storiess

so i was just reading my friend's blog and omg she like linked quite a few websites that makes me think and reaally wonder about what im going to do with my life, not just with careers and all but the choices too. This website abi linked was reaaally meaningful!
http://blog.stevengriggs.com/2012/07/are-you-nummified.html
This otheer youtube video she linked me made me want to cry! but i didnt but i really wanted to but i hate crying.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qX9FSZJu448
people make it seem so easy to chase after their dreams but when you're actually doing it... its alot of hard woooooork! && lol im not the hopeful type, im the type that tends to give up fairly easily :/

So this morning got up rather early, earlier than usual to get ready for school. Got changed into mufti (yes its mufti day!) and i wore my maroon top from cotton on and singlet underneath cause its like see-through! &with black leggings. yeah so me and suaima went to farah's and we raided her room and we got dropped off at school, IN THE SAME CAR. & omg im glad no one actually wore the top that i wore... cause EVEERYONE has it, only one person wore it lol, it was awkward as. but i dont think she saw me so PHEW!
so went to science and did some work on atoms and the electrons stuff. then went to accounting and it was this guy's birthday so we decided to make this paper card :) it was rather fun ish, still hating on my teacher. after that it was totara assembly -___- so boring! well we have new deans and all and idk they are ... boring. then morning tea with hornyzzzz on the floor cause everyone took our benches. then went to maths late and did some angles problems. then went to economics and we had a reviler so we did book work -___- UGH. but i actually did my work lools.
then lunch time, & we took some retarded videos and photos (Y) then english with suaimaah, and we were writing our introduction essay and ugh its so boring! we should be watching V for Venditta like more than twice to write down more notes okay. then bell, and it was raining and at one point suaimah screamed "FAAAAAAAAAAARAH!" it was real loud, first ive ever heard. its funny as! then got into farah's van and we were planning to go home but then our plans changed, which was going to farah's house for awhile and we were with abi's husband and venditta and others in the car lools. PARTY~
it wasnt awkward when the door was closed next door, dont think they heard anythingg cause they had some loud stuff going on themselves so we did our usuals, tackling and cuddling etc. then walked to the dairy before going back home and farah got milkyway, suaima got moro gold, and i got packet of coca cola lollies LOLS. went home and ugh have to prepare for dinner and cook it.-.-

okay that is all :D AHA. what a life i have! i was assigned with maths homework pages but idk what they are so ... oh well :D

SONG OF THE DAY:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zrdalEKyUjI <--- i love the reggae version! its so chilling!
I STILL CAN'T GET OVER NERO - PROMISES. best dupstep ever!

anyone else gets buttcramps like my booys above? WELL I DO AND ITS THE MOST PAINFUL SHIT EVER IN LIFE (besides giving birth). i had it like this year at home and i screamed my ass off at home :)

buzz

helllo party people! bonjour! guten tag! ok i stop with these languages.
so like today was a rather avo day, but something just kills the buzz sort of so meh. so this morning got up i was EXHAUSTED and hesitated to get up and brush up for school :( so got ready and walked with indian girls to school and went to accounting for period 1. it was pretty fuun ish cause some people are rather hilarious to talk to, but our teacher was shit so no one pay attention to her. theres no point when she doesn't teach well? OMG USANE BOLT WON! omg i love that Jamaican babe<3 sorry i dont know how to spell his name properly. anyways i then have maths with nada and we did some 10mins work on this new thing to geometry and i swear we are WAAAAAAY too ahead of everyone else? we do things like x10000 earlier than the other class, ugh we move on too fast! didnt do any work cause we needed a protractor so yay! then got our results back for the graphs and tables test and ugh i got A! :( i keep getting As for maths. its not good. but i was close as to merit.. ugh! cause of one bloody graph i got A... what kind of shit?
okay then i had tutor which was boring as ever. then i had morning tea with hornyz. & LOL iara's hubby was running around us chasing someone so we all decided to make iara stand out, "ARE YOU SPANISH? CAN YOU TEACH US SOME SPANISH WORDS?" okay that was funny ok. then i had economics and we just did some stuff. and then i had english with suaima and we finished watching V for Venditta. but i dont have much useful quotations or scenes things. :/
then lunch time with the hornyz for half the lunchtime, gave suaima her late birthday present. yes it was the black chiffon with lace collar :) lols sorry i sort of tried it cause i needed to see how it looks like but turns out good! glad she likes it. lool before i was thinking to get her chocolate lindt balls but wasnt worth it for $25! i rather get an item that lasts longer.
then i had science and we took notes and did some activities.
then after school we pineapple lumps went to saveway for farah's noodles things, she brought this korean udon and yumyum chicken. the korean udon i bet you should would die. its so AMAZING. yumyum chicken is nice but duck flavour is way beetter, trust me. then went home and look at outfits for mufti day tomolo then did exercise and the usuals :)

