Stress

Okay well I've learnt my lesson for leaving my internal to the last minute. :(
So currently stressing as it is due tomorrow and ive got plenty to do! What was I doing these past few days?!

Well guys, im sorry that my blog is pretty like lame ahahaha and grammar mistakes everywhere... but i guess im typing it out like its my own personal diary where i just write as i speak (does that even make sense lol). I've seen other people's blog and they were AMAZING i tell you! Its set out nicely and all.. compared to my block structured paragraphs :'D

Okay anyways today was a rather funny day, hows yours? So woke up and rushed off to school with Suaimaa and went to science and we did note takings and practical work on acids and bases stuff. Then i went to accounting with Nada and it was boring as usual but the people around me are funny to talk to, but real distraction to my learning -.- But my teacher doesn't know what she's talking half the time... what is this?! Then i went to tutor and it was boring as. Interval went with da hornyz in the international spot then we pineapple lumps cuddle in the umbrella as it started to rain and went to tech block for some nice warm shelter. && woww the group of asians with their nice warmly heated fried rice and noodles are just amazing! It smells really good. But lately Im not in the mood to eat... oh yeah dieting time~
Then went to maths and ate ferreo rocea.. however you spell it -.- with nada. I love white chocolate guys! *not hinting anything at all* ahah wouldn't it be great if i have an admirer that brings food to me? Well there was one that iara loved cause he brought me and my friends food ahaha! Tacky as dude.
Anyways we just did practice exam test on algebra stuff and i didnt finish cause i was multi-tasking.
Afterwards Fiona (fifi) walked me to my economics class, i like holding onto her arm cause her jacket is nice and warm. & in economics we did.... how tax would effect the supply and demand curve. some real boring stuff that doesnt interest me at all. -__-
then went to art block with da hornyz and chilled there as it was pouring with rain. *nek minnut* its like some nice sunshine -__- Me and farah was lining up at tuck shop and the juniors are really tall and big... bigger than us two! Maybe we're just small? But man they were ... rude and annoying.
After lunchtime i went to English with Suaima and we wrote continued writing our essay.. and wow-.- we didn't finish ahahahaha.

Then went to luna tea and hanged there with pineapple lumps and acted like hobos and went to countdown and took like 5 million years to pick what we wanted to buy and walked to saveway to get more snacks (farah and suaima) then went straight home in some hyper mood yet tired. So in the evening me and my sister decided to bake this lemon cake thing turned out rather nice! lol i did BARELY anything to help her.. except mixing it and er pouring milk into the batter. & ate the pasta that my church family friend gave! So nice of them to make food for us while my dad left to Malaysia for 3 weeks... leaving us four siblings to ourselves! Oh and desert was pudding. Its really... interesting cause i never really eat deserts cause fruits is my deserts LOL. Man western food is real fattening. God bless them. anyone want grape fruits? its a good source of phytochemicals which contributes to a healthy diet (YAY)! Its high in Vitamin C cause its like bit bitter sour?

OKAY! that was my school life. I shall continue finishing my internal! :( Looks like i have to stay up all night again.

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dOD_HFqxmkM&feature=branded <-- suaima introduced this to me. thanks girl. :)

NOW TIME FOR INTERNAL-LING. GAME ON. 

reddit.

hm thanks to abi i actually quite like reddit! :)

http://www.positivityblog.com/index.php/2012/01/23/mark-twain/
^very inspirational.
ahah thanks abi aloevera.

