fail whale

well got up for church and i was so sleepy omg and my dad wakes me up like there's a killer coming for us or like a natural disaster that's coming. seriously -.- he like shakes me hardcore and he like slaps my cheeks softly and he pulls my nose and pull my ears and slapping my hands and creating some sort of earthquake to the bed. -.-
if i get annoyed what i do is give him my fresh morning breath AHAHAHAHA! Good weapon.
okok its nott smelly ok.-.-

Anyways got uppp and omg so tireddd but yeah went to church and omg it was freezing this morning! but the church is nice and warm :") afterwards we went back home and i got ready and got changed into my dad's black wollen jumper he brought ages ago from hallenstines then printed my cvs and rushed out to indian cribs. then er we were being lazzzy and i did my daily abasement towards farah. did abit damage to 'serena'. and LOL farah got new soft toys, its a broccoli and a strawberry! they are so cuute omggggg! 

me, suaima, farah

anyways we did stuff then we got dropped off at slyvia park and we tried on clothes and woow omgggggggggg i really want the dress from valleygirl for $40 and the dress from supre the black lacey one for $48 :"( why must these things be so expensive??? and aiyooo someone give me a job! i want to have money in my bank. aiyo but ugh i still cant forget about those dresses!!! its so nice omg. suaima brought this blue cardigan from valleygirl for $15 i think. and er we all had earrings from Lovisa. and me and suaima got these oolden styled ones and LOL they look like stretchers!

ooh i quite like the dress in dotti too!!!! its like greeen-ny colour one, and its got the bottom flowy part like the dress from valleygirl that i wanted so badly. its nice but the boobs part ..... er. too much space! but i can like sew it LOLOL. it was on sale for $40 -_____________- ugh.

well overall we only managed to hand in one copy of our cvs.... which was at valleygirl-.- OMG STAFF DISCOUNT.
yeah and wow we sat at the food court for ages and me trying to decide what to get. i really wanted to eat the teriyaki chicken again its so good omgggg. it was rather sweet and nice. instead i had bacon and bbq cheeseburger for 2.50$ -.- suaiam had some asian noodles and farah had a bucket of udon and fried oily stuff.

yeah then went back home quite late and er had noodles for dinner yummm. then had my mazu! yummmy really good. yeh nothing much at night -.-

selamat malam you all <3

family time

yesss woke up to the constant sound of my phone AGAIN OMG. this time i picked up it was a person from indialand. yes, im talking about the grimy farah. -.- lol it was 12.05 when she called :'D yesh, then dad called straight after her and yeh. got up did stuff and me and sis and bro went to wash the car together and then i went to do my blood test and lol i put on nail polish and the lady was like OOH did you put nail polish? no wonder it smelt like it -___- she was indian and like she asked me about my school and asked me about this teacher? idk who she was talking about lols. then er went home and quickly showered then we tai family went to the viaduct harbour and me and my two sisters used our vouchers for the free sundae thingy and omg the girl who served me was SO nice. yeah omg it was sooooo good. FREE yay. normally it would be $10. yeah i was freezing half way through. we get to choose four flavours. i chose, goody goody gum drops, boysenberry, orange choc chip and chocolate. it was niice and the portion is huge! they even put sprinkles and nuts on them cause i wanted it lols.
the people that waited in line was so nice too, they started talking :D and omfg -.- when i received it this other lady was like oh smile! you're going to be famous, we're just going to upload it on faecbook. and im like okay! :D *inside im like oh shit* then er i was supposed to take a photo on their photobooth of me and my ice cream thingy so i can be in the draw to win 1 of 5 $100 voucher. but then the thing didnt have battery... so didnt work DAMMIT. Yeh then we were there for awhile and a group of german tourists that looked like students were there and lol they were looking at us with our ice cream. some were rather handsome. then we went to meet up with bro and he brought mcdee for him and my sister. my sister had idk? forgot. she brought me footlong pork rib subway! i only ate half.
obviously she ordered cause idk how LOL.
um we went around looking at shops and er me and my sister shared the cost of this stripy long sleeve jumper ish? it was $5 LOL. cotton on xoxoxo.
yeah then we hanged around everywhere and then met up with dad at aotera square for our movie. then we went there and watched "prometeos" sorry i cant spell. its pretty good! lool you needed to show ID when you pay cause its R16 but i went away while my other siblings showed their IDs :'D skills. anyways that movie its like the 'pre' of the aliens vs predators stuff series. in the end it showed how the alien was created/borned. OMG. before the movie started they show trailers of other movies and wow, i really want to watch batman!!!! it looks so good omg, anne hathaway is in it! shes so pretty omg. and i want to watch 'ted'!!!

