Felt like a changeee

Ahaha so i changed some stuff abit.... cause yeah just felt like changing somethingggg. altho i like the galaxy thing! Thanks abi. :) okay well sorry i wont upload the photosss today but will tomorroww cause ive been studying for my maths test tomorrow! :( i have to do my english essay tomorrow its due like on friday so im quite screwed. busy life this term. last year there wasnt much to do, we get to chill and relaxxx like in fabrics time me and le indian friends do NOTHING AT ALL. thats why this indian teacher hates us. haha fun as time man and our 'grandma rotations' hehehe we are so cuute :'D

Okay so like i did my hair specially today in a side way fish plait and wow my friends didn't believe me that i did it. indian girl no1 (padama) didnt believe me till 3 mins. actually i swear its longer like 10. yeah everyone didnt believed it either. I CANNN DO IT!!!! learnt it of nada last year tehe in english. I miss being a junior! I like being treated like 'awwww you juniors' sort of thing. i miss that. but i hate the green shirt. it made me look gross. ok so yeah. this korean guy that i sort of used to like mann he gives the best hugs ever :'D *DROOLS* that was like three years ago sadly. now hes in america, such a popular guy he is. Hes got good personality and hes a touchy person hahahahahah he called me cute tehehe :') okay idk what i did .. at school. stuff happened and during tutor time i had assembly and omg our principle other dude guy made lame as jokes but i still laughed cause of how lame it was. but yeah and they had the orchestra played a song at the start. i like saxophone you know? my favourite guy is KENNY G :D Hes like the bestttttt! i have like three cds of his songs. and boy oh boy its an easy song to sleep into cause its calms and relaxs your mind. which i think i need it right now. hehehe. well stuff happened today. i havent been writing in my diaries since last week lols sori was busy . now im getting off track with my studying but oh well glad it doesnt worth any credits. oh found out that i got achieved for my maths internal. aw man. at least i passsed... without any CHEATINGGGGGG. not that i cheat anywayssss. but i have accounting internal next week for the whole week :/ i need to study alot. me and nada is planning to hang out to study on sunday, lols yay it would be first time i hang out with her o.o we're probably going to end up taking a billion photos instead of doing work, cause me and her are like ultimate camwhores... lols.

Wish me luck for my test <3
OHH, sorry if my blog doesn't satisfy you... i just felt like a change and like i really like sunsets. i want to watch sunsets with my future boyfrienddddd (Y) like in a nice beach not in nz please. come out husband <3 NAH WHAT.
I shall see yooou party people later ;D Oh everyone listen to Sean Paul - Temperature <-- lewls suaima reminded me of this song not long agooo. hes so woooooooy :D go check it out x0x0
Ciaoooo~

SHERLOCK YEY

OMG I GOT SHERLOCK DISC. No i ain't talking about sherlock holmes. although that is a good movie i reckon :D Oh i need to watch sherlock holmes 2!!!! Okay anyways i got sherlock SHINEE disc. :') lewls. i didnt buy it. The guy that likes me brought it for me as a friendship thing so.... yeah thanks boy :D Suaima was disappointed cause she was waiting for a basket full of her chocolates, but too bad she be not getting any. HAHA. Okay life is weird today. I started tearing in business..... -__- im such a stupidddd girl. I normally don't cry in school time cause i dont want people to see me cry but i couldn't help it today. it just came out like PSSSSSS. yeah you can't hear the sound of it but still. the party people gang i hang with they be so nice :') MY LOVE GOES TO YOU ALL <3 Yeah abi gave me most of her lunch so i owe her, but i dont usually bring much to eat... -.- hm. gott to find some junk food for hungry gorilla. HAHA. (Y) Okay i really need heel cream thing cause my heels are like crackedd badly ugh i hate it when that happens that it cracks in deep and starts to bleed!!!!! thats what happened to me. like last week. TERRIBLE PAIN I TELL YOU.  I took some photos of the sherlock disc btw, i'll show you on tmr's posts.

