581851 its funny, the last scene is hilarious! 
Okay well today was crack up! in the morning it was so dark, so i went back to sleep after switching off my alarm,( its part of my routine ) but then i overslept so i rushed, brushed my straight teeth (no braces yey) and wash my face with avacado wash thing made in japan then i use toner then olay SPF15 lotion. then i go out and eat breakfast if i can be bothered, which i did today! I had nutri-grain, yes iron man food ;D tehehe. i get bored of it... I REALLY LOVE CHOCOLATE CEREALS! Seriously, you get normal milk with it and you get chocolate milk. i drink it last, cause i have a habit of leaving the best for the last <3 okay then i fill up my water bottle and get my daily food to eat for school which is one muesli bar. i remember i used to bring a full size lunch box with full course food, entree, main and desserts. JOKES but i just bring sandwiches and snacks and juice. omg i used to bring like rice and redang to school in year 5!!! Im so cute.
okay then i go and get changed and rinse my mouth and maybe do my hair and maybe put on mascara. then i go and meet up with suaima, either being early or late.
okay so in the morning i had accounting and my teacher's friend came to our class to talk about her life and journey of becoming an accountant, but shes an forensic accountant. it was interesting tbh! she wasnt smart and all and only just studied in uni when she was about 30. and she worked really hard and all and she was hired into this farm thingy then into some accounting firm then to some big company thing in NZ.shes a chartened accountant now, she passed the exams. she caught this woman who had been changing invoices and all according to her will cause she was in charge of the fundraising and all. and shes been getting they money to benefit her meaning stealing the money. shes been using the money to build a big mansion for her and her bf up some mountain.she stole about 600,000. then was arrested and all after loads of digging in through piles of paperwork to find evidences. yeah she went to prison for three years and is prob now discharged. just wow o.o yeah and stuff!

then maths was meh.. i dont really get parabola crap, i should really practice. later though. then i had tutor it was meh. i have year11 assembly tmr! about subjects options for next year. ima take accounting, bio, chem, eng, maths. thats what im thinking atm. i really hope i can become a good and useful doctor one day. oh god, pleasee! okay then i had economics we got to listen to music and all while teacher tell us our grade , havent got mine yet. and i was listening to hovering eyes music and wow i like his music! GO PENDULUM <3 and coldplay - charlie brown. good song. he had a full album of coldplay and the wanted. lols. then i had english and meh didnt do anything, listen to more music. great life! then lunchhh and omg stupid girls were hiding my chocolate box when me and farah went to music room to play some piano. they were recording my beautiful face xoxoxoxox lols. yeah brought some fudge omg amazing shit there! but so RIP OFF. i felt so broke seriously. then i had science. then two indian and chinese had an adventure with maori and we were being so annoying couldnt decide where to eat then what to buy from countdown. the asian guy was getting annoyed at us ahahaha.

Sorry its abit long and all but its worth reading it! It was a pretty good day tbh. oh farah thanks for the squiggles! they taste amazing. i want toffeetops now :s go pour milk in a cup then put two or three teaspoon full of milo! SO GOOD stir it ofc. yum. OK GUYS STAY COOL AND YOUNG !

Byeee brother in the homie geee.

OH I LOVE YOU PIKACHU. IM A HARD OUT POKEMON FAN! 

pikachu why so cute? yeah i was real obsessed with pokemon when i was younger and still am. Love digimon too <33 That is why my blogger name is sir pikachu :) tehe. although im not a sir. it was too hard to find a miss.

