nanananananana OLYMPICS YEYUH.

this song was stuck in my head... cause i was watching the OLYMPICS OMG. paul mccartney was singing it and got stuck on my head now.
omgomgogmgmogmgomgogmgomg olympicssssssssss. sadly, i did not wake up at 7am to watch the full opening ceremony, im so sad :"( but they showed the opening ceremony parts on prime tv7 on freeview :) so yeah it was pretty coool i guess, and lol wtf the james bond and the queen part is sooooo fake! like when they were on the helicopter near the stadium the lights reflection was so fake. OMG I LOVE MR BEAN'S PART. AMAAZING. omg i love him. one of my all time fav actor<3 yeah i was watching it while eating my mazu or you can call it babur teringu ahaha!

well yesterday i was rather busy so i couldnt really blog. ok so um what happened? oh! lols on thursday night i slept at 9.30pm. wow. omg i cant believe iit either! its insanely abnormal of me. but i had my reasons so yeah, i also didnt have dinner that day cause some stuff. then on friday so i woke up, missed out morning hockey practice (hehe rebel as) then went school and did school stuff the usuals. (forgot what happened LOL) yes im very forgetful. then er after school me and suaima and bi went walked to llyod elsmore and we werent even late at all. then lols we vsed otahuhu (full on native indigenous people that were rather large in size) and ahaha omg we lost. but they were so ruude and omfg their coach was such a bitch! she was yelling so loud and all and she mocked the referee saying he needs to take a shower. and she mocked us. like dafaq ugly white bitch you're old as ok so gtfo.
and omg the funniest thing ever was that suaima omfg ahahahhahahaha was always being attacked by this reaaally large girl aahahahah omg it was funny. i was on the other side of the court laughing my ass off! cute. then went home and got ready to go to alyssa's house for dinner with my family. funny how we drove there and it was like only 2 mins drive.
okay so we got there and talked then ate chicken, beef casorle, asian noodle thing, rice, and pork spring rolls. OMG ITS AMAZING THE FOOD. surprisingly i had like seconds. it was sooo gooood. then desserts i had fruit salad with whip cream and holy crap its AMAZING! and i had brownies and omfffffffffffffffffffffffffffg the brownies are amazing!!! it was so amazing that its almost as good as farah's auntie's ones. its like nice and moist and not too sweet and yeah. second best brownies now. i want more ugh. then after we had some doritos and wow i love them. the pork spring rolls were frecking amazinggggg shizz. then we played dance central 2 on xbox kinect and it was so fun! i sucked at first then i started getting heaps of points. heaps of points as in millions. lols its really fun! i really want xbox kinect now... its good work out too! omg the rude boy by rihanna dance its so sexual! it was so awkward to dance hard out in front of the adults.... there was body waves crap lols. yeah then alyssa's mum let me tried crystalized ginger and i farking died. i honestly died. so i puked it out, :s everyone was laughing lols. then alyssa and aubrey and i had some books crazy moment and i borrowed some of their books<3 AND OMGGGG PERCY JACKSON. I CANNOT WAIT FOR THE NEW ONE TO COME OUT FFFFFFFF! for now i am going to restart the whole series :) true fan. hehe. its THAT good. then we talked about avatar lols then i started reading avatar the promise comic books and OMFG I FINISHED THE TWO COMIC BOOKS. i am watching for the third book to come out now! ITS SO GOOD UGH.
then we went home and yeah the end :) it was late as.

I MISS THIS DRESS OMG :"( UGH 

the other dress i really wanted. $48 -__________- ugh life . lol ignore my manly hands they are usually not like that! its cause of the shizzzz camera.

heheheheheheheh sexxxualll. its like from side view ok. i did not do it deliberately! lol abi would be like 'slut'. DONT CARE sitll nice. 

farah dp it gurlx0x0x0x0. ima put it on your wall sometime. <3 sexy as oi. keep taking photos on my phone, i dare you :)

SONG(s) OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oX081Cs93CA i am currently in love with this song. :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-2QzrcLaNaM OMG I LOVE YOU JAY PARK. i hope i can meet him one day ugh please!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckIGhwQtd-c OMG B2ST NEW SONG. i forgot to post it when it first came out. ugh i was waiting for it you know!!!! OMFG GIKWANG MY HUSBAND LOOKS SO GOOD I WOULD DO ANYTHING IN THE WORLD TO BE WITH HIM UGH <3

