dying of boredom

today i went church and came back and ate lunch which was white congee with this pork thing with this vege. it was really good with rendang! yeahh that was nice then went out to do grocery shopping and went sylvia park. me and sis went window shopping while dad goes to pak n save.
Omg we went ValleyGirl and omg!! i tried on this dress that costed $40 and it was so ncieeeeeeee i want it so badly, but like its expensive... :"( OH JOB COME TO ME.

the beautiful dress i want from ValleyGirl! $40 ... keen to buy? no ? okay.

then we went to other shops and we came into jayjays and omg the coloured jeans were on sale! they were $20 each and aw man we didnt buy it.. oh well. this is sad... and there was wollen jumpers on sale 2 for $40. so $20 each is cheappp! but ... decided not to ask dad.. or else he would feel sad and guilty for not able to buy us the stuff we want. plus he would say no -.- aw mannn. yeah then stuffff.
went home and i was being an annoyance, calling people to hang out with me but no one was allowed GAYYY. then i just stayed at home watched "heartstrings" YAY.
then yeah attempt to do my speech... and only made like 3 sentence progress omg. i will do it tomorrow, im so tired. i told damian i will sleep earlier LOL but failed. okok.
i am currently watching this movie called Final Destination and omg its so gross! This lady who was on a roller coaster with her friends and boyfriend and she had a vision that the ride collapsed and all and everyone died. and yeah so she got off and all. then slowly one by one the friends die in front of her and she slowly discovers whats happening so she's trying to save them from dying. one blonde girl died in the tanning booth thing omg yuck! she got stuck there. then some other girl died cause she tripped and the staple gunned her head alot of times oh yuck. there was more sicker ones. oh yuck and this girl got stabbed from a flying flag pole thing!! yuck and blood splattered.

Photos from before:

my first lindt lols from like last three weeks ago ish? with farah and suaimaj

the blue feather necklace i got last time $5 from equip :D

i wanted to get this colour raglan.. but they didnt have XS. that was size S.

okay i shall get more sleep omg! HOLIDAYS I LOVE YOU.
Selamat malam you all chantik people!

karma

okay today was so screwed up.
woke up and went to motat with family and omg it was quite boring... looked at aircrafts and all and olden style homes and all. and at one point i got angry at my sister cause she was being really selfish... and i started swearing like mad and i kicked the wall LOL.
then after motat we went to Golden Harbour this asian restaurant which is 2nd best asian restaurants!!! its quite posh too. havent been there since last year when my aunties and uncles were here. we decided to eat abit there and try the other restaurant nearby called Crystal Harbor or something. it was quite nice and omfg its so POSH! everything seriously. yeahhh then after that we were planning to watch a movie in aotero square so my bro and oldest sis went home to grab it and come back. so me and my other sis went around the asian town in downtown. while my dad goes skycity.
then half an hour - to an hour later my sister got a phone call from dad saying he lost his house keys cause my bro and oldest sis that when home didnt have any house keys on them either so we were screwed. bro and oldest sis went back to skycity to pick me, sister and dad up and we went to the restaurants from before to look for it, didnt have it though.
we went home and we got screw driver in the car and went in the garden and got an old desk that was half broken and chairs that were supposed to be thrown away and a stool and a rubbish bin to stack to reach up to the window from the dinning room. when it was unscrewed my oldest sister did a ninja climb and went in! SUCCESS. Yah karma i tell you. shouldnt of rage.

When me and sister was at downtown omg the asian clothing there are so ripp off!! they are nice though a jumper thing was $149 :DD yay with a discount of 20% wow! -__-
but omg there's this shop that's new and its called Japanese Cosmetics and something else idk but omg its soooooo nice!! theres like shelves after shelves of different hair dye colours and rows after rows of false lashes. and row after rows of makeup and wigs and all. and everything a japanese girl would have and use. there this perfume that i love so much there, me and my sister was dying!! it was prob the best perfume ever. better than those branded ones too. and i want the liquid eyeliner! i really want to get white eyeliner.. for the inner corners of the eyes. and there was some asian clothing in the corner. and this dress was so damn nice and short omfg my type. and there was high heels omg so nice!!!! i want them. came out with nothing . yay -__-.
I also want brown natural looking colour contact lenses... cause my pupils are really small and they look shit when you have big eyes. maybe i should ask my cousin .. shes got nice contact lenses :OO
Yeah i hope we do go downtown again next two weeks time so me and sister can go explore :DD

Dont you just hate it when you go to a store and the shop keeper follows RIGHT BEHIND YOU. so annoying and awkward ugh. that happened to me in the japanese cosmetic store.. this pretty asian tall lady was following us and trying to convince me and sister to buy ahaha. shes pretty caked her face.