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haihaihai:D so like errr yesterday was a meh dayyy. (friday) after school i vsed sancta maria and omg the poeple was so frecking cuuute!!! they were like half my height, they're like year7 and 8. sooo cute and obviously, we won. it was like sooo easy but we went real easy on them so that they wont feel bad. yeah.
so on saturday i woke up late .. i had a nightmare. it was really sad.. i had a dream about my mother and that she was leaving me and all, its so sad and i cried in my sleep... cause i woke up and my cheeks were wet. yeah. so i was like depressed in the morning so i just stayed in bed, and dad was abit pissed cause we woke up late. glad no one saw me crying. but yeah. i just really envy people with their own mothers... thats so nice.
okay nothing much happened during the day, my dad was pretty piissed. yeh then got ready for a friend's house gathering thing. loool yeah we walked to his house and we hanged out in the park then went back to his gaarage and we ate his mum bday cake and some cupcakes! it was nice. there was three type of cakes! yum. they were so loud they were singing happy birthday so we were like singing quietly ahaha. yeah. there was little kids there too! yeh then we went back to park again with some er drinks lol. naomi had a shot and she kept some vodkas for her and her friend.. i just had like two cans... wasnt that bad. and yeah omfg this random indian dude was in his car and we were observing him cause he was just inside then all of a sudden he came to us in a blink of an eye!!!! i got so freaked out. he was like oh is my sister there? i thought i heard her. so scary. yeah. and he was like are you all asians? (RACIST) and he was holding something long and i thought it was a bat.. and i thought he was going to beat us up. but then he went back inside his car ... then we walked to burger kings yeh to cool off.. cuz this dude was like red as and i felt abit dizzy :s lol that happened to me when i had some with my cousins! awh i miss them ... it was fun tbh, we were sneaking and brought drinks. but it was alright cause we drank with out uncles and auntiesss and even the kids were drinking it! my 11 year old cousins loved it. yeh then walked back home and yeh. im so frecking tired right noww!! just had fried rice.. lols yum. having back pains! yeh, my family is pretty alcoholic... my uncless loves it.. one of them have beer belly. my sister loves it too... so does my dad ahaha. i guess alcohol is alright, smoking isnt though.
still need to write my speech about discrimination.

bye people i be sleeping~ selamat malam party people! <3

brrrr

weell did my economics test! it was alright... i hope i get E.. but .. erhh sigh! Okay then i had english and sdfkja;sklfj idk what to write for my speech discrimination! then i had tutor and it was meh. but my tutor teacher is allowing us to use electronic devices YAY! then i have morning tea and it was meh. then i had scienceeee and lol after farah made this rhyme 'tarn went so the barn with sami in miami' or something like that. that was pretty funny. good one. then i had accounting and it was funny. then it was lunch and me and farah shared noodles. and im pretty sure im getting sicker now. then i had maths and it was gay. i dont get it.... me and nada are way behind! stupid slope graphs things. then after school me and farah dragged suaima to eat kewy teow and yeh we then went to countdown and i brought sour worms for 1.80$ hehe. then yeah. ate some and got picked upp and all and dropped off. yeah came back and ugh had to cook! tirring as.
i had leeks with meat for dinner <3 i love leeks. i also had this pork ribs things omg delicious.
my dad is planning to open up a resturant and yay i could work there! and if im busy i will need someone to replace me...... hiring girls~~ JOKES.

okay yeah my head hurts.. it normally hurts when im stressed or worry too mcuh and its happening again. i cant take it anymoreeeeeee someone just take me to some island so i can relax in the beach. idkkkkk why life why whyyyy me. lols you know how some people ALWAYS wants and need a best friend? hm i think its actually a good idea if you have one. lol i got no one... yay #foreveralone. thats okay. i hope i find one later. i cant wait for uni sometimes, cause i get more freedom! my cousin goes clubbing lool.. wonder whats like.

