Massage

Yes. I need that. Someone massage me please.
I am so exhausted. Always been ever since school started. Trying to study and listen hard in class and having to work every Friday and Saturday. I'm just so very tired. I even took a nap of 3+ hours last evening! Had the best laugh last night from searching up the pineapple lumps names with Suaima omfg. And found a really really really funny old as blog of Farah's and Suaima's.

So I haven't been blogging much soo, first week of school was like rather horrible, can't really remember anything significant that week. Second week which was last week um... oh seema arrived last week yaya.

Last week um.... Wednesday? Omg I honestly can't remember anything! Well we went to mall after school lol. Got friendship bracelets omg bffl gois x0x0x Thursday after school went to hockey practices thing with Suaima. Got so tired omg and it was blazing hot!

Last weekend on Saturday I went to meet kim nana for like two hours lol. Ronnie's cafe is so good wow. Afterwards got dressed up and ready for CNY celebration with my family and family friends. It was rather fun! We booked practically the whole restaurant except two tables which there was few customers dining in, which includes three white people having fun watching us do some karaoke quizzes while drinking wine. I also wore heels at last! My black wedged heels from Farmers for $40 :D

Oh I also brought lipsticks that day from Farmers too hehe. 

The only photo I could find -_- there's more somewhere with other people... Anyways, here's me and Gabby! :D

Sunday I had to work since I swapped shifts for Saturday... And I made friends with Laura :D She's so nice and rather funny. 

Well now its third week of school loool. Yesterday (Monday), school was so dreadful. I could not concentrate and I was in a mood where I think I'm really stupid and going to fail everything. Today was much better but physics was just horrible. A horrible teacher who cannot teach her students properly and does not explain fully. No one in my class gets what she is talking about so we are all screwed (y).
After school today walked home with Suaima and Bram :D Suaima got the trials for tomorrow omg, all thanks to Bram!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So proud of her. GOOD LUCK GIRL MAN. Afterwards walked to his house in the heat omfg... what an exercise! Went home and went diary-ing with Suaima. Another exercise (y)

That is all. Goodbye.

P.S I got excellence in one of the unfamiliar paper from 2012 year 12 exam paper omg what a shock. I have to email my love to my previous English teacher <3 And Merit for the other one which I've only just finished paragraph 1. lol.

Song of the day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1JO-d5EkgDY <-- Theme song with Suaima.

Year12

What have I missed out...

Friday - After assembly, rushed to go town to tidy my eyebrows and brought a dress from valleygirl lol with fara

a bit big on me..

Saturday - work & Sunday 
Monday - First day of school and it was pretty shit. The weather was one main reason that made my day pretty frustrating ugh.
Tuesday - Slight improvement cause I like my physics class cause its fun with Nada <3
Wednesday - Went to eat dim sum as I was supposed to shout my dad and my sister. But just as we were about to pay ... I realized I had forgotten my wallet (y) Lol thanks sis! Went to town after some detour of going back home to get my wallet and doing a bit of laundry lol. Hanged out with my sister and did a bit of adventuring. Brought a pink red high waisted skirt (so nice) and red lacey top (nicenice) from ValleyGirl. Halved the price with my sister and brought this thin jumper from dotti hehe. I also brought "Cosmetic Warrior" from Lush which is this facial mask which is most suitable for people with oily skin and few breakouts! Rather expensive but hey, I was desperate! Had curry laksa from Malaysian mamak restaurant for dinner and i got to admit, it's the best curry laksa ever in NZ.

mine

My sister's

                                                                

Thursday - School was getting better until first period when I heard Nada's timetable changed and she's unfortunately not in any of my classes now. Got really pissed off at first like no joke. But now I'm just really really sad. Instead of being in the same classes with me she's in Farah's classes. I am even MORE sad. Stupid school for last minute changes ugh so unorganized far out! Went for a jog in the evening non stop run and it felt goooooooooooooood.
-> Tried the facial mask and the smell of it wasn't that great... contained garlic but surprisingly it doesn't have the smell of strong garlic!

Friday - School was average. Work after and farah and I bus to Botz and the bus was so full it was insanely packed omg. So we had to stand in the front showing our faces to people since the front of the bus is see through HAHAA idk why we were laughing but it was just to funny.

Stuff during previous summer holidays:

Owl decor for sema and dog for livvy

Hanging after work in town with min lee and sis :D!

Hanging with Fara - idk where the other photos are ugh

Shoes I got from town $30

Lamb on rice with salad and humus sauce and pita bread at Arabic restaurant with Nada. AMAZING STUFF OMFG.