yeah i am currently looking up 2nd hand cars online trying to get a price lower than $3000. have to get some old ugly budget ones! its for an internal :'( SHIZ i should be doing my speech first!

btw lool ive been doing research on this mutation called Progeria. Its so wow. :o
Selamat malam you all :)

a;dkfjas;dklf

healthy healthy

best day everr

look how happy everyone was

i really loooove this photo, even though i look shit

im the girl on ma mother's lapp hehe im so chubby

family photo, guess where i am :D with grey top eheh

mummy you poserr

i see no resemblences between my mother and me ahaha

guess whoooo, lool i look nothing like herr

lol yes im the chubby kid in some sailor dress with mother and oldest sis

shes so pretty sadly i look nothing like her

sorry you'll have to turn your heads. hehe its me and my mother

idk why im at depressed state ughh ive been dreaming about my mother lately and ugh it makes me cry ffffffff-
just looking through photos and yah. it seem so weird and unbelievable how shes not here? lols im so chubby, please excuse me fattness and asian eyessss. its weird how i dnt look like my mother though, i wish i looked more like her dammmmmmmmmit i hate my shoulders and face and legs omggggggggggggggg. ya what a great memory it was. i wish i could tell her my everyday life and whats happening at school and all. shes prob will be the only person i would cry aboutt, if i did cry about anyone else that is abnormall o.o lols i'll punchh that person then.
okokokok ima try loose weight and be skinnyyyy DETERMINATION. now i feel like playing with laternss, omg good times! we used to go down the street in malaysia with our laterns. and our house was HUGE and we were the ones that always held the parties so there was 5 long big tables with food :DD ehehehehehehe good times, i miss malaysia now!!!!!! i wish i know my friends LOL i forgot them. wonder how they look like now.

happy holidays!

YUSS no school, time for relaxation. Well yesterday (lol cause its like midnight already) woke up late ughhhhhh i was frecking tired! So i rushed like mad and got ready and didnt get to eat or drink anything so i was a starving child and i got dropped off to school yey.

okay i had maths first and it was like meh, got to do anything we want sort of, we still had to do text bookwork. me and nada were discussing about whos hot and all and she was showing me some random people on facebook ahaha, stalking on facebook is so easy! then i had an assembly for mr crosby! it was his farewell assembly just for him :D it was soo cute, there was photos of him when he waas 5 years old and 7 and 15 and like when he first joined pak college and omg! his mustache and old fashioned glasses. cutttee pie! yeah mrs olde srijier (dunno how to spell) shes leaving cause she be having a baby! so both dean and assistant dean gone and getting replaced...our new dean is Mr Brent the cool pe teacher :DD yeay! I thought it was Mr bennit that was going to be our asst dean but idk olivia said it wasnt. and Mr Ardern said it might be Miss Davies(shes so frecking pretty!).
then it be mrnz tea then i had economics and omg yay we got pizza there was like 15 boxes? there was alot of pepperoni. a few Hawaiian pizzas and one vegetarian lols, cause the people that were eating it can eat meattt and the vegetarians didnt pay for it so yeh. wasnt worth it we all had to chipped in three dollars and i had three slices... one dollar a slice wow. -.- and you can get a whole pizza for 4.90. my teacher is just trying to ripp us off by making profit for himself, selfish ass.-.-
Then i had english and meh did no work, need to do ma speech omg!
then lunchzz meh. chucking rubbish in the air.

then i had science and it was alright, we watched "Gattaca" about cloning which was related to our topic on designer babies. it was pretty good at the start, since we only got 1/4 way through. i need that movie!!! ughhhh someone got a copy? yeah then we went back to tutor for junior reports then got picked up to go badminton. and yeah we won. the girl i versed for singles is an angus bird.. when she loses she gets angry... and she er.. chucked the shuttle away from me.. and lol she didnt passed the shuttle to me so i had to walk under the nets and walk on her court to get the shuttle and go back to my side. what kind of shit? yeh then i got picked up to go back home and i showered and got ready for potluck with family friends :) it was not badd actually, and omfg the food was gooood. my dad cooked noodles, asian noodles ftw! and er beef redang! yeh yum. and the cooked curry rendang and chapati with curry and fried rice and yeh. it was good. desserts was AMAZING OMG. Auntie melissa makes the besttt bakery omfg. she sells it out in her spare time, she had breast cancer..they are like half kiwi and half malaysian family ahaha. she made pineapple cheesecake and its amazing we had it with the choices of ice cream flavours we wanted. :) i had chocolate ripple. amazing stuff.
and omg they have three international students in their house studying and preparing for uni. they built this separate small house thing next to the back door sort of beside the deck and its SO NICE omg. it took them like half a year or so to finish it. looks amazing the layout and all even though it may be abit small. its like three bedroom and one bathroom. two chinese from china and one japanese. they were nice people. except one chinese she look angry bird no expression at all lols.
yeah had a night ride on the way back! so tired omg, im dying right now. its really really cold. im going to motat tomorrow with my family yeay. idk what it is but lolsssss.

