Hospitalss

Well i really found what i really want to do : MED SCHOOL. something REALLY hard but yeah i would really love to become a doctor and help see people get better and helping others in need you know? And it would feel so good to have help others. and i really enjoy science to the maxxxxxx (lol max ;D) Yeah. Okay so today i wagged half day. WOOO REBELZ. Jokes. Woke up same time to go ultrasound appointment in startship hospital in auckaldn hospital cause im pregnant. The father is a mystery. no one knows except me.
JOKING! HAHA GOT YOU FOOLED. Of course i wouldnt be pregnant! Im not that stupid. Well I had to go check my thyroid. So the traffic to city was jammed as. So my dad drove like a typical asian cutting through placcessss lols. we went to drop of my sister in uni and mygosh uni students YUMMY. then yeah went to the place and when it came to ultrasound they had to squirt this jelly thing and omg when it touches your skin its so WARMM. dont like that feeling. then yeah i didnt know how to read it. there was like little circles and stuff.... -.- took two consultants to look at my thing. one of the consultant was asian man and if i remembered he was quite hot. lewls. he was nice to me unlike the indian consultant. Yeah the people said that i have little lumps everywhere in my thyroid but its not as serious to the point of getting surgery so yeah. thank the lord :) (Y)Then me and daddy went crusing around looking for food so we went to this malaysian shop called "Blossom Court" and had Kwey Teow and Wan Tan Hor. ITS NICE GUYS!!! And i saw durian ice cream. omg DROOOLS. yeah then went to school during morning tea hehehhee. cbb talking about my school stuff but omg abi and her sticky lollipop saliva .... THAT WAS SICK. okay anyways i had to carry science board UGH FML. stupid peoplee wanting me to bring it back home to draw and color and they didn't even give me coloring pencils!! yeah took it home for nothing and all the embarrassment i had to put up with. omg screw them. and i have to walk to school with that shit. -____-

If you love me, here's what i'll do. I'll take care of you~ DEN DEN DEN DEN DEN DEN I'll be there for you , i'll be there for you, thats for sure.
^LOVE THAT SONG. Yey. Lols farah. OMG Fara indian girl is learning skrillex song on piano <3 SAYA CINTA KAMU BABE <3

Ciaaaaooo amigos~

Photoss

Loool look what i found :P 

Hot girls in uniform

Me and my awesome as friend :') Awh you look so different now!

Heh Year 9 days

take two :D

young life

Abii omgg you look so young and cuteeee look like a 5 year old with lollipop!

screwed up mind -.-

Well i slept at 12 ish last night i think? IDK omg my mind was so screwed. And i woke up at like 12? I think... omg i didn't eveen bother to check the time cause my breakfast/lunch was porridge :'D YUM not the oats porridge its 'congee' lewls typical asian eating typical Asian food equals to true typical Asian. yey :D Okay then i tried to clean my bedroom and fix up my stuff yeahhh. then i did abit of my English work then i stopped cause i just couldn't be bothered anymore. Then i had badminton. OMG i had like no energy!!!!! UGH. my sister was like owning me and i looked noob as in front of the year9 guy in A grade team coaching next to my court. Omg he is so cute, i swear hes going to be hot as in the future. hes so cute , i think hes from Thailand? Looks like thai    to me hahahahaha. abi he is mine so shooo! Okay yeah hes better than me at badminton and hes in higher grade and he coaches next to my court and embarrassed as cause i had no energy to play. Well yeah then at night i had bak ku teh! :DD Omg its this amazing nice soup-y thing work pork ribs and corriander or spring onions and with some veges and fried tofu thing :D Its like malaysian hong kong food i think? But i dont think its hong kong. its malaysian chinese :') So nice to eat it on a cold wintery day heheheehehehe. Speaking of malaysian food im craving for kueh. UGH. Omg that reminded me of sri muka!!! LOLs good times man farah. I want to go back to malaysia!! I hope my results are good and that my dad somehow got enough money so that we can go back to malaysia end of year again yaaayy. Going to try buy nice clothes!! UGH. I swear all there is is asian as clothings... but ima find something like what le padama always link me about forever 21 or Top Shop. hehe. doubt it. but yeahhh. (Y)