aiyo sometimes those buzz killers kills your days. its so gay seriously-.- farkkkkkking okay :) OMG iara looks sooo good with her fringe up! im so jealous ... it looks AMAAZING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok shhh!

GOODNIGHT YOU ALL. have to get up extra early for farah pooo :)

la la la la la la love la la la la la la love me.

anyone want to guess what that song is? its been stuck in my head for this whole week! credits to the this father who goes out with his daughter cause he posted it on facebook ahahahah! im joking about the father and daughter part of course, cause like the daughter is like SHORT as like the girlfriend. okay well today is my brother's 19th birthday! :) oo this makes me cry :') JOKES but like yeah hes grown alot. so today got up to go to church without my brother then came back home and ate. then went out with le family but this time without my oldest sister.

we went to botany and went to shop at paknsave and GUESS WHAT? FARAH SHAME WE BROUGHT CRAB STICKS! yummmy. its like my favourite thing everrrr, its good if you put it with soup noodles <3 well asians does it. then we went to the conservatory area. went to no1 shoe warehouse and ugh wth! its so expensive for cheapppp brands. then went to postie to look at nail polish then omg they dont have any more of the blue colour i want! ITSS AMAZING.

i wanted to get this one! it was on offer for $5 lols

i love blue colour like these for nails <3

okay then we went pass this man who was busking and OMG! i wanted to tear! he was blind and he was singing some nice songss and awww he was so cute. i was staring ALOT cause its so sweet. then we saw some people selling those cadbury fundraiser chocolates! LOL my dad suggested that i should go around in the mall and ask -____-. hell no. then we went to diva and omg these intermediate kids loook like sluts. like HARD out ones. thick as lashes and thick eyeliner with thick straight hair... :s with some lip gloss or lip stick? it was ugly. and they had like funky as nail polish on and one of them wore orangey short shorts and crap... :s so ugly... then we went to hallensteins! and it was fun picking out jackets for my brother. took us awhile and we got him this leather jacket for $50 :) its nice as. my dad brought this slim fit tshirts for $10 and my bro got another stripe tshirt for $10. wow what a bargain! it was like on sale. and mm the counter dude was talking to me and my bro about our days and life LOL. rather hot i reckon. and omg this other guy who served me and my sister when we brought the tshirts was FLAMMING. i would love to work there but you have to dress like idk good as, as in SLUTTY. the girls wore dresses and slutty stuff but thats my style! ;"D the guys wore nice stuff.
then me and sista went around while dad and bro went to farmers. and omg! me and sister wanted to get this maroon coloured trenchcoat from jayjays for $20! but dad said it was shit so boohoo :"( then yeah went home and slept and ate and watch the olympics. AND WOW i started laughing so hard cause this guy that won for 10000m was called Mohammad Farah. and i posted it on facebook and got so many likes. wow popular azzzz x0. then went out for dinner at "Xing Ping Restaurant" in meadowlands. its shanghai food. its SO GOOD. we ordered beef, chicken, pork with vege and tofu. its like one of the best chinese restaurant here i reckon. theres a new malaysian restaurant in meadowlands. funny how i saw my auckland panumure hairdresser lady, shes also malaysian and omg shes really pretty and the son is young and CUTE. hes so hot. *pedo alert* then went to countdown near by and brought kiwi fruit and saw some family friends of ours. then went home. :D no cake unfortunately.