Peach Nata with Nada in Momo Tea :3 YUM.

Asians and their fob namings. *facepalm*

The new skirt i got like last year dec.

Nada and I. I love you nada man.

Ice mango frapp + pearls with Nada at Momo Tea, amazing stuff

you might be wandering why there's so many photos of me... well there's heaps with Nada but she didn't let me copy it ;( slut.

I don't want to go to school

Wow, so A LOT happened. Hmm lets see. Last week on Thursday, I went to Waiwera Thermal Hot Pools with my family friend's daughters youth group called EPIC. It's really cool and the people are just so welcoming and friendly. It's like where people from North, South, East and West gather every Friday night at Central. It was nice although we went at like 5.15pm and only arrived past 6pm due to traffic. Anyways wowowow the slides are so COOL! There's one that's for one person only and its PITCH black slide. The other one is for two and its really long and lot's of turns. The other one was the coolest one which was a slide with no roof things and it goes STRAIGHT down. They also had movie pool and omg it was heated water so nice.

Hmm, on Friday I hung with mustafa before I had to go to work, brought nandos for us and hmm not bad!

Saturday I had to work for pretty much the whole day. This was the day where I made friends with this girl Robyn :D Went out to get some food from Moziac Kebab together aw :') on our second break went to get kiwiyo with her and Zoaheb. We slacked off but it was nice. Said hi to a stranger who was on break from his work at Kiwiyo amd thought it was my friend. Embarrassing, prob thought I was hitting on him.

Sunday I had to work as well to do stocktaking. So boring and the beeping of the bar code scanner makes you go crazy. Lol this was the day where I got closer to my friend Robyn mehe aw :')

Monday was Auckland Anniversary day (oh wow yay). My family and I went down to town so le sister and I decided to wander off on our own. Had a few adventures and wowowow we walked EVERYWHERE. Had dinner by ourselves at this Japanese Restaurant and wow it was so nice. Before that we had this Mango Fever Snow Ice omfg amazing thing (my shout lol) and brought some sushi for us too. Lol went to a lot of shops even the asian ones. Brought this nice looking flats shoes for $30, gay lady won't go any lower :'( cause apparently its so cheap as the original price used to be $99?

Tuesday I stayed at home.

Wednesday hung out with Nada and went to Botany and walked all the way to this arabic restaurant near Kanda Restaurant. Ordered lamb on rice with sweet chili and bbq sauce with salad and humus and pita bread for $13. Worth it. OMG AMAZING MUST GO AGAIN. Brought my graphic calculator on the way back to botany at warehouse stationery $95 :( Bus to get to momo tea had Peach Nata $6.50 omfg amazing. Walked all the way home in the horrible intense heat and got lost a bit. Slept over and it was fuuun.

Thursday morning, annoyed Nada to get up and rushed back home. Went to mustafa's for really short while then yeh watched Zero Black Thirty with Kim Na Na, not bad!

I'm so tired. I don't want to go to school tomorrow for assembly. Got to iron them unifroms ugh.

0mq l1v1nq lyf x0x

Sorry for that heading. I actually don't type like that at all, it pissees me off.
Lately I haven't been eating my dinner like properly haha, its been a week now. I eat like very little... One of the reason was cause of this specific problem and the other reason is that I just can't be bothered and don't really have the apatite to eat.

Um so Friday I worked, Saturday too and oh how could I not remember about Sunday? It was a long boring and dreadful day just scanning bar-codes continuously for stocktaking. So nothing much, this holiday have been about work and occasional productive hang out days. Better than staying at home I guess doing nothing.

Monday and Tuesday I stayed at home reading and doing a bit of vocabs (suddenly got into it for some reason). I've been reading this book called "The Blood Keeper" and I reckon it's a pretty well written book! I personally like it a lot actually but yeah give it a go and read it guys.

Today (Wednesday), oh jokes its like 12am now so I guess I'll consider it yesterday then! So yesterday, I hung out with my gangster as friend Nada hehe. It was fun and chilling. (y) Spend time at botany for a short while and went to this Malaysian Restaurant that my family and I went to and thought it was a pretty good and affordable restaurant in Meadowlands. She got Nasi Goreng and I got the classic, Char Kwey Teow hehe. It was nice, way better than luna tea. Omg anything is better than Luna Tea -_- Ye I shouted so hehe you're welcome babe. Went to Momo Tea for the first time and she got melon milk tea with pearls and I got this mango iced frappe with pearls. Boy was mine amazing and hers wasn't that ... great. Photos laterr

Went back to Botany and rushed to Cotton On to buy the skirts we wanted to get. Was going to get matching ones but she got plain black -_-. So hard to find a XS, so frustrating. Went to HP and chilled in her grandma's house. Brought bread from Countdown and chilled again. Watched half of this movie called "Bridesmaid" or something?