Oh i hope i get a job someday. Reasons for a job : - To help daddy out because he's the only one working in my family. secondly is because i want to save up and put in my bank. - thirdly i want to buy nice presents for my families and my friendsss (suaima i will try get you your butitful lindtt) and farah you lingerie. fourthly i want it to look good as i will have more 'experience'. fifthly i want to learn to become more independent because i don't want to always want to rely on someone in the future, or else im screwed. Sixtly i want to hoping using some part of the money to get tuition so i can be smarter HEHE or get piano lessons cause i really want to play a musical instrument but im guessing its too late... :/ I want to go dance lessons secretly HAHA cause i dunno why but i quite like to dance. And get coaching for badminton!!! its so rip off seriously. One hour of coaching you pay 50 dollars. Wow. i bet you the coaches are rich people already. Oh and saving money for future investments too!!

Okay shoot i gotta do my english essay :S Hopefully the fundraisers give me the chocolate boxes and that people would buy it!!!! people still need to sponsor me for fourty hour famine!!! UGHHH only 50cents so far.

ZAI ZIEN <3 再见

Days like thisssss

Well in the morning woke up at 6am but then went to switch my alarm off and went back to sleep for 10 mins. (Lol i swear something isnt right in my sentence) then i had to get ready for hockey practice with le indian suaima and this filo girl who didnt even turn up at all (AIYO) yeah as usual, we were late and ended up running to school. -.- But we weren't the latest at all so yay ran for nothing (Y). But to be honest, it was my fault that me and le indian friend is late cause i was tying my butiful hair that everyone loves (BAHA I JOKE). Yeah it was a pretty productive and meaningful practice which abi missed out, but she didnt had to suffer the freezing weather :S Oh yeah when me and suaima was running i think i was annoying her cause i was talking non stop about bleh de bleh de blah heh and i was cold so i wore a scarf and covered half my face so i look like chinese terorist hhahaha. Yeah hockey was fun ish i guess, people was abit nicer but i can tell its abit fake. But the teacher was very supportive even though i sort of sucked. With suaima's brilliant idea she said i should fund raise to pay my hockey fees. So im thinking about doing that, but idk which chocolates... like those bar ones maybe? Btw i have credit so CALL ME MAYBE xoxoxo wait TXT ME MAYBE XOXO. Oh seems like my other friend livvy came an hour later cause she thought it started at 8am. Ahahaa aiyo so cute. then after practice me and le indian walked home REALLY slowly like grandma strolls. Then went to get ready for school and got dropped off and had to cancel walking with le indian gurl sori <3 Oh got abit sunburnt on my qorgeous face!!!!!! AW NO. UGH.the whole day my face as like pinky ugh.

Okay i had science first which we made origami of DNA :P That was a pretty cruise-y lesson and omg the heater :O SO WARM LOVE THAT CLASS :'D Then morning tea omg aha we just sit on the floor with the other benches sort of in the way of people's pathway but doesnt matter we want the SUN's heat. We'rre cool like that xoxoxox. ok then i had accounting which was pretty average and someone was gonna feel me and omg nada saved the day!!! I was so scared :SSS Okay then maths was like rather funny, was discussing about whether i would go out with this guy (my friend) and i was just like omg no. No. NOO. and some other stuff happened. then lunch time omg when the bell rang for class ABIGAIL FORGOT TO TAKE HER ART FOLDER AND LEFT IT. so i ended up helping her. cause me and indian no2 was having a massive fight whether who holds the folder . so i gave it to abi's friend after school. Hope you got that abi! Okay then after school i had badminton. lol im so fit. OMG HOT BOYS EVERYWHERE! well there was a few :D Tehe. the one i versed wasnt that bad... ahahah he was so nice to me but yeah stuff happened with him and yeah. and spotted three other hot guys too. lewls. i like badminton this year now :P CANT WAIT TILL NEXT FRIDAY. Gonna look preti taht day xox.