here are some photos of the things i got yesterday:

cotton on on sale $20 :') halved with le sister.

valleygirl $18. halved with le sister too. makes me look asian as lols doesnt matter stil l nice.

$20 i think valleygirl. there was a beige-y pink but wont suit somethings 

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yTctjY7L4tg  <-- been stuck in my head. i am loving his new songs! getting mature now hehe, hes grown up to be a fine young lady. JOKES ok not hating.

TO LE BROTHER: (although he wont know): HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT DAY WITH ME and family too hehehe and patrick and i says :

$$ CHA-CHING

well again i slept late ugh! woke up to the slaps from my dad in the morning. so woke up ate and like got ready to go sylvia park with le dad and sister. then we went to the warehouse and my dad brought hair dye mousse it was buy one get one free on schwarzkopf. and wow my dad agreed to dying my sister's hair!! so she brought chocolate brown and dad got black. wow.. im allowed to! but im scared to dye my hair so maybe not now.... :s and er got pimple cleanser (clean and clear). then me and sister ditched dad to go around looking at clothes and stuff.

we looked around, nothing much then went to Lovisa and sister brought 3 items for $10 for her frienddsss, she brought this blue nice necklaace, similar to our feathery ones. and she brought these two nicceeee as feather earrings! shes keeping one to herself loools. its so pretty omg. ok then we went to other places and i saw some people from school, awkwarddd. then went around places then came to cotton on and omg!!!! me and my sister halved the price of this chiffon blouse maroon coloured one with gold buttons for $20 so $10 each. its sooooooooo nice. might wear that for mufti.
then we went to other placesss then went to valleygirl :D OMG I CANT FIND MY DRESS I LOVE SO MUCH :"( ugh they better be back and be on sale. from valley girl i got two other chiffon thingys. one of them looks reaaally asian on me lols, me and sister halved the price for that one again. and i got this other black chiffon thing with lace collar for some particular reasonss.

then went to pakuranga and me and sister got dropped off at the plaza to look for a present for my brother's birthday tomorrow (technically today cause its like past 12am already). and we went to hallensteins and found some nice cardigans and jackets, we're going to bring him there to let him choose so yeah. how nice. he better be good to us after that LOL! && tomorrow we're going out for dinner at night <3 then we went home. and dad left for his usual badminton, then sister went to friend's house and leaving me with my bro and other sister at home. i was so boreeeeeeeeed ugh.

so i had soup noodles for dinner hehe yummy! my dad's leaving to malaysia sooon like near the end of this month! going to start giving him a list of my needs and wants :)

okay so this whole evening and night i've been watching rooftop prince and its the best korean drama you'll ever seeen. its HILARIOUS omg i literally started laughing non-stop for like 2-3 minutes out loud. thats how funny it is. (farah i suggest you watch it, its CRACK UP).

SONG(s) OF THE DAY:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=llDikI2hTtk <-- BEST DUPSTEP EVER. SERIOUSLY, NO JOKE. ITS THE BEST DUPSTEP. ugh i love this song like craaaaaaaaaaaaaaap ugh! its amazing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFTvbcNhEgc <-- i also love this song, its amaaazing! its so like relaxing too. it . is . not . indie . :D

Ohhhmygoodness Key what is this amazing dance you're doing? AHAHA JONGHYUN omg. and minho you cute. :)

