HATE INTERVIEWS

i am never in my life (hopefully) going to interview anyone. its the worst thing ever especially when they give you one word answer or say something else -.- i had to interview my dad for my internal about cash management and handling.. and its the worst time ever spent.-.- i spent like 1 hour ish? ugh! headache developing too. terrible i tell you. and back pains too and shoulder pains :(now im just listening to my rnb songs on spotify to chill myself out aahaha.

Im listening to "Lemme See" by Usher. omg i love Usher so much,  hes amazing :"D

okay anyways today i got a phone call from suaima saying that she just woke up and it was like 8.15am. so lol walked by myself and met farah half way and we went to sports office to drop my luggage off. So i went to economics and wow yay for once i wasn't late lol. but sadly there was no reliever! so back to work. and omfg i was so tired and i was in no mood to talk to anyone so i like stayed quiet. & i didnt do the 'do now' work and i got first warning from teacher, wow first ever man. but lol thats okay cause he gave half the class first warning for not doing the work.
so i got Merit for supply test-.- like wtf. -.- thats gay. no one had Excellence except this one smartass freak that already passed ncea lvl1 and shes really ... stuck up.
okay then i went to english with suaima and we were doing v for vendetta work and wow compared to other classes we didnt do much work at all... :s
then tutor and ugh so boring. then morning tea in tech blockk. then had science and UGHHH FAR OUT i got merit for the biological issue thing -.- he said every single thing was perfect but i rushed about the recommendation and links part... :s so i cant resubmit as i need to have one thats unticked box. :( what is with me getting merits now? im starting to wonder why. i wanted to get E endorsement for science :( cause thats the only thing im rather good at.. other than that im not good at anything else. this is really saddening...and to hear that there alot of people trying to get into the same course as you are... makes me feel pressured and drops my self confidence... cause there are way smarter people than i am.. :"( idk ugh i cry cause of thattt, why am i so stupid UGH i dont even a talent at all. i cant play any musical instrument and im not good at sports. im just an average girl. i hate it. i hate everything!
omg i sound like an emo but no one really make me feel smart, not even ONCE. i just feel shit and like a dumb f*ck.
then after science i went to accounting and it was boring as ever, and we can resubmit for our previous internal! so its my chance to get E, but stupid teacher didnt hand out our schedule sheet saying what area we need to do or missed. -.-
then lunch at art block. dont recall anything nice happening.
then maths was funnnnnnn, didnt do any work. well i did but not as much. lately its been fun cause sam's there ahaha!

after school went to hockey training and we stayed there till like 5.15pm lol. dedicated as.
went home and had to wash veges and prepare dinner UGH. and omg that vege had like slugs!!! small ones.. i drowned them.. i was curious and wanted to put salt but i didnt want to torture it.

delicious.^ im keen for some bakery

SONG OF THE DAY:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1Uw6ZkbsAH8 <--- lol reminds you of me? AHAHA.