confidence

AHAHAH KEY IS SO CUTE.

mmmm i am so exhausted right now after a somewhat long and tiring day!
so usual friday mornings and went to english with suaima and us two go Excellence for the unfamiliar practice test. good girls, suaima one was goood better than mine ahaha! Then went to tutor and did nothing cause its such a boring and pointless period. OH! We had to do house leader votes and i voted for some people i wanted but this girl that i didnt want to vote was staring at me and wanting me to vote for her. So i had no choice but to choose her too -___________-. annoying. oh well.

Morning tea with da hornyz at drain spot, the usuals. Cant remember what happened ahaha.
Science with Divya and Nada :D & we did some past ncea questions for chemistry, pretty easy :D! I hope i get the same teacher for next year, he's a real good teacher. Okay i want: Mr Whitlock for chemistry, Mrs Van De Burg for biology, Mr Corner for physics. PLEASE that would be perfect!
Then went to accounting with Nada and did some revision work on Income Statements.

Lunch time with da hornyz but this time we had to get changed into PE gear for hockey. Then went to maths and went over the answers to our algebra test we did like two days ago. I GOT MERIT yuss. i thought i was going to get Achieved but i was praying hard out :'D (in my head ofc) akdjf;alkjsdf thank you god. akjdfaskdjfa im so happy. Maybe there is hope of getting M or E for the CAT test? :D 12MAT here i come hehehe and eventually calculus. Then met with teammates and went to Epsom Turf. Maan i do not like that turf. Otara's turf was the best. We lost but that's okay cause we've won our other games. I'm not going to sulk and get pissed off like ..... someone AHAH sorry that we're not good enough :((( but yeah overall, thinking back about the first day i tried out for hockey.... wow, just amazes me how much i've improved. From a real fob to a normal fob. MAJOR IMPROVEMENT OK. From a person who cant dribble, control the ball and whack. :"D Thanks to people who taught me.. meheheheheheh. Hockey is fun. I remember the first game where i got injured.. hahaha funny! At least i didnt cry.. and come off although it hurts so bad... i swear it went paralyzed for like few seconds.

Anyways got dropped off near my house and i just walked slowly back home. Pretty nice cause i like walking at my own pace and taking a nice relaxing walk you know? okay maybe it's just me. Well i've been job hunting this WHOLE year (from term1) and no luck -__- im too young i guess...

Lol abi introduced me to this website called Reddit and its pretty cool i guess. I like reading like the inspirational stuff and motivation stuff. It helps like boosts my confidence you know? I'm sure i'm not the only one with low self esteem... but thats okay life is lifeeee, we'll get over it. Aha i just sounded so tacky but thats ok. i read my own blog AHAHA. no i actually dont. I wish i can be more independent but im just too like afraid. blah de blah long story.