Yeah thats sort of my day. gott to do my two essays, two VERY hard quardractic problem solving equations, study for upcoming acccounting internal yeh. I need lip balm... its getting drier. :S also need to remould my mouthguard cause i dont think i sucked it in. i look so funny with it, look like asian steven tyler. -__-

ADIOS AMIGOS~

when you lips touch mine , its the kiss of the night~~

Lewls oh i love that sonnng and that band :') NATHAN IS MOINEEE :DDDD he is so hot. BAHAH whenever i think about that band i think of the bald guy (max i think?) AHA which reminds me of when the indians tried to do a version of it. HAHA and omfg the fail part of all time low hahahahhaha hot as. Okay today was another freezing freezing day which sent shivers down ma spineee (LOL at english today me and suaima was going shiverssss and doing a dance ahahahah that was funny as :D we're so creative in arts ;)I think ima wear thights tomoorrowwww

Okay well today was sad day for meh. sucks. Well this morning i missed out business and went to assembly to have a talk on this group thing called attitude. That guy was really funny, hes really hot is weelll :"D Is he single? AHAHAHA jkkss. but seriously hes goot good as personality, funny goi :) then yeah had english after with indian gurl and we were rushingg to finish our essay, yay worked hard as today except for 10mins lewls. then science~ i rushed my discussion lewls cause omg i rewrote my whole discussion so i had to write really fast. I hope i get Excellence, cause i want to become a doctor, i really like science so much. I dont really want to study accounting and business stuff so i hope i can get into med school :S! Ok so like for english i gott to finish two essays due next week (typed out and printed). then accounting was average, i got the general ledgers, well most of it at least. then i had maths. oh gosh i was like bit of a loner but yeah at least my classmates talk to me aha, and my hair was so static-ky!! Okay then i had hockey practice. It was cold and we did half a block run .. which i dont think it was even half -.- i wanted to run more oh well. but hockey... was sort of saddening. I made a complete fool of myself and people were laughing AT me. wow. thanks. but i dont mind them laughing but i know they're laughing at me cause i suck so much. just cause i cant dribble. and its sad how people in the team bit*h about you for joining the team. And the fees are 60bucks..... ugh -.- how do i ask my dad. So ima think about it. I'll just go training for tmorrow then. then i will decidee then on. stupid retards.... go die :'( Oh when me and indian gurl was walking home i got a free slice of pizza thanks friend :D ohh the socks that we have to buy is 13.50 for one pair of socks. ugh i dont want to even tell my dad about the socks. i'll just pay it with my eftpos card. but omfg my money!!!! ffs please give me a job :'(

OKK now i have to do my two essays, maths homework pages (68 and 69 ;D ) I remembered it cause 69...yup :) bye goissss~ No more sleeping in on fridays cause of hockey. great life -_-

Ciaoooo~

"Up to Me"

UGHHHHH i hate it when parents go 'up to you if you want to buy it but i advice you not to," and like aw man thats what happened to me after school when i was deciding on whether to buy the shin pads in sterling sports.i ended up not buying it and i just brought a mouthguard. suaimsia brought shin pads (30 bux) and mouthguard (10 bux). But omg after school today was fun asssss, we were so noobs, got distracted by girly crap in farmers and other shops like we were going to buy clothes (oh yeah for tmr night's party x0x). yeah and when we were going home fara's dad came to pick us up and we went through a long journey to get back home aha it was funny though. Stupid indian fara girl got a habit of wanting me to put my sexy arms on her steaky legs -.- aiyo. AHA and her icky grimy fingers touched my butiful face!!!!!!!!! she was eating a burger and got sauce on it and started liking her fingers, and she didnt even wash it and it touched ma face omg. dont worry, im all clean now :D Washed my hair and face thoroughly cause of fara stinkyness. heh.

