health issuesssss:(

HAII.

two or three weeks ago, I went to doctors appointment! It was the decision day for the treatment of my hyperthyroidism and graves disease in which I was diagnosed with it for two years now. But I've decided to keep taking same dosage of the same pills I've been taking and hoping and praying hard that it will resolve one day.
Things I've found out about it is that the pills that I'm taking have a slight potential risk in getting liver cancer. I'm really concerned hearing the word cancer. The other thing is that my graves disease can be passed down to my babies so I would have to consult and ensure my doctor or whatever knows about it before hand.
By the end of next year I've also decided to get a permanent solution to my hyperthyroidism. Either surgery (which is not recommended) or intake of a small tablet of radioactive iodine.. I really do not wish to take any but they can't just keep me on the same pills.

Radioactive iodine may sound safe but it kills every single thing in my thyroid gland, hence I would have to take this pill call thyroxine for the rest of my life as a replacement of thyroid hormones needed for human daily functions. :/ They have to kill everything to ensure that there won't be any slight risk of getting thyroid cancer. Thinking about it makes me sad.

K, anyways other than that what else?
I brought my ball dress from this shop but it's not a specialized ball shop so they don't do the service of checking if other people have brought that dress from the same school as you. So I have a risk of someone with the same dress as I'm wearing. I'm so scared. It would be so embarrassing and I would cry so hard if someone did. But before that I found the most beautiful dress ever in town! It's royal blue with nice designed jeweled on the top. Its just so amazing. The price of it was $500 and obviously my dad didn't allow :(

Photos later!
I also did some researched and with my fashionista's taste (Suaima) we both decided and booked this lady to do our makeup for us (manhor too). However the two Indians getting hair elsewhere well i'm getting my hair done with this lady.

Ye, so I think i screwed up my biology internal so I have to rush to fix it up ugh :( My teacher is horrible horrible hooorrrible. Done my physics internal last week and chemistry test and English test too. Doing my internal for English at the moment.. ugh. 

Song of the Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U41KPUfOSFk <-- I love this song like crazy <33

P.S Today evening somethings happened HAHA so funny omg. Farah's ... and Suaima's......... cutiex0x0x0x0x0

Online shopppinn''

Hello hello peace to the world.
Okay wow what have I been up to? Well basically school. It's alright my classes. I just wish that sometimes I can just go and make new friends but it's rather difficult.. not an easy thing to do if you're someone that's pretty shy and paranoid all the time (me).
There are some certain people I would like to make friends with without trying to be an annoying bug to them so oh well. :/ there goes my social life.

Anywho I shall tell you who I hang with in my classes: On a monday I have Suaima, Katrina, and Irada for chemistry. Does the teacher count? Oh troy. Then I have maths who I sit next to Olivia and Abi constantly turning around to talk to us cool people (y). & I sometimes talk to Naomi and Azure and Usama. Tutor is gay cause it's stupid. Then interval with da hornyz. In physics I sit with Hanami and sometimes talk to some other people. Oh troy. Then biology with Abi, Suvaana and Talina. Sometimes talk to people in front of us; Jimmy (real asian kid), Josh (nice hair), An Lun (Thanks for putting up with our lazyness) and Denrick (thanks for homework answers when needed). After would be lunch with da hornyz. Then English with Abi, Ariel and Suvaana! And a few other friends.

Yeh I'm like surrounded by friends that are female in my classes. Its okay. I assure you I won't swing in the wrong direction!

Physics is driving me insane... And the practical internal is apparently next week. Yes I'm panicking as I do not understand. Stupid teacher. Maths practice test is this Thursday and I am scared. Must practice! I also got some stupid homework from work. It's like 12 week training planner damiit.

This certain individual is getting to me. It's really annoying and pisses me off ALOT. Makes me feel really worthless and just want to tear. Although that person may not be significant in my life nor 'it's' but still, I hate the feeling of being treated in a bad way and looked in a bad way. Makes me feel so very sad. :(

Hm other than that its mainly school stuff. Ball is also coming soon and I really want to go but boy am I scared of my dad saying no... :/

OH! Yesterday my teal maxi skirt came! From Suaima hahahahahhaahahaha. This is it:

messy room...

My first ever thing I brought online. :') JUST touching the ground sadly ugh :'(

Song of the day:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lxxO7p3HvhI <-- I swear Cars have the best soundtracks <3