GOAAAL

okay well today was a rather exciting tiring day ahaah!
okay so here's my friday life: slept late last night, slept at 1ish omg stalking my people and omg i woke up this morning feeling SO TIRED OMG. no sleep aiyo! even though we had late starts on friday i was just so tired. so glad i missed out morning hockey training!

okay so went to school and had science firstttt and we did stuff about atoms and periodic tables. then i had tutor gay as shit. then i had accounting and it was fuuuuun cause we were slacking off and idk we wasn't assigned with that much work so yay. teacher was getting pissed as lool and OMG this asian guy in my class ugh hes so fob i tell you! he quickly ran to the teacher with his mouth covered saying "miss! miss! im choking! im choking, going bathroom!" in some fobby accent and his face was red as!!!!! and omg the most typical thing he could ever do is RUNN LIKE AN ASIAN. omg. ugh dying of embarrassed! and i have like gangster as guys in my class and they were like "ooh you alright mateee? ahaha" and starts laughing. ugh aiyo. then i had maths and we just did stuff on SOHCAHTOA again but harder questions. and omfg! wth we are moving on so fast!!! we learn about phytagorus for two periods and SOHCHATOA for two periods. now we're on to something harder that i havent done or heard of. wth. we are moving on too fast ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so annoying cause my teacher moves on really fast, assuming everyone knows everything.
then i had lunch and only 3 of the horny people turned up and we hanged and yup. then i haad economics and we got to slack off! yay! we played this board game called something mint? yeah it was kinda boring. but no work hooraay!
yeah then walked home with le padama, and got home, rang the doorbell like 15 times and knocked impaitently waiting for someone to answer but guess what? NO ONE WAS HOME! so i kept 798 my dad and my sister and yeah waited like half an hour UGHHHHHHHHH LIFE! then i started getting changed and ate food. then went to sua's then got dropped at lep and we were warming up and omg suaima saw her clan, yes INDIAN. a group of them looking at suaima with wide eyes and their jaws dropping to the ground. it was hilarious.

and omg we were versing mac and we're pak. lol get it. MACPAK (mac pac) the shop! LOL. ok. at first i was a sub and it started drizzling. then i was put as right half and omggg good game man good game! we won 2-0! and wow thinking about it now we've improved alot, lol i have.. for sure. from not being able to dribble and controlling the ball ahahah to now :) && omg the ball kept coming near me so i had to pass the ball and i stopped the ball and er tackle people near me with the ball ahaha that was fun! and people actually complimented me for the FIRST TIME. they said i did very very good with the passing and stopping and tackling..:') that made me really happy.. i feel like maybe i should keep going with hockey after all! still need to buy a stick. so expensive! its like $100+ for fiberglass ugh.
going to wait for sales LOL.

okay so im like watching olympics right now and OMG MAHE DRYSDALE won gold medal for rowing yay so proud of him, he deserves it. he got bronze in china olympics cause he was really sick, poor thing! and omg the men doubles rowing won gold too! and right now im watching black sticks (NZ) verses netherlands lols. we've scored one so far yay. now my muscles hurt... :s

okaay goodnightyo party people!
god bless you all cuuties<3

what i looked like when we scored two goals :D

FREEDOM

well tonight is like the FIRST night ever that i wasnt assigned with any homework at all!!!! omg yay thanks. so all i did for 'relaxation' was being some fangirl and stalking kpop groups. and i was like stalking lee gikwang hard core. omg hes would be the first guy i would pick to be with. hes just amazing inside and out! omg out.. and out wooooooooooow ugh yuummy!