bye party people i sleep. i have to go morning practice ffs.:"(

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i sort of have this cravings for kfc.... ugh seriously. but i said i wont eat kfc anymore cause this customer from aussie like she brought it and caught salmonella and died. yeah its really bad.. and im just scared you know? people at stupid fast food rushes and they dont cook and prepare your food properly. and omg the photos on ads and all does not look as great as it does in reality. -__-
okay well yesterday was a pretty meh day so nah cbb talking
ummm oh i had english and ive decided to do my speech this year about discrimination. LOL. not sure i am going to succeed in it but oh well. we shall see how it goes. i really hate speeches i cant stand people's eyes! ugh. then science was so so. then tutor then accounting was alrighttt. then maths was quite depressing sort of, i love listening to my friend's music, shes so gangster seriously! she's got swag ahahahhaa. but her songs like motivates me.<3 then lunch me and farah shared noodles again and wow its so romantic seriously! our faces were SO CLOSE TOGETHER. and omg she laughed and her breath omg............ went striaght into my nose cause i had to breathe ughhhhhhhhh. and suaima was being a cool salon girl tying farah's hair in various styles x0x0. then abi with her grimy picking fingersss keep touching my spoon/folk to get the meat and all. yeah. it was pretty weirdd today but yehhhh. then i had economics and omg, i didnt have music to listen to... when we finally were able to for once!!! ugh. we have a common assesement tomoorrow and im so screwed! i dont get anyyythingggggg :"( wish me luck! But it was pretty fun in economics today. It started raining after school and we received lovely lindt truffles from horvering eyes and omg we got into my car and lool farah opened it and she was like ' here just take as much as you want ' and me and suaima grabbed a handful like starving hyenasss. i only got five though. i took most of the white chocolate balls and farah had most of the milk ones and suaima took all the hazelnuts and dark chocolate. white one is blooooooooooody amazing. white chocolate is the best. <3

okay umm lol yay i had fish for dinner! i forgot what its called... a mullet? something like that. with black bean sauce or something, asian style! and had this vege thats quite bitter but its good for you with abit of anchovies too heeh. yum. and yeah i used bowl and chopsticks. true asian!
in the morning my breakfast shall be red bean soup thing. :) yumm, i felt like having it sooo yeah.
im scared for tomorrow askjf'klasjdf' have the test first thing in the morning, when my brain is dead. grrrrrrrrrrreat. okay byeee guys

Ciao amigos! <3

blocked nose!

akjd;fkljasdkflj im having issues with breathing right now cause of my cooold. yeah im sick. it sucks. but my cough is getting better but my nose omg! terrible. well today was pretty gay cause of the weather mainly. i really hate the rain casue its so dull and depressing!
ummm nothing much today i forgot. oh walked to school with le padama and lol omg we were so funny!!! yeah then er met another indian girl and me and her started running cause we were paranoid about being late or else we'll get a detention! yeh, accounting was meh, then maths was alright cause i understood it yay first time! then tutor was bleh. then economics was like... nothing! we did an activity sheet and lool our teacher was making snowboarding trip plans with this guy in my class cause they're going together with his fiancee. and yeah they are trying to get more people, well a few more. imagine if i went LOLs. then um english, starting on speech tomorrow and i dont have a topic omg! i was about to do farah's topic but then suaima wanted to steal it too... so idk what to do now. social networking sites? but thats gay. then um lunchhhh. then um science was alright... bit boring. i got MERIT for my common assesment omg . not like me at all... oh well im so glad it doesnt worth credits cause then i would want it to be an E :D so algoods, since i didnt even study for it. not badd. but we're starting on our internal now so ugh.

blocked nose is gay. and tomorrow still going to be a shit day. its going to rain.
okay byeee people adios amigos! <3

cough cough

YES IM SICK AND I FELT BAD. i woke up on satuday to some husky retarded as voice and it was terrible!!!!! so yeah listerine heeheh. then woke up to eat my lunch yes woke up around 11 and had porridge with this asian food. very nice. then went to sylvia park and lols brought this tight skirt thing from glassons clearance store thing for 10 bucks. its those tight high waisted skirt.

$10 yeay

then um we went around and went into diva and i got this headband where you can just mould it in your head , its really nice! 

$3 yay!

My sister brought this headband thing with feathers on the side, its pretty cool.

$3 yeay

LOL see how budget i am? hehehehe. thats asians for you <3 then me and sista went to jayjays and cotton on and all and meh nothing much on offer HAHAHAHA. then we went to factorie and brought a raglen lools for $20 me and my sista half the price with each other. i wanted to blue sleeve with grey patch but there wasnt a XS size :'( maybe next time.

$20 no sale just brought it anywaysss.