sooo tired now! not hungry at all.
ima be famous people ima be on tip top icecream's facebook page xoxoxoxox.
Jokes omg -.- 0 likes... awkward.

byyeee party people! <3

gaming addiction back on

ughhhhhh my gaming addiction is coming back omg someone save me! i was playing need for speed for like 3 hours straight, and im continuing later. ugh oh no :"( i hate itttttt, but its just so addictive! like to gain money, you have to be first so like at times i have to restart the match over and over again omfg i hate it when that happens, i get so frustrated and all lol i tooked my frustration on my sister when she came to touch me?? lol sorry didnt mean to...

kays anyways woke up at like 11, aw man been waking up late not good. used to wake up at 10 cause i couldnt sleep no more but ugh! its because ive beeen sleeping late almost every night now... at like 1am. not good not good. gotta get rid of my bad habits. but last night i was hanging with my bro and aw what bonding moment we had there<3 we were watching avatar the last air bender in his room with movie theater system :D! it was really cool. yeahh and it was just so good omfg, it was addictive. OMG ANOTHER ADDICTION.

yeah didnt do any studying at all omg. i told myself ima study full on for maths... but didnt even touched my maths book at all. omg :"( all i did was clean the windows and my table and eat and play need for speed and watch tv. ugh this is not good.

lately ive been getting some weird like feeling o.o idk why its just like 'neeee' sort of thing, LOL its prob just me. ive just been really spaced out lately... omg i need to clear my mind. im just doubting on something atm. just having some regrets in life. aiyo i swear im the most stupidest person on this planet.

okok tomorrow maybe i think ima go jogging down the beach.. i just gotta do some form of running and clear my head with some nice breeze while looking at the sunset, so niceee. ok tomorrow i will do some form of study. please oh please need for speed dont get it my way!! ima study for maths. stupid graphsss omg i hate how they give you loads of problem solving questions! like i jsut cant get it into my head? it doesnt make sense. i hate how they play with your mind its like ffffff- mindfarked. yeh.

agkajg;akls i still hate how i dont have any talents at all!!!!!!!! its really frustrating, you want something but you cantttt cause you're not good enough. its soooo saddening, lol i get depressed cause of that sometime AHA. what am i good at? i really dont know. im not smart academically..and i not that great at sports at all.. and er i cant play any musical instruments...not good at cooking or baking (too lazy too much work).. not even CLEANING.

sometimes when i feel like life sucks, i get that excited feeling of moving to australia. cause my family plans to move there after. like my sister is graduating soon like next year and shes gonna get a job there and then my bro. then my other sis. then me. so like we go there one by one. but like i want to study in aussie. if thats possible. but the fees is WAY too expensive so i might have to stay in this sheepland uni. i hope i get into auckland or else i might have to go otago! oh no nononono.

okay i think ima go watch avatar again if bro is in the mood~ yay!
byeeeee sayonara you kawai people! hehehe.

hehehe aw patrick you cute lil thaaang!

SONG OF THE DAY:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oFMsTwZgnsY
^quite a relaxing song. just heard it today from the Erin Simpsons show LOL. idk why i watch that. well i dont just happened that i was there when they were playing the song.

talented people

Heh so i made abit of changes to the blog..
i envy people that plays musical instruments so well seriously, its so nice! like the tune and the melody it just fascinates me alot. cause i can't play any ahahahahahaha i fail... SOMEONE TEACH ME. but yeah i was on youtube and stalking Sungha Jung. hes amazing it makes me tear :") jokes i dont cry but i go awwwww, and plus hes rather handsome heehhehee. oh sungha are you reading this? OK idk what is wrong with me but hes great.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5LNTXE9e5ok&list=UUjWRi2qaGtKjQyoQLc4OGkw&index=1&feature=plcp
^this is the recent video of him, support him, hes amazing!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7EhxwdBUnAE&list=UUjWRi2qaGtKjQyoQLc4OGkw&index=4&feature=plcp
^hes amazing omg i just cant ugh so good!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TOXI7Apj6Lg&list=UUjWRi2qaGtKjQyoQLc4OGkw&index=7&feature=plcp
^awh i like what hes wearing, omg the girl, shes good! ugh she meet bruno mars and jason mraz omg!