from midnight sun photoshoot <3

AHHHHHHHHH AMAAZINGGG

ok im going crazy omg, and im still up at 12.40am!!! omg this maddness got to stop! i need to sleep but i just cant help it lol. and i was like stalking other bands like super junior and leetuk would be my favourite one. this be him: 

ook omg lols. okay well today wasnt that intresting. and i think for once i was looking forward to my classes for learning. LOL. idk why? something wrong with me? i dont know. i had eco test first period and it was rather easy and then i had english where we watched V for Venditta. then tutor was gay. then i had science and we're starting new topic of acids and bases!! yeeeyuh. and we got new books!!! omg i love the feeling of new smooth book. it feels so good. then i had accounting and it was fuun cause we didnt do any serious work and we got to slack off, fun fun. then lunch me and olivia was lost people in the rain look for party peoplez that left. then bell rang for maths and we were doing SOHCAHTOA. pretty cruuusie-y day i reckon. not much intensive braining thinking involve today so it was good. then after school was hockey practice and yeah went saveway to buy chips cause i was starving then got home and went to prepare dinner and cooked the usual -.- asians dishes LOL.
"ma pou tao fu" its like tofu with kacang penas :) very nice very nice. & stir fry cauliflower with carrots. and omg i like baby carrots. the big carrots tastes yuckier raw. i think ima start going on diet. and decrease the portion of what i eat :) guys help me out and if i ask for food? dont give it to me!

adios amigoooos! i shall go and sleep and dream about my boys<3
peace out brathass.

SONG OF THE DAY:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=brnCe8lL7l4 <-- Although this group is having some major problemsss right now i stilll quite like this song. poor hwayoung!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pLZ_Y-4XU8k <--- he reminds me of jay park.

okay i shall stop my kpop obsession now.

'remember remember the firth of november"

ohmyyy its stuck on my head! We were doing film study for english and that was said by V and omg its stuck on my headdddd! i lov ehis voice.. so manly and deep reeeowwr :"D i like that. hehe.
okay so last night i slept so late!!! at 1am!!!! ugh so bad, cause i was doing abit of my science internal and got distracted by music and facebook ugh.
so i woke up as tired as everrr (lol wut does that even make sense?) well i was so tired ugh! then did daily routines and walked to suaima's without and umbrella and using my book as shelther. went to english watched V for Venditta. then science finished my report internal omg i stayed behind cause like i didnt quite finished and i was panicking and shaking and my hands was like sweating and i couldnt write properly cause it was too shaky so my handwriting looked shit towards the end as i was rushing. And omg ugh we had an assembly so i was dyinggg in my mind so i rushed so badly and farah was waiting outside LOL then me and her and cianne rushed to assembly and luckily there was JUST three seats left at the back. lucky us! farah and her international kitty boy sat next to him and she claims to have romance as she gave the paper to him. he looks like the guy that pronounce my name "shawin". hes so cute! but i rather not say the name ahahah!
then er morning teazzz with part of the hornyz then accounting was boringgg but it was funny omg. this guy eric omg there was this question we were doing cause we were playing some accounting quiz game and omg there was this question saying "where was the olympics held in 1996?" and AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA he said "WELLINGTON!" omg i was laughing sooo hard omfg. not being mean or anything but he states the obvious alot and the teacher gets so annoyed with him.... ALOT. cause he bombards her with questions for everything lols.
then maths with le nada pants and we were doing pyhtagoras therom, easy as!
then lunch with part of hornyz againnn and we shared some food loool it was yummy the food. it was just like bars LOL.
then errr went to economics, and did revision for practice test tomorrow morning! omg wish me luck, im scared. i dont know anythingggggg. here i am on the computer not studying... i should really be studying but idk i cbb im so tired! and its like almost 12am. :"( oh olympics was also a distraction! i was watching rowinggg, judo and stuff. nz lost to germany for judo-.- women doubles nz came third, auussie's beat them JUSSSTTTT. i love olympics so fun, all these excitement ahaha!

okay i shall go
sayonara party people <3 sleep tighttt dont let the bugs bite heheheh.

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WNnkbwFo9hU <-- for those kpop lovers <3 gott to love them!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ieWOb34bzZs <--- last one! :DD very nice.

I am loving this dress so much!!!! farah showed it to me and i was like ":KAJHSDSFAS".