Walked back from around 7.30pm late in the evening and encountered this boy in his car. Oh..funny that hahaaaaah.

Song of the Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_0q5eAaG-38 <-- I love this song. It's really gangster but I like it so much.

busy as a bum. eyebrows styled x0

Man I used to always blog almost everyday last year cause I had no life. Now? IM LIVING IT. I've been so busy this holiday working and working. Spending too. lol.

I was working on Monday at Farmers. Um, Tuesday I was free for once! Just chilled at home :) Early Wednesday morning I caught the express bus to britomart with Min Lee and my sister for work at my mum's previous workplace in the city called Canterburry. Whole day I was counting manually (no scanner or anything). Had to lift heavy boxes from high up and drag them out from down low to count them ONE by ONE. During this busy day filled with numbers in my head I have encountered many dead insects/bugs. This includes moths, spiders (alive ones too), flies and some bug thing? Well that's a warehouse storage for you!
Oh and after that long day of counting clothing by head (Most clothing in a box I got was 96) my back was sore and just really dead after bending and reaching. But time flies by when you're counting!

Today (Thursday) I caught the bus from the same place with same people to the same location. Finished stocktaking at 11.45am! YAY. So we chilled in the city. Got bubble tea from Hulucat!

Papaya milk tea (mine), Taro (Min lee), Mango (sis)

Then went to Eastdayspa to thread my eyebrows for the very first time. It's the best and fanciest place I've ever been to!!!!!!!!!!!! It's just AMAZING and the smell and atmosphere is just fantastic. Highly recommended place in Auckland/NZ! Yeah eyebrows styled x0x0x0x It makes me look a bit different and more... nicer... lol and makes me feel better about myself. After loitering around the shops we decided to get some friendship jewelleries or whatever. Plan failed. Min Lee and I brought the same sunglasses hehe from Valleygirl. Went to this Asian place and brought 3 earrings (two cuffs and one black cross stud) for $10. Thanks to my sister I got another black cross stud so I could make it into a pair! Pictures later.
Had dinner at Saaki or something near Hulucat. Japanese owned and chefs. Pretty nice and rather cheap! $10 for my Hot spicy chicken udon in sweet chili sauce. Yum. Bused home and some dude was drinking beer secretly... wow so not obvious, the smell -_-

Spicy Chicken Udon!

Min Lee's curry something.... um................ s:

Sis's beef and onion teriyaki udon (YUM OMG)

Takoyaki! Abi be jealous, its better than night market's

Yes it's been a long and productive day. Busiest holiday I've ever been. I also go paid today and just wow. W-O-W. On Wednesday I was suppose to go to Waiwera Hot Pools with my workmates but sadly I couldn't cause my dad wanted me to work. THERE GOES MY BONDING TIME.

Well lately I've had some problems... I don't know how to solve it. It's partly or sort of mainly my fault. I just... I don't know. I can't just tell anyone cause they won't really understand... even if they did know, they wouldn't know the whole story. I omg I just.. its not good for my Hyperthyroidism and Graves Disease if I keep this up omg ugh.

-ugh. Have to buy my own graphic calculator too... there goes $100 :'(.

OH I GOT MY NCEA RESULTS TOO. Took me 20 minutes to get on and I see others taking more than 2 hours, lol. So I got Excellence endorsement overall <3 <3 <3

Spendings, stahp.

Christmas gift from parsnip. Lol suaima's got the pink one. 

what i brought after work one day

$10 Cotton On :D

brought this during work break with Mishori, $30!                              

Boxing day; Glassons $13

From boxing day sale

Boxing day from Cotton On Body :D -Work bag lol.

Hey! How are you all. I've been really really busy with work but now I've been set free because my Christmas Casual contract ended today and I have an off day today :)
So I've been working every single day since two weeks ago ish. Pretty tiring but in the end when you check your balance, I guess its all worth it. I worked on time and a half day pay on both the New Year public holiday which was on the 1 Jan and 2 Jan for about 10-11 hours. Both shifts started at 6am in which I had to wake up at 4.30am to take a shower.

So on the night before 1 Jan, my dad, sister and I went out to city and had dinner together at this Chinese restaurant opposite Sky City. It was pretty good! -Lol I paid. Anyways, afterwards we parted and my sister and I walked on the streets of CBD, past 10pm. Some guys calling us from afar.. creepy. And loads of drunk people too. Some massive crowd watching the "hari krishna" people perform and dance around. Overall it was a pretty good night! Fireworks wasn't as nice as Melbourne and wasn't as hectic too. So on the 1 Jan I only slept at 2am ish and woke up at 4.30am to get ready for work. Around 2 hours of sleep, how lovely.