Yeah then went back home and went to play badminton and yeah nothing much.
Today i brought a new earphones and this time its in-ear ones! :DD it was $12 for a panasonic one. used to be $20 but got discounted. lol. its bluue cause its my fav colour hehehe, now i will need a new phone with it :"(( Cut myself while opening the damn laminated part of the packaging!

Nothing much happened during my weekends...i was supposed to go to a party on saturday night LOL. well i didnt goo . oh well. maybe next time loolsssss.

Oyasuminasi you all <3 Tomorrow is raining. what a shit monday ugh!

milk and cereal!

omg this song that goes milk and cereal, milk and cereal. cereeeal and miiiilk, ceereaal and milk is stuck on my head throughout the whole day due to indian girl no1 called farah -.- it soo idk catchy! but lools i love having a light breakfast with cereal and milk. heavy breakfast make me like want to vomit... cause i just woke up and i cant handle the digestion so fast.

well today i skipped hockey morning practice cause i had a doctors appointment... cough cough cough. i slept really late last night at like 1ish cause i was frecking out about my science genetics common assessment test... :'( so yeah... so i woke up at 7.30 and got ready and went to farah's and i stole alot of lindt chocolates lolsss. white ones. and i swear that made my throat and coughing worst cause its sweetss ya know. okay then we went to mcdees omg omg she ordered her mcmuffin with cheese and egg and bread only such a waste of money! and WOW we waited for so LONG and i was telling farah how she should be brave and talk to the guy about her order.. but too bad we didnt have the other indian girl whos good at fighting these sort of things. so we waited till soemone asked us about the orders. so we came to school late and got a blue slip and man i missed out abit of my science test time so i rushed SO MUCH. and i wrote random crapp omg.. i really want an E even though it doesnt' worth credits.... yeah then um tutor was meh. then um morning teaah. padama was wagging second period. um then i had accounting and teacher is shit as usual. then i had maths which was boring too. then lunchhh and yeahh hahahahaha someone showed me his like retard photos -.- and i had economicsss and yeahhhhhhhhhh
met up with the girls to go get dropped at LEP. yeah won my games yay! we wont be last hehe. or first gay. yehhhhh nothing much really.
Now im sickk my throat hurts and its just sore and all. :'( i need antibiotics!
Well ive beeen like looking at farah's auntie's blog of her wonderfullllll bakery omfg i was spazzing so much o.o then i started looking at other food blogs.. i was sooo hungry and desperate.. and my stomach atm is growling...

im really hungry i want this so badly.. it looks so good :'(

omg hot warm bread omg i really like those! someone get me omg im starving

omg i havent had maccronni and cheese in ages!! someone make it for me.. i feel so sad that i never get to eat western food sometimes. always the asian food. 

OMG HAVENT HAD THESE IN AGES! SOMEONE PLEASE OMG.

OMG I HAVENT HAD FANCY SUSHI IN AGES UGH SOMEONE PLEASE TAKE ME TO EAT SUSHI :'( so sad how i cant eat seaweed atm ugh far out :'( seaweed was llike my life. omg the orange eggs sushi is good.

CIAO PARTY PEOPLE ~~ sorry im really hungry.... i really want food but theres nothing.. its so sad. im suffering too. throat hurts sad life okaay bye :DD