Omg in the morning i had to carry big white frecking science board to school with HEAVY wind blowing and oh gosh it was an embarrassment of my life. i had to go to year 13 class to put my board aaway and omg they were really hot and they were talking about me saying "Ooh why is this girl doing here" and "hey look" UGHH D': Yeah and i had science so i was late and when i walked in all the seagulls students faces were like HUUUHH O___O ugh. -_- and my hair was screwed up from the wind... so i looked like hantu (ghost). Okay then accounting was pretty okay i guess, the usual. then maths UGH i need maths tuition!! HOT GUY PLEASE TUTOR ME. leewls. Okay but yeah. i really fail. Like you know how with a person that has a slow mind you will find it very very difficult to interpret stuff into your head like word problems. welll its all me. -__- ugh. too hard. my brain cant handle any confusing words. ok then business was sad lyf. then english with le indian girllll, which we had a teacher called koning teaching us about static images lewls. shes very awkward .... well cause she was a lawyer before so everything she says sounds like shes giving some speech ... -__- but shes very pretty!!! i want to be like her, shes very skinny model like too. ugh pretty. ok after school had some major arguments then decided to go accounting after school class with the other indian poo. yeah learnt abit about bank reconciliation <--i cannot say that word.  it was raining too it was icky. hate rain.

Okay i will upload the photos tmr~ Must be getting ready to sleep naoo heehe i should sleep earlier. These days been gettting into txting... :S addictive. if only i had an SII UGH . oh SIII came out. doesnt look as great as SII. -.- i love the secondary cameras omg!

Byeeeee people <3 its raining for the whole of this week great. bye. :D

Hospitalss

Well i really found what i really want to do : MED SCHOOL. something REALLY hard but yeah i would really love to become a doctor and help see people get better and helping others in need you know? And it would feel so good to have help others. and i really enjoy science to the maxxxxxx (lol max ;D) Yeah. Okay so today i wagged half day. WOOO REBELZ. Jokes. Woke up same time to go ultrasound appointment in startship hospital in auckaldn hospital cause im pregnant. The father is a mystery. no one knows except me.
JOKING! HAHA GOT YOU FOOLED. Of course i wouldnt be pregnant! Im not that stupid. Well I had to go check my thyroid. So the traffic to city was jammed as. So my dad drove like a typical asian cutting through placcessss lols. we went to drop of my sister in uni and mygosh uni students YUMMY. then yeah went to the place and when it came to ultrasound they had to squirt this jelly thing and omg when it touches your skin its so WARMM. dont like that feeling. then yeah i didnt know how to read it. there was like little circles and stuff.... -.- took two consultants to look at my thing. one of the consultant was asian man and if i remembered he was quite hot. lewls. he was nice to me unlike the indian consultant. Yeah the people said that i have little lumps everywhere in my thyroid but its not as serious to the point of getting surgery so yeah. thank the lord :) (Y)Then me and daddy went crusing around looking for food so we went to this malaysian shop called "Blossom Court" and had Kwey Teow and Wan Tan Hor. ITS NICE GUYS!!! And i saw durian ice cream. omg DROOOLS. yeah then went to school during morning tea hehehhee. cbb talking about my school stuff but omg abi and her sticky lollipop saliva .... THAT WAS SICK. okay anyways i had to carry science board UGH FML. stupid peoplee wanting me to bring it back home to draw and color and they didn't even give me coloring pencils!! yeah took it home for nothing and all the embarrassment i had to put up with. omg screw them. and i have to walk to school with that shit. -____-

If you love me, here's what i'll do. I'll take care of you~ DEN DEN DEN DEN DEN DEN I'll be there for you , i'll be there for you, thats for sure.
^LOVE THAT SONG. Yey. Lols farah. OMG Fara indian girl is learning skrillex song on piano <3 SAYA CINTA KAMU BABE <3

Ciaaaaooo amigos~

Photoss

Loool look what i found :P 

Hot girls in uniform

Me and my awesome as friend :') Awh you look so different now!