byeeee people, :D  yeay 800+ views already

things to do:
1)accounting internal
2)english speech on discrimination
3)science research homework
4)study for maths (parabola and gradient and all about stats and algebra) need to get good grades for externals or else im screwed
5)OMG MY COURSE SELECTIONS FOR NEXT YEAARR. cant forget it.

another day without both indians

STUPID PEOPLE DECIDE NOT TO COME TO SCHOOL. the indian who wagged yesterday didnt come again cause she had to do her art thing. the other one ... -.- just wagged. i called her at 8 no one picked up. i called twice. then i decided to call her cellphone and she picks up with some dying dead girl's voice saying no one is awake, im not coming to school, so tired. yeah so i walked to school by myself for once o.o i was soo late!!! i had to power walk so fast. and the weather was so shit today it was bloody cold and the weather has frecking mood swings! Hate those weathers seriously. i went english and we listened to other people speech exemplers on dvd, but it was from students back in 2003 ish from other schools. some were amazing some were shit. ahahah! this girl got Merit but she sucked, it was too personal about her family about how sad life was cause of her sister being annoying and how she have to deal with alot of people etc. and this NA girl did it on egyption mummies and it was hilarious! my teacher thought it was a boy ahahahahah offensive! and she was reading it off an A4 large paper as her cue cards with monotone -.- yeah and others. then i had science, i took shortcut and omg LUCKILY as i got to the shelter i started bursting with heavy showers!! thank the lord. :D then i had science and we watched a movie about Human Cloning, called "The Island" and boy i love that movie! ive seen it alot of times, and i still love it. i really love those kind of movies too. hehe
we havent finish watching it yet but we arent watching it again :"( sad.
then i had tutor and it was gay as. then morning tea with abi, iara, olivia. the cool non-waggers. then i went to accounting and did practice test and far out i suck i dont get it! stupid BDA.
then i had maths and ugh i need to study more. i need to get a Merit or Excellence for my algebra externals and at least an Achieved for graphs external or else i cant get into 12MAT which will eventually lead me to choose between stats and calculas. i need calculas so badly! so i have to get into 12MAT not 12MAI for dumber people. new standards :"(
then i had lunch and hang with those ppl again this time half way through the maori camee. then i had economics. and boring as ever, doing book work while teaching do markings for test. idk my result yet though. yeah after school, i walked home by myself. but then halfway i walked with dinyar! :D not alone as much but the weather was terrible!!!! it was freezing cold with heavy blasts of wind. like dafaq man. yeh.
On friday in economics we're having pizza and we're going to play games in class yay! but we have to chip in $3 each... :/ jsdfk;jasdkfj. im sure the teacher is rich enough! he buys designer clothings gosh. oh hes saving money for wedding probably.
i just had mountain dew pitch black or soemthing and oh my its amazing!!! try it guys. its good.
love mountain dew :'D okay wish me luck for accoutning test tomorrow :(

Sayonara~ Oyasuminasai

a day with out indian

well indian girl padama didnt even come cause she wagged to do some artwork painting on some reindeers or deers -.- Okay well i went and intruded into the hasan property and politely greeted everyone in the house and came up stairs and started beating farah up on the floor and wrestling each other and yeah:D lols, its my daily routine when i go to hers really. then er she gave me some red bean bun for breakfast cause i missed it.. and farah dropped her egg on the floor lols shame. then got dropped off to school and i had science, accounting (er it sort of sucked cause i dont get it), then assembly! Idk what to do now, im strugglingg to find a suitable career for me. meaning one i can actually get INTO and that i enjoyed it. Should i take physics or accounting? Getting into biomed isnt easy at all.. i really dont know :( its sad how im stupid ahahaha.
then i had morning teaz then er maths was mehh, i really need to study!!!! i dont get anything. fail asian. then i had economics... kinda gay, was listening to music and sleeping and complaining and doing accounting work. then i had lunch and went to music room and learn starting part of SKRILLEX SONG ON PIANO YAY! yes, natural talent of mine. jokes farah taught me yay! i wish i can play piano soooo badly ugh. charlie brown omg, ive been listening to that song all day billions of times. then er i had english without suaima ugh. i was a loner but i sat with ryan. i was on the laptop listening to music wrote ONE sentence of my speech thing ugh. :S then after school waited and cheered for farah for her ranking games and er i was just looming around and listening to music ahahaha. yeah then her dad picked us up and went countdown to get nuts and white lindt o.o then mcdee drive thru then home. yeah that was all.

im so sleepy!!! shit i said i was going to study but i didnt. im serious now. tmr. ugh facebook!!! D:<
selamat malam you all~

asian indian

asian with red bean bun and indian with pedoface

what the!

i want more red bean buns noww

indian girl

idk what shes doing, the indian one.

aww

poking eyeball technique

rawr ima tiger. not.