redditin'

aint this cute. aaha me and my brotha. look at how skiinny my legs used to be.-.- and compare it to now. DIE. :(

aha today was a rather bitter sweet day!
in the morning i was extreeeeemmely late to school (by like 3 minutes ahaha) and i walked with suaima as fast as we could! then we just made it but decided to get a late pass slip anyways. so we walked around (to the toilets really loool) and then went back to our class. I went to accounting and i was sooooooooooooooooooooo SLEEPY! i hate accounting :( maybe because i have a horrible horrible teacher. :s and aha i was doing some last minute studying for maths test next period.
so after nada wasnt there so i went to maths and did my test...... omg.... i am such a disgrace to asianss................. it. was. hard. :s i think i only managed to get four questions right out of five pages!!!! it was.... hard. ;( i was never good at maths. WHY. well i was last year for exams but thats cause it was easy peaasy! i am studying hard core for maths before exams.
soo then went to tutor and its really really really boring :( lol everyone is trying to be a house leader in my tutor except me.... aha loser for life. but like im not a good leader anyways cause im too shy to talk in front of the whole house. && i didnt even join any councils.
Okay then hanged with da hornyz at morning tea and we sat in the 'international spot'. & OMG i want to tearrr!!! farah's yucky contaminated plate ... was on MY BOOK! aksdjfa;slkjdf so i washed it lol. hygiene freak here:D
so went to economics and it was so boring i want to collapse. then i went to english with suaima and we had to write an essay ;( lol me and her did like half a page while others did one. great progress.
then lunch time we went to sit at the same spot and we were pretending to be fobby international students omg ahahah me with my maalysian accent with farah and iara with her european and suaima trying to be chilean, olivia with her normal aussie. AHAH. it was funny, i hope i dont get used to the malaysian accent cause its really embarrassing.
then went to science and i was so tired.. i slept so late last night. i used to sleep at 10pm. then changed to 10.30 then 11 then 11.30 then 12-.- yeah my brain was really dead.

then went to mcdee with two indians and we just chilled there and LOL we had this intense talk about................................. stuff. it was HILARIOUS omg. and wow i got back home at like 5.30pm. aha later curfews without my dad here ;) aw i miss him though. no one to annoy. yas, i usually like to annoy my dad sometimes but he annoys me too! i was thinking of him in class time and i was thinking about how hes lucky that he gets to eat food omg! and SHOPPINGGGGGG. ;( bohoo.

OH! omg i would love to travel around the world. but maybe not at this age. aha i promise my dad that when i get a job after uni like when im a doctor or something (hopefully) the first thing i would buy is a  big massaging chair for him. then we all four siblings chip in money to send my dad around the world. cute right? :3 ohhhhh lol me and abby (guo) made plans to go korea and go lotte world. that would be amazing. and i could stalk gikwang <3 and um made plans with one of my other friend that we would go travel around europe, then made plans with farah and suaima <3333333333 that we would go to our homeland together YAH. and have apartments omg that would be great.

http://sexloveliberation.com/8-affirmations/
^really good website. made me happy. :) nothing to do with 'sex' okay-.- but i cant do no1, 4, 5, 6 the most. i just cant :(

http://www.inspiremyday.com/25_06_2012.html <--- really nice quote. lol got these from reddit.

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=acvIVA9-FMQ <--- omg i love this song. still. :>

loner

okay well this morning got up early as at like 7am ish to drop/send my dad off to airport :( and... now its just really lonely without him here. its really odd since theres no other adult supervision.. i .. miss my dadddy:( now i have like the whole entire bed to myself cause i usually just sleep with my dad (yes im still 4 years old) so that he wont feel lonely without my mother.. how cute of me. lol jokes.
okay then after saying goodbye we went to botany and brought some food from paknsave and countdown with my siblings. it was so weird going grocery shopping with just.... us without daddy around. we brought like snacks AHAHA and yogurt.
then went home and just... chilled. boring dayyyyyyy. oh yes my brother drives. good thing phew! my taxi driver. lol not i have to beg him (sometimes), hes my food supplier tehehehehehe.

well i have a maths test tomorrow and erm, im screwed :s a;dlkfjasdl im such a disgrace to asians! my maths.... why omg whyyyyyyyyyyyyy. and we're the first class to do the test first, not fair-.-

okay selamat malam you all. i hope my dad brought the right things that i listed down for him :s

i just had to share it, its just hilariousssss -thanks abi ahahaha. i want to see whats under that mask D:<

weekends. nothing to do.