forgot about yesterday

okay i will talk about yesterday cause alot of stuff happened. well what happened? i forgot... er oh yeah at lunch time me and farah shared this korean noodles with abi minggling in trynna get food with her fingers and omg we kept screaming!!! and yeah people are just jealous we have noodles. and omg the our spoon/folk got mixed up so like we could have had each other's spoon/folks... lol omg i have farah germs in my body!!!!! her grimes. then yeah stuff. forgot. then after school ahaha omg some smart girls we are. we went to countdown to get my first ever lindt white but then i couldnt find 50 cents so we went out and walked to luna tea but then this stupid indian girl decided she doesnt want kwey teow cause it wasnt healthy. so we went back to countdown to get ma lindt. and wow it was so nice o.o best white chocolate ive tasted. i ususally get those cheap cadbury white chocolates LOL good enough for me okay. yeah lindt is like more expensive.. so no. then er we walked to pizza hut and me and suaima wanted mangereta pizza so farah was like 'okay'. then she went up to the guy after huge arguement about which pizza to get, she started laughing while ordering and that guy's face was just like wtf? and she was like can i get cheese extreeme with cheese crust. and omfgggg we started like smashing and beating her up afterwards. then we went to blockbuster to get farah's the oc then there was this huge like commotion cause she didnt pay her previous fines so like farah had to pay most of the fines with one dollar remaining to pay it off. yeah. good thing it was half priced on tuesdays or else she wouldnt be able to pay for both the disc and the fine. stupid girl. oh before blockbuster actually we went to bk for suaima's toilet time and ahaha me and farah laid tricks on her and omg i thought she went into the man's toilet so i started yelling at her. yeah then after blockbuster by being cheap asians farah got suaima to argue the pizza man dude about the stuffing of the crust cause we thought it was only extra 2 dollars but it wasnt so the stuffing of the crust was more expensive than the pizza itself. and omfg it tasted horrible! the stuffing is yuck. and espicially when its CHEESE BLOODY EXTREEME. yeah we went to school to eat our meals. and we all felt sick after it cause it was just too much cheese. we were like cheese drunk. 
we got home and like i felt fat and guilty so i started exercising harddd core. yeah. hehehehe. my stomach is hardddder than before now. sit ups do work you guys!!! yeah and stuff. slept late at night again ugh far out.

okay that was it for today. i'll show a picture of my white lindt abit later ehehehe.
that was the day.
x0x0.

lets get it innn girll

i like that song :) lets get it in by er i forgot. sorry. well today was very funny and weird and stupid shit as wind is gay.
the weather in nz is sooooo weird like ugh it rains all of a sudden then it sunny then nek minnut. -__- anyways i had accounting and meh teacher sucks balls. then maths did my first part of internal omg! then tutor sucks ballsss too. then morning tea was funnnnn. then economics was meh. stupid shitss stuff i didnt learnnn. then english was cooooooooool as! we are watching V for Vendela! its such a good movie. the mask man its sooooooooooooo creepy. that mask ... creeppy as. we're taking a break from internals THEN OMFG AFTERWARDS WE ARE DOING SPEECHESSS OMFG. any suggestions for a topic? then er i had lunchh and it was fun yet FREEZING. me and suaima were shivering hard ouuut then i had science and it was meh... alright. yeah lifeeeee.

anyone keen to tell me the BALANCE DAY ADJUSTMENTS? i dont get it. stupid teacher.
right now i should be sleeping soon but idk why.. im suddenly in a sad mood... found some infoo that i didnt want to know well acutally i wanted to but yeah still . oh well i dont careeeeeeeeeee ugh my head hurts whenever i worrry too much. it hurts soo bad idk whyyyyy panadol doesnt even help!

okay selamat malam you all :) <3

shawty you a ten

shawty you a teen, a tenn shawty you a teen~~ omg that song has been stuck on my head since forever! well today actually, im just exaggerating hehehe. but thats a good song ya? Okaay loool im really into rnb and pop alooot. i reaaaaaally like upbeat music cause it gets me like motivated and omg sometimes i start jamming to it and dancing okay :S losa alert. but yeah i just do like body waves (0o0o sexxxy ;)) and idk to like ballet. AHAHA i wish i can dance! like dance hip hop seriously. its soo like hardd out. and woow its such a good exercise too. like step3 people or 2 they are like amazing dancers and they get nice ab lines! i want that! its better when you start younggg.. sadly i didnt. its such a shame really :"( makes me craaaiii why i no talented! im not good at anything at all.. im serious. my education er... im just like average. even though i get Es sometimes its like idk average... and sportings im not great.. and man im scared of the soccer ball and i cant shoot balls in hoops... and im not musically talented either. i cant singgg and dancee or play musical instrument. its such a shame! ugh why dad no take me to classes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so saddening. :'( and i really want to have some music talent cause i like music... its like peaceful. i wish i can play piano. life </3
okaay anyways. my usual sunday routines are like boring as ever. it goes like this:
- go to church
- go grocery shopping with dad and sis
- come back home and sit in front of the computer
- try do some work but end up doing nothinggg.
- before i realized it, it was already evening.
- dad comes out , cooked dinner then BAM asian dinner.
- eat dinner with fam in circle table
- eat fruits after and rest and watch tv. and computer.
- iron clothes.
- go on computer then its like midnight then i start going shit its midnight!
- sleep.

life of i is sherin.
^lols. well i have first part of stats maths internal tomorrow :'( wish me luck. i hope i get E for once in my lifeeeeeeeeeeeee please god please!