okayokay i stop eheheh.
well woke up at 11.45 to the constant damn ring of the damn phone ugh, picked up and it was father telling me to wake up -.- yeah woke up and all and did the laundry and stuff ugh. then had 2min noodles for breakfast/lunch (LOL) yeah and tried to finish my speech. im like done, but not the conclusion.. idk what to do for the end? :"( ugh damn you speeches!
okay tomorrow ima plan to study my maths. im serious. i hope! okok i really need to.
Weell yeah then i wasted time on facebook -.- yeah nothing much.
Omg two and a half men show is frecking hilarious ima die, walden is so hot forgot his actor name thing... but boy hes hot. yeah you guys should watch it! its funny as!
watching two broke girls and its kind of dry... but its quite funny hehehehe.

i need to go for a jog someday! havent jogged in ages, hopefully my stamina improved. but i hate bumping into young teens cause like ugh they just hang out there and ugh they look at you and im like puffing and all aiyo.

*still need a job, someone hire me already!

OMG GUYS YOU HAVE TO WATCH "THE LEGEND OF KORRA". Its the other season of avatar. its really good, but you'll have to watch the first few seasons of "angs" first. abi you go and watch it okay. its amazing. im up to ep3! lols, cant really watch much got stuff to do! abi if you want i can try get you a copy of it from my bro <3

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWIkiI_UmeE&list=UUEf_Bc-KVd7onSeifS3py9g&index=0&feature=plcp
^OMGOGM LOVE THAT SONG, it just came out a day ago! <3 omg the dance moves are cool as.

=ASIAN OUT.

i love you naruto! ahah i whip my hair back and fourth -jiraya

speeches leeches

heheh omg that rhymes! Speeches leeches. anyways i didnt blog yesterday, was going to till dad pulled the internet plug out at night -.- but yeah nothign much happened, made quite alot of progress in my speech yesterday so yay. but not yet done, im like 3/4 way! And er i jsut stayed at home doing heh.

Well okay today's weather is so crap seriously, i really hate dull black days! But today is pretty like idk lively at home, my dad's home and my sister is making traditional steamed egg cake! yummy, its this really nice malaysian cake. My mum always makes it for us, cause im like the egg girl in my family LOL. i love my eggs. Yeah she makes it in a traditional way where you beat it for hours with the beater and you dont bake but you steam the cake. yuuuup, she makes the best! but my sister is cheating, shes using electronic beaters ahaha. The name for it is called "Ji Dan Gao".  (鸡蛋糕)

That's how it looks like or should :

lol got this off google :D

Yeah anyways i made ABIT of progress with my speech but i really should be done by now cause everyone else in the class is already learning it and practicing it except me and padama... :s and omg i still have to do my science research homework on designer babies AND this other research task my teacher gave me. && i have to study for maths ALOT its crazy. and i just have to study alot for everything :( i wish i was naturally smart, like i dont even have to try! ahah that would be amazing, i would so become a surgeon right away! but i dont think ... so. I have to try get into Biomed for auckland uni! Only about 200 people get picked. its so sad. but ima try other university too! Like Otago or some other uni in other countries. it would be amazing if i got a scholarship!

i am thinking to make kaya... its this malaysian spread. its really nice :D but only when i can be bothered ahaha! might make marble cake again.. omg the only thing i ever bake is always that -.- cause i cant do anything else... idk baking ... no passion. eating it is nicer :D SUAIMA : my list hello i am waiting!
oh my, i feel like eating goreng pisang! but its so oily cause they fry the banana and the bananas here taste shit compared to malaysia'a ones cause its not as sweet. OH! I might make muruku! Gonna get my dad to help me cause he made it last time, its realyl oily though...its friend -.- or i might make kueh sri muka! my aunt said it was easy so...why not :D

This is muruku. lol origin from india apparently

This is sri muka. :D

i really wonder if i am going to make it aahahaha or am i just dreaming. :P okay bye now i shall do my work.
さよなら。
SONG OF THE DAY
Flux Pavilion - Lines in Wax  http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dx2nH2RJEAA 

amazing amazing amazing song. farah you will like it!

dying of boredom

today i went church and came back and ate lunch which was white congee with this pork thing with this vege. it was really good with rendang! yeahh that was nice then went out to do grocery shopping and went sylvia park. me and sis went window shopping while dad goes to pak n save.
Omg we went ValleyGirl and omg!! i tried on this dress that costed $40 and it was so ncieeeeeeee i want it so badly, but like its expensive... :"( OH JOB COME TO ME.

the beautiful dress i want from ValleyGirl! $40 ... keen to buy? no ? okay.