today was a boring lazy day!
woke up at 10am though! woop woop good girl. then i did laundry and ate breakfast and started watching avatar. its so aaddictive! its the best anime everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. and guess what? I'VE FINISHED ALL THREE SEASONS OF THE LAST AIR BENDER. i cant wait for The Promise part 3 of the book!!!! its so gooood omg i want to die. ima watch the legend of korra over again :D

okay anyways at like 3pm i started making grape juice out of grape fruits from my tree in my garden. we have HEAAAAPS, its like wow overflowing of them. who wants some grape fruits? its really good for you, although it wont be AS tasty as normal oranges but its good for ya, still tastes good i reckon.
it took me 1hour and abit to finish making a one a half jars of juice -.- then my sister made brownies and tastes goooddddd as, she got recipe from top rated person recipe from NZ.lol. okay then nothing much happened, had soup noodles for dinner <3 delicious.
so my dad is leaving tomorrow morning! and theres this massive sales in rebel sports and he wont be there ugh, i wanted to get a hockey stick but im not sure anymore. is it cheaper in malaysia? :/

so that was practically my day, spent my day indoor.
OMG WAIT SOMETHING BIG HAPPENED. before my dad left for badminton and before i started to juice out the juice from the grape fruit, someone came to our front door NAKED, well half since he had his towel on. he asked if he could come in and my dad said he has no right to come into our property and all then he went out abit and called the police and my dad got out the downstairs renters to see what the problem was. turns out that dude had a robber in his house while he was showering... lol and i was staring from the window... and man was he hot <3 <3 LOL. hes a coconut.
but then it turns out that it was one of his relatives that came back home lol...... hilarious man. must of been embarrassing for him to show up with his towel only and even called the police but lol false alarm! cause no one was suppose to be home yet so he got freaked out. AHAH it was so funny.

yeah that was all.

http://www.asos.com/TFNC/TFNC-Dress-with-Sequin-Bandeau-and-Hi-Lo-Skirt/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=2423421&cid=8799&sh=0&pge=1&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Gold+bodice%2fcream+sk
^I really like this dreess, its so pretty i want it <3 so expensive ;(

SONG OF THE DAY:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZUFPDAUHxzQ <-- this song has been stuck in my head since foreverrrrrrrr (lol joke im just exaggerating) i like it.

having an aggressive war with indian girl

i hear thunder

atm well before not long ago it was thundering! and i was just thinking about how suaima is coping. If i can hear it, surely she can hear it too cause she live like right next door/street aahaha! she probably slept or something oh well.

okay today nothing much happened. i woke up late ish and LOL i usually walk to suaima's house and i assumed that she already left me but as i come into the sight of the mailbox of her house i see this indian girl standing outside by herself with her luggages! i was dying of laughter! yeah so rushed to school to drop off our gear at sports office. Then i had maths -OMG SORRY TO INTERRUPT BUT OMG IT KEEPS THUNDERING AND IT SOUNDS LIKE FRECKING VOLCANIC ERUPTION. I CAN FEEL THE GROUND MOVEMENT!!!!- in maths i was doing quite alot of work ish and people were complimenting about my hair and how i look rather different ish than usual, heheh why thanks guys im flattered :'D Then went to tutor and it was the gayest shit as ever.
then went morning tea with da hornyz, dont know what happened... then i went to economics and its so boring! i didnt really get what we were doing, so im screwed for externals :)
then went to english with indian girl and we wrote an essay aiyo-.- i think my essay writing has improved... i think suaima's good influence is having a huge impact on me. thanks girl :) i really appreciate it! best english buddy eva x0x
then i had lunch with da hornyzzz and we went to art block i think LOL sorry memory lost.
then went to science and did more work and ugh it was just so easy i just cant take it anymore! im so glad i have a chem teacher who teaches well :)

then something happeend to iara and she replied to potato in a manly tone and i was wanting to die!!!!!
ok then abi comes with some numbers for farah. and suaima came and we all went to get change together xoxo.  then we went to the van and drove off to the turf far away :D and WE WON BABE. but that was the most shittest game ive ever played. -.- it was just so boring! no one passed to mee and like i was right at the post and some people who kept the ball to themselves and tries to dribble. like HELLO? im like open as and right in front of the bloody goal for three bloody times! but anywho we won. then went home and ate food; had salmon and cabbage for dinner. i LOVE salmon so much, especially when my dad cooks it in this spicy sauce thing.