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fL_q3aaG8IE&feature=share <-- Its so good. kpop :) omg yongwha why do you look so goood? someone beeen working out ;)

OMG I FORGOT TO IRON CLOTHES OMGGGG SHOOT ITS SO LATE NOW BYE PEOPLE <3

saturdays

well my usual routines is either go out grocery shopping with dad and sister and go library maybe then go home then go badminton. that is all.-.- so boring i know, but anyways, today in the morning i was tired as! i just couldnt wake upp will 11. cause i needed to go for my monthly blood test and omg the lady woooow she poked it in so fast. its just like STAB then yeah. -__- i like room 3 the best cause its like bigger and spacious and i get to look out the window to see a scenery of carparksss HAHAHAH.

well yeah nothing much. suppose to be doing homework and studying but i just cant be bothered today. lool i was watching the rugby game ; new zealand vs ireland and i notice ireland got quite a few chubby dudes with man boobs. its funny cause they jump it goes BOOOINGGG.

yeah okay i sleep nao byeeeeeeee :DDD hehehehe

meowmeowmeow

well tmr i'll have to get my monthly blood test aiyo. i dont want to have to wake up early and all...:'( for some reason i HAVE to look at it as the needle slowly pokes in and out and lool the blood gushingggg out eew. but like if i dont i worry too much and it would hurt more. so i watch it AHA. but doctor called like this week and said its good so far yay!! nothing serious. but like when i had the ultrasound theres like little circles everywhere.... its bad but its not serious so they arent gonna take action. should i be concerned? oo0o0o im so inspirired when i look at pro as doctors especially in the hospital. i envy them so much! i hope that i would get into med school cause no one had ever though highly of me before aha.. just always lowly so i feel like i want to become like looked uponnnnn. and doctor is so COOL omg!. i would become a surgeon if i had the brains.. sadly no. and science is what i loveeee cause i really dont want to do economics next year.. bores the hell out of me! and i think i should study... cause i didnt listen in class AT ALL. so i learnt nothing all this time lools.. oh well.

in science my teacher told us something so omg so interesting!!! blue eyes and green eyes are a form of mutations . lols. scientifically proven. well its sarcasm when i said it was interesting but im just like ooh right i see. so brown eyes are normal. that is me, me is normal hehe.

well lately ive been gettiing strange unsual headache pains.. dunno why. should prob get more sleep :SS my eyes are tired as right now. okay well badminton i vsed sancta maria and omg for singles i vsed this short as dude who is 13 and omg sooo cute!!! its like a little brother man!! so i got distracted with his cuteness, so adorable! but i still won anyways. pretty good for a short young guy though. well this rank1 guy lol i met him last week on sunday cause of some uncle gathering at badminton -__- it was like a herd of loud malaysian uncles.. greeting and laughing.... and i was there with sister in the middle. awkward as... yeah that guy recognized me and he was with his dad at the end. his little bro is in the team too! look exactly alike except height differences. yeah his dad is funny got sense of humor bit with lame-ness like my dad-.- we're supposed to play badminton with them.. they were gonna ask us when we were walking ahead ahaha funny as. er i went home after, missing out my hockey game cause i was so cool wagging, rebel as omg .-.- they vsed mcauley lools thats like full on maori school. i vsed them last year in badminton and omg scary as.... *shudder* there was even otahuhu college in badminton and omg the boys are scary rugby players! they filled up the whole court and they hit hard. sometimes too hard and it goes out. and omg they are loud... their cheering and grunting and all... but when you make them run they slide hahaha so funny though.