askdjaf;lkjf

ok. haii guys, i cbb talking about my day. nothing much happened, its same old same old except that i had hockey practice.
ok do you guys ever have the feelings when everyone seems to be hating and blaming you for everything? well im getting the blame. i seem to be the only one being blamed on for anythinggggggg i do or didnt do. ugh it makes me sad and depressed and rather angry. idk but its farking annoying me ugh.
& did you know that the cause of hyperthyroidism is cause of too much intake of iodine or depression? well it cant be the too much of iodine part cause i dont go crazy about seafood. so yeah yes depression.-.- after le mother no here. things havent been easy even now! i was even blame for the ... 'mati' of her. ok no one would understand wht tht means lolssss. no one ever reads whatever i blog-.- i treat this as a diary cause i cant write neatly and my hand gets sore from writing. so i cbb.
ok idc im in the mood where you just want to be alone and blend in with the darkness. thats what i want and like. ok peace out guys, im going on a starve tonight! no eating. yayay

tomorrow is our last day for hockey and i hope we win and score goals. wish our team good luck! and ugh i need to study!
bye guuuuuuuuuuuys<3 lol im saying bye to myself? kcool.

things you dont want to do!

ugh well atm im like researching for my internal about gm foood -.- and its so boring! i have to read it and all skim and scan ugh. its soo boringgggggggggg. and idk im really scared cause what i want most is to get an excellence. soooooooooo much. :(
reminder: choose subjects for next year online!!!!! ugh i gotta remember that. im taking the asian5 which consists of the usual eng and maths thennnnn comes the all three sciences ; chem, bio and physics. oh how my life would be fun as -___-. but omggggg theres so many people taking the asian 5 wanting to become a doctor or something!!!! i dont like that. not like at all. cause it means more competitionssssssssssss, like go away. please. but yeah been hearing people wanting to become a doctor. like alot omg its crazy -.- mostly asians. and omg i hope i get a good teacher and a good class. i hope my class is like quiet so i can study in peace.

okay anyways, nothing much happened today. walked in some foggy rainny day in the morning with suaima and beautiful guy. lol omg hes so like wow... so beautiful!!! if you like remove the head its like a girl's body omg. just with no boobs. i remember how me and suaima saw him one day while walking to school and he was in the car. ooohohohoho good time, we got good eyesight tehe.but boy does he walk fast! daaaaayum. long legs much?
k, so i had sci first just did some research. then accounting... meh, OMG embarrased myself in accounting today! i started coughing like non-stop.... literally non stop. so i just keept on coughing and coughing and my eyes started to tear cause sometimes you know how you just start tearing when you cough too much? yeah that happened to me... so i tried to wipe it off before people think i was crying but ugh i was still coughing so i rushed to get my water bottle... drank water.. still coughing. by that time my face is red and im feeling reaaally really hot cause of the coughing.the worst part was that the whole class is silent, listening to the teacher while she explains stuff on the whiteboard/powerpoint. UGHH and when i coughed omfg i move my body cause the coughing was really bad.. ugh it was literally like this for 10mins! :"( then i felt boogar so i took my tissue. then she came around the class and asked to go bathroom so i can cough it all out. :s
then tutor was gay.
then morining tea
then mathss was alright but omfg im so stupid ugh i felt sort of bad cause i was having negative thoughts thinking how dumb i am and all... i swear no one in my life had ever complimented me saying im smart. wait yeah some people didd actually but they dont know me well...omg you should hear my whole group mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!!!! they are the nicest people eva x0x0x0 the best compliment i ever get is omg sherin you're so dumb. couldnt expect more could i? loooooools! then idk i felt like crying but like sam came and started talking non stop and hes so funny omg.
then i have eco, it was alright not that great. then lunch i hanged out with ankita in the hall watching cultural night performance while my party people group all ditched me cause they were walking around school and me looking around for them. expecting them to be on the benches but noooo -_-' so faill
then i had english, and mm the stuff we're doing -___- but im actually learning!

then yeah came home and finished off watching tangled! OMG ITS THE BEST MOVIE EVER. ugh shes so pretty and omg that main guy is so hot. even though they're cartoons. romance in movies, cartoons, books and stuff is sooo like amazing. i imagine alottttt, like things happening to me. but nothing ever good in my life turns out good. idk you might not understand me.

byeeee guuuys got to get back to my internal :'( save me please!

rush

yes yes ive been rushing alot lately. i had to restart my accounting internal and ugh i had to rush as i only have a short amount of time, cause i had to do my other homework. took me awhile cause of my reaaaaaaaaaaaaally bad headache and fever and sore throat, felt terrible!! but yeah finished it! yay! but omg im supposed to do my science research and i havent started :( ugh i really need a wake up call. i need to focus, i want to get into biomed more than anything in my life.