BUN.

my nose omg -.-

eyeball technique!

aboutt to sneeze

;) who says all asians cant wink huh!

yummmy

er

errr

pouts

er

farah looking chunky there

vainer

egg disaster 

spiderman + eyeball technique

eyeball technique + asian tourist

pika pika

ladies and gentlemens this is something they call a ground breakerrrrrrrr, sorry okay i stop with the song labyrinth by that dude now. okokok omg guys please oi please just go and watch this 9gag video thing suaima linked me and i died of laughter!
http://9gag.com/gag/4581851 its funny, the last scene is hilarious! 
Okay well today was crack up! in the morning it was so dark, so i went back to sleep after switching off my alarm,( its part of my routine ) but then i overslept so i rushed, brushed my straight teeth (no braces yey) and wash my face with avacado wash thing made in japan then i use toner then olay SPF15 lotion. then i go out and eat breakfast if i can be bothered, which i did today! I had nutri-grain, yes iron man food ;D tehehe. i get bored of it... I REALLY LOVE CHOCOLATE CEREALS! Seriously, you get normal milk with it and you get chocolate milk. i drink it last, cause i have a habit of leaving the best for the last <3 okay then i fill up my water bottle and get my daily food to eat for school which is one muesli bar. i remember i used to bring a full size lunch box with full course food, entree, main and desserts. JOKES but i just bring sandwiches and snacks and juice. omg i used to bring like rice and redang to school in year 5!!! Im so cute.
okay then i go and get changed and rinse my mouth and maybe do my hair and maybe put on mascara. then i go and meet up with suaima, either being early or late.
okay so in the morning i had accounting and my teacher's friend came to our class to talk about her life and journey of becoming an accountant, but shes an forensic accountant. it was interesting tbh! she wasnt smart and all and only just studied in uni when she was about 30. and she worked really hard and all and she was hired into this farm thingy then into some accounting firm then to some big company thing in NZ.shes a chartened accountant now, she passed the exams. she caught this woman who had been changing invoices and all according to her will cause she was in charge of the fundraising and all. and shes been getting they money to benefit her meaning stealing the money. shes been using the money to build a big mansion for her and her bf up some mountain.she stole about 600,000. then was arrested and all after loads of digging in through piles of paperwork to find evidences. yeah she went to prison for three years and is prob now discharged. just wow o.o yeah and stuff!

then maths was meh.. i dont really get parabola crap, i should really practice. later though. then i had tutor it was meh. i have year11 assembly tmr! about subjects options for next year. ima take accounting, bio, chem, eng, maths. thats what im thinking atm. i really hope i can become a good and useful doctor one day. oh god, pleasee! okay then i had economics we got to listen to music and all while teacher tell us our grade , havent got mine yet. and i was listening to hovering eyes music and wow i like his music! GO PENDULUM <3 and coldplay - charlie brown. good song. he had a full album of coldplay and the wanted. lols. then i had english and meh didnt do anything, listen to more music. great life! then lunchhh and omg stupid girls were hiding my chocolate box when me and farah went to music room to play some piano. they were recording my beautiful face xoxoxoxox lols. yeah brought some fudge omg amazing shit there! but so RIP OFF. i felt so broke seriously. then i had science. then two indian and chinese had an adventure with maori and we were being so annoying couldnt decide where to eat then what to buy from countdown. the asian guy was getting annoyed at us ahahaha.

Sorry its abit long and all but its worth reading it! It was a pretty good day tbh. oh farah thanks for the squiggles! they taste amazing. i want toffeetops now :s go pour milk in a cup then put two or three teaspoon full of milo! SO GOOD stir it ofc. yum. OK GUYS STAY COOL AND YOUNG !

Byeee brother in the homie geee.

OH I LOVE YOU PIKACHU. IM A HARD OUT POKEMON FAN! 

pikachu why so cute? yeah i was real obsessed with pokemon when i was younger and still am. Love digimon too <33 That is why my blogger name is sir pikachu :) tehe. although im not a sir. it was too hard to find a miss.