1-eco homework (must remind myself!!)
2-study for science
3-study eco since i learnt nothing
4-study for internall on monday for maths! we missed it out today yay ehehe

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vYMxOzxKYYo
^currently addicted to this song. the lyric is gross but maaan the beat <3 thanks to nada :'D

julibeee

well right now im watching the queen's julibee stage performance LIVE yey im in london right now and its bloody amazing. jokes. its on tv.... :'D i get like every views it shows. amazing. and omg oi i love the songs they sang!! stieve wonder was there omgg, hes one of the most amazing artist everrrrr, i love his songs. and omg theres this guy called Paul McCartney has the best songs everrrr, the songs he sang is such a good memory song! i love him :') and alton john was there too and black eyed peas! OMGOMG my friend told me this really funny joke when i was like not in a so good mood one day. Okay this is how it goes:
What do you call when a green pea got punch in the eye?
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Green eyed pea!!! get it? ahaha it made me laugh.. although it was abit dry. who cares.
okay well today the weather in the morning looks like shit.. it was so dull looking.. and grey. me no like. then it brightened up so it was alright. well had english with padama the fuzzy stinky indian and did creative writing internal and omfgggg ugh!! i hate how i have a short range of vocabs to use!!! :"( its so saddening....imagine if i got an Excellence for creative writing.. lols.... okay then had science and it was meh boring ish then assembly and lololol me and my friends was laughing at zee speech that the principal presented.. but i felt sorry for him cause he had to pick up all the rubbish in the school grounds :"( and hes old! and farah pointed to the malaysian flag above us and i started having flashbacks of me being there with my familyyy and all :") it was nice thoughht. then i had morning tea and omg wow i just cannnt anymoree!!! something embarrassing happened to me. Abi this pooo was smart enough to pull me away and all and she just had to stick out her feet and i feel as she pull me backwards, resulting to me falling on the ground on my butt. with my legs sticking out straight forward with other people looking. -_- it was sooooo embarrassing! :"( but it was funny, i wasnt that angry (BE LUCKY ABI) yeah and shizukani happened to be there and saw that moment. ugh -.- gay shit. okay then i had accounting and yeh did alot of work then maths was meh .. -.- im screwed, internal is tmr. well 10 mins of question forming. then lunchhh and yeah all. and then i had economics and it was boring .... ughh. never in my life am i going to be an economist. but it was alright today cause firdaus helped me out and stuff and there was heaps of notes taking today and i didnt understand anything :)

well i should be studying.........
ciao! :">

so damn cuuute!

windss

i really dislike the windd, it blows me back and fourthhhh and make me squint my eyes making me look like i have hard core asian eyes. lewllls. okay well yesterday i just went to new market with my bro and two sisterss and we walked and omfggg glassons there is amaazing i swear!!! there was so many things i wanted and that i couldnt get :"( it was really sadd... i never get what i want.. seriously and i see other people getting new clothes and posting "yey new winter gear" and im just like "oh." and some other people complain that they get angry at their parents for not buying them this one thing when they get everythingg else. seriouslyyyy ugh. okay i wanted this head gear from glassons and it was freckin $25, and obviously dad would say no.. and it looked really nice! :"( and omfg i looove trench coats!!! ive been in loved with them sincee ages agooo! im glad not many people wear it yet hehe. maybe because its far too expensive....someone take me to china/hong kong!!! heard there's REAL cheap clothes hehe. okay then i went other places and i really want a red beanie.. but i cant find one that looks good! its either too puffy or too thin on me..-.- there was one that looked alright which was at farmers for $20 ... dad would say no either. ugh. then i met my sister cause she was buying bags for bday gifts and i shared the cost of this bag for a friend of ours, well more like my sister's friend but yeah it was nice when we hanged out together in melbourne :'D 