so my dad is leaving on sunday to go back to malaysia for three weeks. tbh, im going to miss him even though it seems like a short time, and i guess i'll feel lonely without having my dad around. if my mum was here then everything would be perfect. without my dad wow its going to be chaotic in the house (hopefully not). well i've got my list of stuff that my dad needs to get me from malaysia LOL. like; sporting running shoes for hockey, badminton court shoes, leather chuck taylors like farah's ones. What else? blue pens? stationary? hmmm.

that is my life.
goodnight! hope the horrible weather stops soon, i get really concern when theres loud as thunders and it makes me think we're all going to die. LOL.

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GKypqSL49Pg&noredirect=1 <--- thank you to suaima for introducing me to this lovely song!

GAYAHAH I LOVE THIS 9GAG PHOTO. oh ash you're funny. 

HATE INTERVIEWS

i am never in my life (hopefully) going to interview anyone. its the worst thing ever especially when they give you one word answer or say something else -.- i had to interview my dad for my internal about cash management and handling.. and its the worst time ever spent.-.- i spent like 1 hour ish? ugh! headache developing too. terrible i tell you. and back pains too and shoulder pains :(now im just listening to my rnb songs on spotify to chill myself out aahaha.

Im listening to "Lemme See" by Usher. omg i love Usher so much,  hes amazing :"D

okay anyways today i got a phone call from suaima saying that she just woke up and it was like 8.15am. so lol walked by myself and met farah half way and we went to sports office to drop my luggage off. So i went to economics and wow yay for once i wasn't late lol. but sadly there was no reliever! so back to work. and omfg i was so tired and i was in no mood to talk to anyone so i like stayed quiet. & i didnt do the 'do now' work and i got first warning from teacher, wow first ever man. but lol thats okay cause he gave half the class first warning for not doing the work.
so i got Merit for supply test-.- like wtf. -.- thats gay. no one had Excellence except this one smartass freak that already passed ncea lvl1 and shes really ... stuck up.
okay then i went to english with suaima and we were doing v for vendetta work and wow compared to other classes we didnt do much work at all... :s
then tutor and ugh so boring. then morning tea in tech blockk. then had science and UGHHH FAR OUT i got merit for the biological issue thing -.- he said every single thing was perfect but i rushed about the recommendation and links part... :s so i cant resubmit as i need to have one thats unticked box. :( what is with me getting merits now? im starting to wonder why. i wanted to get E endorsement for science :( cause thats the only thing im rather good at.. other than that im not good at anything else. this is really saddening...and to hear that there alot of people trying to get into the same course as you are... makes me feel pressured and drops my self confidence... cause there are way smarter people than i am.. :"( idk ugh i cry cause of thattt, why am i so stupid UGH i dont even a talent at all. i cant play any musical instrument and im not good at sports. im just an average girl. i hate it. i hate everything!
omg i sound like an emo but no one really make me feel smart, not even ONCE. i just feel shit and like a dumb f*ck.
then after science i went to accounting and it was boring as ever, and we can resubmit for our previous internal! so its my chance to get E, but stupid teacher didnt hand out our schedule sheet saying what area we need to do or missed. -.-
then lunch at art block. dont recall anything nice happening.
then maths was funnnnnnn, didnt do any work. well i did but not as much. lately its been fun cause sam's there ahaha!

after school went to hockey training and we stayed there till like 5.15pm lol. dedicated as.
went home and had to wash veges and prepare dinner UGH. and omg that vege had like slugs!!! small ones.. i drowned them.. i was curious and wanted to put salt but i didnt want to torture it.

delicious.^ im keen for some bakery

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Uw6ZkbsAH8 <--- lol reminds you of me? AHAHA.