On the 3rd I had work from 6-3pm. Met Suaima afterwards and did a bit of shopping together. This time, we were actually spending. Suaima brought quite of bit of stuff. I brought Cluedo from work, $7.50 (?) and stripy pocket shirt from Glassons, $25. Suaima got the same, lol omg bffl t-shirts x0x0x0 Brought my dad electric shaver from Harvey Normans hehe. Went out to a Malaysian resturant in Meadowlands and had Wan Tan Hor, Curry Laksa and Pork with black bean sauce with rice thick noodles! -sister's turn to pay!

For sema.

Cluedo cards! 

Bought it from work :3

Left: $5 Kmart yesterday Right: $7 (?) Countdown   

Bought this from work too! Yumm <3

Glassons $25 (bffl tops with suaima omqqq x0x0x)

Someone's bday present from suaima and I :)

This whole week I was busy working but after work on Friday, I went to Suaima's property and delivered her Tiramisu cake from Theobroma I bought for her <3 She also came over to mine for awhile to give her my late Christmas/New Year gift. Including a Chinese new year card AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. -Just for the lols, since I remembering writing one for Farah in year 9 while in Malaysia together tehe.

In the toys department in Farmers. SO CUTE.^

After church today we went to Manukau Westfield and my sister and I did a bit of shopping.

ValleyGirl $10 (bffl top with fara omqq xoxox) where doi i wear this to..............

Factorie :D

Sorrry to bore you with my long post today!

Song of The Day:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A3scl0fl0zE <-- Really nice song, credits to iara gelpi/barlett <3

+I like a mixture of different things. Get it?

End of 2012.

Whoever came up with that theory of "2012", well shame on you! Still alive. Anyways today is the last day of year 2012 and I am very very sad. This year was such a good year as I've made moree friends and my grades at school improved. Although many mistakes was made, I've learnt my lessons and come to realization. I've also become more independent than before but still working on it!

Term 3 and 4 I reckon was probably the best out of this year. It's been fun meeting new people and stepping out of my comfort zone. Still got many things to improve and will probably take quite awhile. But that's okay, I'm still alive and soo very thankful to God. Looking back at how I was like before and now I reckon I've changed quite a bit. I was more quiet and shy of meeting new people and just not confident speaking to others I'm not close with. Now? I can say that I'm not shy meeting new people anymore and feel more at ease talking to others.

Last day of 2012 was spent in work in Farmers. Annie (one of my managers) called me while I was half-asleep asking me if I could come and work at 11.30am - 5pm. Well I said yes sure since this week will be my last week of working there as my contract is expiring, so why not work as much as I can? I was pretty gutted cause I wanted to hang out with Suaima as many time as possible before she leaves to go back to curry land :( Had lunch break with parsnip, I had sushi from St Pierre and parsnip got chicken on rice from Moziac kebab place (?).
After my shift, Annie offered me a part time job at Farmers!!!!!!!!! She likes me. Hehe. Cause we've been working alongside each other for the past few days. Yayayayay and one of the staff left so she wants me in <3 But not 100% sure yet, have to chat her tomorrow. Discovered that she goes to the same church as me too, or used to. She goes to another branch down South now.

Also Annie offered me more shifts this week! She offered me a shift tomorrow which is time and a half day pay omg!!! I'm the only casual working.... cause the head of farmers branch (Wade) I work in doesn't want any Christmas casuals working on time and a half pay day. Well, I'm an exception <3 I am also working on Wednesday (my dad's birthday sadly) and Thursday. Busy busy busy!

I really hope that my hyperthyroidism and Graves Disease goes away before February cause my specialist is sort of making me to take a permanent solution of either surgery (which she doesn't advice to) or taking a radioactive iodine. I want none. Surgery is far too risky as they can damage my vocal cords and I won't be able to speak or speak properly. Radioactive iodine will stop my growth and I will be taking pills (Thyroxine) for the rest of my life (I'm serious, not exaggerating).

Sorry for the long post. It's just special cause its the last day of the year. Tonight I'm shouting my daddy and sister for dinner in town. We're going to watch the fireworks! I know for sure that it's not that great compared to Melbourne and Malaysia. But that's okay, I actually like Auckland to be honest!

Well HAPPY (early) NEW YEAR, hope you all have a greeeeeeeeeeeeeat day, God Bless :D

+ I can't wait for payday.