okay well today i didnt do anything much cause i was sick. woke up at like 10.30 to pee lols then i just went back to sleep cause i was so exhausted! you know that tired feeling when you are sick? well yeah that. so i went sleep and woke up again at 12.15pm so i got up and brushed my teeth and did the usual for my face hehe. and woke my siblings up cause my dad is going to come back home from church and grocery shopping soon. dont want him to give some big lecture to my siblings and i again -.- you know that lectures you always get from your parents? that CONSTANT lectures you get about things in life. aiyo. gives me headache sometimes, but i guess they're just worried about us. Wow teenagers aren't very understanding. but i guess its part of life where we make mistakes and learn from those mistakes you know? so daddy came home and i ate abit of food then started doing my accounting internal hard out then had a breaak and ate shin noodles!!!! omg i haven't had those since last year! da horny peopleee do you remember it?? loools good times. my friends were dying of spicey-ness when they had it during farah's sleepover while i casually eat it like its candys. but seriously, they aren't spicy at ALL. btw guys, before buying your shin noodles you must be careful where its made in! there's a fake version of it and its made in china. so be careful. get the ones from the korean shop where it made in korea!!!! cause once we brought the made in china one... and obviously its fake. i hate it how those chinese people from china go out and copy other brands and make a fake version of it. and i hate it how they dont care about the quality of the food they make and all they care is about the profit made. yah okay thats like about it now ahahha.
okay then i went back to do my work then facebook got me distracted for awhile and youtube too. oh gosh those distractions are sooooooo distracting!!! lols. then yeah nothing much had dinner and stuff then went to do my work agaain. now im rushing again to do my economic homework or else i would get a lunchtime detention and im rushing to do some research on gm food for science. :"(
i really should learn to be more organised with my time! there are just too many distractions ugh!

okaaay guys i shall resume my rushinggggg-ness hehe. okay sleep tight you all goodnight!
peace out . (Y).

got this off sua's tumblr. oh dear me, i would so want to eat that!!! im  craving for some good high quality bakerys. :"( me is too poor. oh i cant wait till i be successful! 

Painful days

you know how im sick now? well yeah i couldnt sleep well at all last night! i woke up feeling really hot and sweaty, and i my neck had some sweat lols, idk why i felt soooooo damn hot! so i took of my socks ugh, but apparently i wasn't the only one so guess im not weird :D then i went back to sleep then woke up again to the pain of my sore sore sore back! cause i've bee lying straight on my back, like i didnt curve up to the left or right like i normally do cause..... things just happens once...a....moth;D
k, then ugh i slept then woke up again then slept then woke up at 10ish and holy crap my head was like spinning and it was sooo hot! and my throat hurts so much when i swallow!!! so i cried in pain to my dad, lol i was actually crying..... how cute am i?
yeah then woke up and ate noodle soup cause i was starving and i cried and yelled at my dad to cook it to me cause he wanted me to.... but then i said i was sick so i yelled, felt bad but my head was hurting alot.....sorry. then went to doctors and got medications and yeh. stuff happened with le dad and i feel so so so bad.. idk what to do. sometimes i get this feeling that everything is my fault, you know that feeling? well technically everything was my fault. ugh everything i do never makes anyone happy. im such a glue snot. get is? cause glue sticks to you forever and snots are like something disgusting and annoying? yeah that. sigh.
k, then i went home and i started sleeping on the floor sitting upright and leaning against my sister's bed while some japanese songs was playing in the background cause my sister was playing some music loooolsss, i ogtta say she's got good taste in music. not just in japanese music, but like english too! like omg shes got these band songs i loved but she didn't tell me who it was by so ugh -.- and she got other band songs like rock is well. nice nice nice. then yeaah at 3pm i started restarting my accounting internal due on Monday!!! and i feel so bad and i have to do it. and i restarted EVERYTHING, as in EVEEERRYTHING ugh, long story but so stupid. but yay im up to the part where i have to explain and compare. but i really cant be bothered. i doubt ima get it done by tonight. i also have to start researching for my science internal report on GM Food! I hope i do well. one smaller step closer to becoming a doctor :)

want to know my reasons? i dont want to become a doctor just cause of its well paying job (well sort of not really) cause i the fact that im helping others in need and seeing them get better you know? i want to see people nice and healthy. And you know how doctors are well respected and look up to? well thats what i want. to be able to be respected to and be able to look up to among others cause well i know im rather slow-minded and all... i dont really get looked upon much, everyone's reactions towards me are "oh just her". && no one looks up to me instead they look down on me, you know? Not that i mind people teasing me or mocking me about how stupid i am, but i just want to have respect and looked upon for once lols, that makes me determineeeeee. another reason is that some doctors in this world aren't great. they dont put patients first, instead they put themselves first. one example was my mother who was diagnosed with leukemia. she had to get a bone marrow transplant done but she had to be in a waiting list. like helloooooo if you really do care about her you should try get her one! Well, seriously they doctors didn't do much for my mother besides giving her chemotherapy and blood transplant and all. -.- idk just sstuff. the food could improve too! lools.&& also i enjoyyyy science-cy stuff. i really really hate economics and business crap, like its so boring! i dont mind accounting but i rather have a job something related to science. && also none of my families are really doing anything with science doctor related, so i could be thee first! :))