then we went to other shops and we came into jayjays and omg the coloured jeans were on sale! they were $20 each and aw man we didnt buy it.. oh well. this is sad... and there was wollen jumpers on sale 2 for $40. so $20 each is cheappp! but ... decided not to ask dad.. or else he would feel sad and guilty for not able to buy us the stuff we want. plus he would say no -.- aw mannn. yeah then stuffff.
went home and i was being an annoyance, calling people to hang out with me but no one was allowed GAYYY. then i just stayed at home watched "heartstrings" YAY.
then yeah attempt to do my speech... and only made like 3 sentence progress omg. i will do it tomorrow, im so tired. i told damian i will sleep earlier LOL but failed. okok.
i am currently watching this movie called Final Destination and omg its so gross! This lady who was on a roller coaster with her friends and boyfriend and she had a vision that the ride collapsed and all and everyone died. and yeah so she got off and all. then slowly one by one the friends die in front of her and she slowly discovers whats happening so she's trying to save them from dying. one blonde girl died in the tanning booth thing omg yuck! she got stuck there. then some other girl died cause she tripped and the staple gunned her head alot of times oh yuck. there was more sicker ones. oh yuck and this girl got stabbed from a flying flag pole thing!! yuck and blood splattered.

Photos from before:

my first lindt lols from like last three weeks ago ish? with farah and suaimaj

the blue feather necklace i got last time $5 from equip :D

i wanted to get this colour raglan.. but they didnt have XS. that was size S.

okay i shall get more sleep omg! HOLIDAYS I LOVE YOU.
Selamat malam you all chantik people!

karma

okay today was so screwed up.
woke up and went to motat with family and omg it was quite boring... looked at aircrafts and all and olden style homes and all. and at one point i got angry at my sister cause she was being really selfish... and i started swearing like mad and i kicked the wall LOL.
then after motat we went to Golden Harbour this asian restaurant which is 2nd best asian restaurants!!! its quite posh too. havent been there since last year when my aunties and uncles were here. we decided to eat abit there and try the other restaurant nearby called Crystal Harbor or something. it was quite nice and omfg its so POSH! everything seriously. yeahhh then after that we were planning to watch a movie in aotero square so my bro and oldest sis went home to grab it and come back. so me and my other sis went around the asian town in downtown. while my dad goes skycity.
then half an hour - to an hour later my sister got a phone call from dad saying he lost his house keys cause my bro and oldest sis that when home didnt have any house keys on them either so we were screwed. bro and oldest sis went back to skycity to pick me, sister and dad up and we went to the restaurants from before to look for it, didnt have it though.
we went home and we got screw driver in the car and went in the garden and got an old desk that was half broken and chairs that were supposed to be thrown away and a stool and a rubbish bin to stack to reach up to the window from the dinning room. when it was unscrewed my oldest sister did a ninja climb and went in! SUCCESS. Yah karma i tell you. shouldnt of rage.

When me and sister was at downtown omg the asian clothing there are so ripp off!! they are nice though a jumper thing was $149 :DD yay with a discount of 20% wow! -__-
but omg there's this shop that's new and its called Japanese Cosmetics and something else idk but omg its soooooo nice!! theres like shelves after shelves of different hair dye colours and rows after rows of false lashes. and row after rows of makeup and wigs and all. and everything a japanese girl would have and use. there this perfume that i love so much there, me and my sister was dying!! it was prob the best perfume ever. better than those branded ones too. and i want the liquid eyeliner! i really want to get white eyeliner.. for the inner corners of the eyes. and there was some asian clothing in the corner. and this dress was so damn nice and short omfg my type. and there was high heels omg so nice!!!! i want them. came out with nothing . yay -__-.
I also want brown natural looking colour contact lenses... cause my pupils are really small and they look shit when you have big eyes. maybe i should ask my cousin .. shes got nice contact lenses :OO
Yeah i hope we do go downtown again next two weeks time so me and sister can go explore :DD

Dont you just hate it when you go to a store and the shop keeper follows RIGHT BEHIND YOU. so annoying and awkward ugh. that happened to me in the japanese cosmetic store.. this pretty asian tall lady was following us and trying to convince me and sister to buy ahaha. shes pretty caked her face.

yeah i am currently looking up 2nd hand cars online trying to get a price lower than $3000. have to get some old ugly budget ones! its for an internal :'( SHIZ i should be doing my speech first!

btw lool ive been doing research on this mutation called Progeria. Its so wow. :o
Selamat malam you all :)