Heh Year 9 days

take two :D

young life

Abii omgg you look so young and cuteeee look like a 5 year old with lollipop!

screwed up mind -.-

Well i slept at 12 ish last night i think? IDK omg my mind was so screwed. And i woke up at like 12? I think... omg i didn't eveen bother to check the time cause my breakfast/lunch was porridge :'D YUM not the oats porridge its 'congee' lewls typical asian eating typical Asian food equals to true typical Asian. yey :D Okay then i tried to clean my bedroom and fix up my stuff yeahhh. then i did abit of my English work then i stopped cause i just couldn't be bothered anymore. Then i had badminton. OMG i had like no energy!!!!! UGH. my sister was like owning me and i looked noob as in front of the year9 guy in A grade team coaching next to my court. Omg he is so cute, i swear hes going to be hot as in the future. hes so cute , i think hes from Thailand? Looks like thai    to me hahahahaha. abi he is mine so shooo! Okay yeah hes better than me at badminton and hes in higher grade and he coaches next to my court and embarrassed as cause i had no energy to play. Well yeah then at night i had bak ku teh! :DD Omg its this amazing nice soup-y thing work pork ribs and corriander or spring onions and with some veges and fried tofu thing :D Its like malaysian hong kong food i think? But i dont think its hong kong. its malaysian chinese :') So nice to eat it on a cold wintery day heheheehehehe. Speaking of malaysian food im craving for kueh. UGH. Omg that reminded me of sri muka!!! LOLs good times man farah. I want to go back to malaysia!! I hope my results are good and that my dad somehow got enough money so that we can go back to malaysia end of year again yaaayy. Going to try buy nice clothes!! UGH. I swear all there is is asian as clothings... but ima find something like what le padama always link me about forever 21 or Top Shop. hehe. doubt it. but yeahhh. (Y)

Oh i hope i get a job someday. Reasons for a job : - To help daddy out because he's the only one working in my family. secondly is because i want to save up and put in my bank. - thirdly i want to buy nice presents for my families and my friendsss (suaima i will try get you your butitful lindtt) and farah you lingerie. fourthly i want it to look good as i will have more 'experience'. fifthly i want to learn to become more independent because i don't want to always want to rely on someone in the future, or else im screwed. Sixtly i want to hoping using some part of the money to get tuition so i can be smarter HEHE or get piano lessons cause i really want to play a musical instrument but im guessing its too late... :/ I want to go dance lessons secretly HAHA cause i dunno why but i quite like to dance. And get coaching for badminton!!! its so rip off seriously. One hour of coaching you pay 50 dollars. Wow. i bet you the coaches are rich people already. Oh and saving money for future investments too!!

Okay shoot i gotta do my english essay :S Hopefully the fundraisers give me the chocolate boxes and that people would buy it!!!! people still need to sponsor me for fourty hour famine!!! UGHHH only 50cents so far.

ZAI ZIEN <3 再见

Days like thisssss

Well in the morning woke up at 6am but then went to switch my alarm off and went back to sleep for 10 mins. (Lol i swear something isnt right in my sentence) then i had to get ready for hockey practice with le indian suaima and this filo girl who didnt even turn up at all (AIYO) yeah as usual, we were late and ended up running to school. -.- But we weren't the latest at all so yay ran for nothing (Y). But to be honest, it was my fault that me and le indian friend is late cause i was tying my butiful hair that everyone loves (BAHA I JOKE). Yeah it was a pretty productive and meaningful practice which abi missed out, but she didnt had to suffer the freezing weather :S Oh yeah when me and suaima was running i think i was annoying her cause i was talking non stop about bleh de bleh de blah heh and i was cold so i wore a scarf and covered half my face so i look like chinese terorist hhahaha. Yeah hockey was fun ish i guess, people was abit nicer but i can tell its abit fake. But the teacher was very supportive even though i sort of sucked. With suaima's brilliant idea she said i should fund raise to pay my hockey fees. So im thinking about doing that, but idk which chocolates... like those bar ones maybe? Btw i have credit so CALL ME MAYBE xoxoxo wait TXT ME MAYBE XOXO. Oh seems like my other friend livvy came an hour later cause she thought it started at 8am. Ahahaa aiyo so cute. then after practice me and le indian walked home REALLY slowly like grandma strolls. Then went to get ready for school and got dropped off and had to cancel walking with le indian gurl sori <3 Oh got abit sunburnt on my qorgeous face!!!!!! AW NO. UGH.the whole day my face as like pinky ugh.

