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best day everr

look how happy everyone was

i really loooove this photo, even though i look shit

im the girl on ma mother's lapp hehe im so chubby

family photo, guess where i am :D with grey top eheh

mummy you poserr

i see no resemblences between my mother and me ahaha

guess whoooo, lool i look nothing like herr

lol yes im the chubby kid in some sailor dress with mother and oldest sis

shes so pretty sadly i look nothing like her

sorry you'll have to turn your heads. hehe its me and my mother

idk why im at depressed state ughh ive been dreaming about my mother lately and ugh it makes me cry ffffffff-
just looking through photos and yah. it seem so weird and unbelievable how shes not here? lols im so chubby, please excuse me fattness and asian eyessss. its weird how i dnt look like my mother though, i wish i looked more like her dammmmmmmmmit i hate my shoulders and face and legs omggggggggggggggg. ya what a great memory it was. i wish i could tell her my everyday life and whats happening at school and all. shes prob will be the only person i would cry aboutt, if i did cry about anyone else that is abnormall o.o lols i'll punchh that person then.
okokokok ima try loose weight and be skinnyyyy DETERMINATION. now i feel like playing with laternss, omg good times! we used to go down the street in malaysia with our laterns. and our house was HUGE and we were the ones that always held the parties so there was 5 long big tables with food :DD ehehehehehehe good times, i miss malaysia now!!!!!! i wish i know my friends LOL i forgot them. wonder how they look like now.