<-- lol at my bro, he got a little bit too much editing ;) i want brownny hairrrrrr! although my hair is rather darkkk brown ish but i want it lighter. but aint allowed to dye my hair yet -_-
After that we went to sylvia park and did some quick window shopping and i was on a hunt for raglans and i saw jayjays ones and i really really wanted to get it and it was $20. my dad would say its not worth it for such thin and plain tshirt.. -__- but seriously i really want it... ughhhhhhhhh i never get what i want.. not even a damn phone (i get hand downs). and clothes. and makeup (i just want a liquid eyeliner). i dont get anything. and oh we ate in dim sum place for lunch and omg it tasted quite shit. it was "sichun" something in new market. the best dim sum to go to is "Grand Harbour". its one of the top rated restaurants here :"D i really love shui mai and law mai kai. and jin dui. and cha siew bao. and beef tenders. and omfg they sell seaweed salad. GOTTA TRY. its amazing. and fried squid or octopus thing. so good. so proud of me asians. oh and i didnt get any clothes so i got really sad and anguss for the day aha , angry chinese girl on the loose hehe.

okay so today i was tired as ever and did the same routine shit. and sci was alright. accounting was boring as cause we got split into three groups to search up budgets for holidays crap. then tutor was shit. then morning tea was just meh was alright. then maths was ghey, didnt do much work (INTERNAL IS THIS WEEK AND IM NOT DOING ANY SHIT) then economics was SO GAY!!! omg i was just thinking that cetris palibus (eco word term for same thing or crap) sounds like a spell from harry potter. but idk how to use that word in a sentence and everyone got held in for like 5mins to finish work except this smart as girl who already passed level 1 left early since she finished. smart ass. k lunch was alright, dunno what happened. then english was alright. omfg i say the most stupidest thing ever! instead of saying lollipops i said pimples. it was really funny. but yeah, starting to write our creative piece of work and im going to fail :D asian mode on~~ hehe

Selamat malam you all~

SOMETHING I JUST GOTTA SHARE. TOO FUNNY OMG.

ROMANCE BROOO^

mitosis meiosis

lolol reminds me of the DNA song!! and the mitosis and meiosis song :') gotta check it out:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FUA6_Ucw3i4
there was this mitosis and meiosis song but i cant find it.. its HILARIOUS. but i will show you another time :)

okay well today was rather ghey. i was in a pooo-ey mood.no i dont have my period, its past. soo i woke up lateee at 11.30 (HEHE) then went and brush up and cook migoreng lols healthy for the win. omggg i swearrrrr everyone didnt know about meegoreng!!! and i ALWAYS eat it and then suddenly its so popular >:( get lost. okkkk then um i went on computer and did abit of studying for maths internal coming up! wish me luck guys. thennn i went badminton with le sista while daddy plays with his friends. and omg when they were finished my dad had some big greetings to everyonee. and surprisingly this year 9 boy i found adorable is one of the dad that made friends with my dad cause it was the year9's boy father's cousin. hehe hes malaysian yay! and the other asian guy my dad made friends with oso turns out to be a guy from sancta maria!!! this asian guy i see every friday that plays for A grade... gonna be awks on friday...:SS and omg. they were like 'oh yeah my sons play oso, you daughters play with them la, can play together while we play together' with abit of accent ... so omg we might be playing with them on sundays!! lol. family friends now... haha fail. AND OMG. this father and son they're white people that i saw and they were playing badminton and omg they were playing on saturday last 3-4 weeks ago too and OMFG I JUST REEALIZED that the son is the white guy i versed in macleans!!!!!!!!! UGHHHHH i didnt know and if i remembered i was staring ALOT just watching them play. ughhh and man i was so embarrassed cause he saw the whole 'greeting of family' thing.... hes so long and thin o.o i was like examining. hehe. takes after his dad i guess. he looks like year 10. i aint a cougar. went home and ate some stufffff. yeh nothing much.

omg at one point at night i was literally talking to 9 people!!! and it was mad i tell you. mad. i spent my WHOLE night on facebook. omfg. -___- lol i webcam-ed farah, not knowing that my camera would work but surprisingly it did! and omfg i loveddd her top and leggings very nice. ima beg my dad to buy me something tmrrr cause we're going to go shopping hhehe.yeehh.

Ciao party people :D

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