Okay i had science first which we made origami of DNA :P That was a pretty cruise-y lesson and omg the heater :O SO WARM LOVE THAT CLASS :'D Then morning tea omg aha we just sit on the floor with the other benches sort of in the way of people's pathway but doesnt matter we want the SUN's heat. We'rre cool like that xoxoxox. ok then i had accounting which was pretty average and someone was gonna feel me and omg nada saved the day!!! I was so scared :SSS Okay then maths was like rather funny, was discussing about whether i would go out with this guy (my friend) and i was just like omg no. No. NOO. and some other stuff happened. then lunch time omg when the bell rang for class ABIGAIL FORGOT TO TAKE HER ART FOLDER AND LEFT IT. so i ended up helping her. cause me and indian no2 was having a massive fight whether who holds the folder . so i gave it to abi's friend after school. Hope you got that abi! Okay then after school i had badminton. lol im so fit. OMG HOT BOYS EVERYWHERE! well there was a few :D Tehe. the one i versed wasnt that bad... ahahah he was so nice to me but yeah stuff happened with him and yeah. and spotted three other hot guys too. lewls. i like badminton this year now :P CANT WAIT TILL NEXT FRIDAY. Gonna look preti taht day xox.

Yeah thats sort of my day. gott to do my two essays, two VERY hard quardractic problem solving equations, study for upcoming acccounting internal yeh. I need lip balm... its getting drier. :S also need to remould my mouthguard cause i dont think i sucked it in. i look so funny with it, look like asian steven tyler. -__-

ADIOS AMIGOS~

when you lips touch mine , its the kiss of the night~~

Lewls oh i love that sonnng and that band :') NATHAN IS MOINEEE :DDDD he is so hot. BAHAH whenever i think about that band i think of the bald guy (max i think?) AHA which reminds me of when the indians tried to do a version of it. HAHA and omfg the fail part of all time low hahahahhaha hot as. Okay today was another freezing freezing day which sent shivers down ma spineee (LOL at english today me and suaima was going shiverssss and doing a dance ahahahah that was funny as :D we're so creative in arts ;)I think ima wear thights tomoorrowwww

Okay well today was sad day for meh. sucks. Well this morning i missed out business and went to assembly to have a talk on this group thing called attitude. That guy was really funny, hes really hot is weelll :"D Is he single? AHAHAHA jkkss. but seriously hes goot good as personality, funny goi :) then yeah had english after with indian gurl and we were rushingg to finish our essay, yay worked hard as today except for 10mins lewls. then science~ i rushed my discussion lewls cause omg i rewrote my whole discussion so i had to write really fast. I hope i get Excellence, cause i want to become a doctor, i really like science so much. I dont really want to study accounting and business stuff so i hope i can get into med school :S! Ok so like for english i gott to finish two essays due next week (typed out and printed). then accounting was average, i got the general ledgers, well most of it at least. then i had maths. oh gosh i was like bit of a loner but yeah at least my classmates talk to me aha, and my hair was so static-ky!! Okay then i had hockey practice. It was cold and we did half a block run .. which i dont think it was even half -.- i wanted to run more oh well. but hockey... was sort of saddening. I made a complete fool of myself and people were laughing AT me. wow. thanks. but i dont mind them laughing but i know they're laughing at me cause i suck so much. just cause i cant dribble. and its sad how people in the team bit*h about you for joining the team. And the fees are 60bucks..... ugh -.- how do i ask my dad. So ima think about it. I'll just go training for tmorrow then. then i will decidee then on. stupid retards.... go die :'( Oh when me and indian gurl was walking home i got a free slice of pizza thanks friend :D ohh the socks that we have to buy is 13.50 for one pair of socks. ugh i dont want to even tell my dad about the socks. i'll just pay it with my eftpos card. but omfg my money!!!! ffs please give me a job :'(

OKK now i have to do my two essays, maths homework pages (68 and 69 ;D ) I remembered it cause 69...yup :) bye goissss~ No more sleeping in on fridays cause of hockey. great life -_-

Ciaoooo~