okay so today in the morning i came early to school cause i got dropped off and omg i was earlier and suaima was late and missed farah and i was waiting outside the school gate and omggg when i was waiting for farah i got a phone call. so i clicked disconnect cause it was embarrasing and i didnt know who it was then it called me back again and i accidently clicked answer!! so i answered it. turns out it was very vital phone call, from the starship hospital :OO lols farah thought i got a job offer when she saw me AHAH yeah i wished. Yeah i need to get an ultrasound so they can get a correct measurement of my thyroid. Yeah i was diagnosed with hyperthyroidism last two years ago in december. yeah had a very bad bad bad time with it. i hope it gets better!  Okay yeah omg at english today it was HILARIOUS. Me and suaimasia laughed so much for HALF AN HOURRR. like non stop. Laughing over 'shaima' and our r&b song we wrote and our shisu ;D Good times man really funnnnnn. yeah then science i was a frecking loner cause friends gone to assembly. then yeah accounting i went to anzac assembly and omg mr roy devenski or something like that was so cute! i was actually listening to his one hour speech. lols. it was rather interesting. i was like the only one listening. then maths... ugh -.- boring . i really need to practice. then business. it was funny as but sort of abit gay but i was like texting to people in ma class ahahaha such a loser. that was how bored i was. heh. yeah that is all (Y)

right now im shivering. its soooo cold!!!! today was even more colder than yesterday. i think i should start wearing thights soon. but nah i have hockey training tomorrow, too much to carry lewls :D Btw im in hockey team now YEAH more involvement :D Ohkay i shall do my molding of mouthguard and eat fish oil and my carbimazole (a strong medication to treat hyperthyroidism) and do ma work and yeah. tehe bye gois :D

Toooddles~~~

~Antarctica ~

Omgg today was faaaaa-freezing cold!! I wish we have like nicer and warmer uniform. The jumper doesnt even help! It like goes through you! It would be nice if our skirt was like those short with those patterned ones (scottish pattern?) and omg blazersssssss would be cool as. But noooo we just have to have black skirt and white top and green jumper throughout the year. Lols imagine if people brought blankets to school...... hehehehe thats so warmingg.

So i had science first period and had to continue with the internal and wow i forgot what i was planning to say, cause last night me and suamesia stayed up late to type out what we were going to write, and i dont remember what i wanted to write. cause my copy at the computer is more like professional than what i wrote. and omg i was so late this morning, woke up at 8am and had to prepare in less than 20 minutes and i rushed hard out. okay so i then had accounting, i had a reliever who came to teach us what our original teacher can't teach cause she got herself confused so she was like absent the whole day. i wish i had a better accounting teacher seriously, our internal is next week and i learnt nothing. no one did in our class, we're all going to fail. ITS NOT OKAY TO ASIANS. NOT OKAY. yeah maths was the usual. i brought my homework and the teacher said it was due today and he didnt even check it, woow. brought so much stuff to school for nothing wow. I really think i should study for maths and accounting. of all my subjects i think those need more improvements. The best one that im rather okay good at is science because idk why okay im sucha geek i actually go and research stuff and i find it ................. fun (Y). lewlsss. Okay then business was a pretty chillax day and i helped abit and played on my friend's SII! omg i really want an SII phone right now. then i had english yeah average, i dnt like how we're writing essays ugh -.- After school was freezing coldddd im glad i had a folder to hug. OMG I HATE THE WIND SO MUCH. It like blows your hair side to side up and down then BAZAM EVERYWHERE.

Okaaay yeah loll funnyy i used to imagine that like i was a princess that nobody had known then one day this guy from royal family came to pick me up from my school (yes i know, very cool okay x0x0) then i would be carried away to have a private meeting/reunion with my ... relative , grandma? Yeah lolsss then i would meet a princee lewls. <3 Romance bro. Well that is just the introduction. well not even a FINISHED one. there's more to it but i'll keep it in my head for now :'D Reminds me of princess diaries but except she doesnt GET the guy like she doesn't marry him so no. <3 <3
Okay i be doing my homework ugh, writing essays and studying for accounting and science and maths (someday). Ugh prince come pick me up! :"(

Hazelnut chocolate (Made in Belgium) Its not guylian very nice!

Yesterday ^ Suaima's $2 lindtt and bueno <3