okay my head is hurting so much again. shouldnt be eating antibiotics yet. i hope it heeals soon before my sci report internal! :(

selamatt malam you all

i love this^ its so cuuute ehhehe love you happy and natsu! can't wait for the  newer chapters to come out omfg!

go and read fairy tail you otaku fans! its by faaaaar the best manga ever. i love it so much. its hilarious. if you do, GOOD ON YA MATE <3

contagious

omg ugh, im like sick as now! thanks to my father who started the infection and it spread through my sister than my bro then me. the only one whos not sick is my oldest sister ahaha omg. so we're like eating something hot and soup-y for dinner everyday now.
k anyways, this morning woke up was tired as ever omg, had a dream that i went to kfc and was waiting in line to buy my kfc krusher kit kat flavour, the limited edition one! and like they just hired someone new lewls. yeah then walked with suaima and we were so late so we rushed and i got really hot so i took my jumper off while suaima carried my whole luggage lols. so i had eco first and meh boring. then tutor, same old same old. then interval. then english we did like nothing at all!!!! free period yay. then science and lols my question i did on GM food is so vague.... oh wells. then lunch. then accounting, ugh boring as ever well sort of. then had hockey so i went to meet up with the party peopleee team members then er we went to Otara to the Southern Turf. and me and abi and suaima rushed to go countdown before the game starts LOL. me and abi brought oreos and suaima brought time out chocolate bar. and we had to do extra laps-.- but the game was pretty good, we had a new formation! it was a good formation indeed, with no inners. i played as left wing and hmm i picked up some tips and advices from others and used it. felt proud of myself for once. they scored in the second-half but then we scored tooo so it was a draw in the end! good game, could of done better.
next week would be the last game! ok got home and omfg i was soooooo sick and feeling terrible! sore throat omg and really bad headache!!! yeh took panadols already. hopefully i get better before science internal for next week.
i shall sleep earlier hopefully. i want to watch supernatural though ugh. we will see.
sorry i didnt really exaggerate cause my head is dyingggg :(
okaay byee sayonara you all <3
staay safe. lols. peace out.

im wide awakee

omg anyone know that song by Katy Perry? Well its been stuck on my head ever since my sister started playing it while i was in the room just doing some usual girly routines in there, (not stating what) and maan i do not like that song! its so boring and plain. but LOL i am so not wide awake! im dead and sleeeepy. its almost 12am.

okay er yeah its okay nothing much been happening cause my mind is still blank as ever, like idk. i hate this term cause theres so much more work! We have mock exams guuuys, this term. wish me luck:) anywhoooo, i had eco first and meh did some work and it was boring. then i had english and maan listening and observing people's speeches after you've done yours... its like soo boring! Im sorry for not showing any respect but i just daze of into my world of blankness or some fantasy related thing. Then tutor, boring as ever. then i had science and we learnt how reliable some websites are?? idk. i didnt do much at all. Then it was accounting and ugh i was forced to change seats. im so angry at my teacher, i really dislike her! She doesn't know what shes talking half the time. We just worked on cash budgets and all. Then i had mathss. && yeah it was alright, we're learning about tables stuff. it seems like we're the class thats way ahead...
after school was hockey practice which i didnt attend... cause in the morning i thought it was Wednesday so i came to suaima's house empty handed... oh well. so i missed it. after school while suaima was working her ass off me and farah hanged out with dinyar and firdaus. We tagged along with them to McDonalds. ahaha they make me laugh, it was really funny omg, them people omg. sometimes they do somethingg bad and omg i feel so embarrassed being with them!!! but yeah i felt guilty for eating ONE burger and a HALF. so i went home and did exercise yay! then i was in a happy hyper mood but no one else was, and i wanted to go for a jog but my usual jogging people (sister and dad) are both sick. so for dinner i had to cook porridge with pumpkin and pork cause people are sick ahahaha. me and my oldest sisters are the non-sick ones. :D yeah.

I think i have to restart on my accounting internal. its so hard to find the fuel efficiency of the cars that arent that popular.. so i prob have to change my cars. UGH! glad its not due tomorrow, but monday. phewwwwwwwwww.

Okay im so tired right now, i want to sleep.
Gooodnight you all, sleeep well<3